Li Zang found the diary he wrote as a teenager suffering from chuunibyou (eighth-grader syndrome).
Filled with shame, he just wanted to burn it—until a damn system hijacked it and uploaded ...
Chapter 155 Diary [Two in One]
A clean bar.
Li Zang sat in the corner, looking at the young lady playing guitar and singing on the stage, listening to the laughter and chat of a few friends beside him, feeling out of place.
Lao Bai, Lao Wang, and Dali, these three people can be said to be his closest brothers.
We have known each other since college, and it has been four or five years now.
They were not roommates in college, but even their relationship as roommates was not as strong as the one they have now.
After coming out of the base in the secret realm of Yuanshan, Li Zang received a call from Lao Bai, so he did not go home.
Hey, not going home...
I don’t know why, but there seems to be a type of married man who likes to find a place to sit and have a couple of drinks after get off work every day.
Li Zang didn't really like this kind of environment. The main reason he came here was because a friend who he hadn't contacted for more than half a month took the initiative to invite him.
The reason for not contacting each other for more than half a month is that the friendship is not reliable?
No, not really… We are all adults now and have our own lives, especially those who have girlfriends. Their daily lives are completely different from those of single people.
Single friends can go out for a drink in groups of three or five when they have nothing to do in the evening, but those who have girlfriends need to accompany their girlfriends.
Their time no longer belonged to the blood brothers, but to women...
For the sake of a woman, one can stab his brothers in the back, let alone time!
Li Zang's several close friends all have girlfriends, so normally, it would take at least ten days to half a month, or at most a month, before he would gather everyone together.
If I have nothing to do on weekdays, I usually brag in the group...
At times like this, Li Zang usually acts as a diver and has a very low presence.
He is not the kind of person who likes to chat with people online. He likes to communicate with people in real life and likes to look at other people's faces when talking.
But today, he was quiet.
It seems that not long ago, he was still a handsome guy who was cheerful and talkative.
But now, he felt seriously out of touch with normalcy.
Just staying quietly and doing nothing still makes me feel extremely strange for some reason.
It seemed like normal days were really drifting away from him...
"Eight twos!"
"Da Li, there are only three of us and you actually called eight people. You are going too far!"
"Lao Wang, who told me to have it? Leopard, do you believe it?"
"I believe it, ten twos, go back!"
"Fuck, you have it and you call ten?"
"Hit me if you dare!"
"Since you've asked sincerely, then, chop!"
"Counterattack!"
"I'll chop on the box!"
"I'll step on the container and fight back!"
“…”
Lao Bai sat next to Li Zang. Seeing that Li Zang was not in a very good mood, he said, "Lao Li, what's wrong with you? I haven't seen you for a while. It seems like you have become a different person."
"Well, ah, right." Li Zang's eyes left the singing girl only after hearing what Lao Bai said.
He didn't want this to happen, it seemed a bit of a letdown.
But there is no way. Once some things change, they can no longer be recovered.
"Hey, Lao Bai, you didn't notice that our Lao Li's eyes were always fixed on the pretty girl on the stage. I guess it's not that he doesn't want to pay attention to us, but that he's in heat~" Dali said with a smile.
He had just lost the wine-splitting battle, and urgently needed to divert the attention of the winner and avoid the horse urine that was obviously endless to drink~
Li Zang: “…”
Is he looking at the young lady?
No...he was just in a daze, and his eyes happened to be cast on the most attractive place in the whole venue.
Don't say that this young lady is really pretty, even if she is just average, as long as she is the focus of the whole audience, people who are in a daze will subconsciously stare at her. This is called the law of attraction.
Li Zang just didn't know what to do. Drinking? He could drink a thousand cups without getting drunk, so drinking was boring. Rolling dice or chatting, it felt like the same thing, as they had no common topics.
Alas, as expected, the strong are destined to be lonely...
“This is normal.”
Several of his best friends thought that Li Zang really wanted to get out of being single. Lao Bai smiled and said, "Lao Li, since you've thought it through, let's do this. I'll ask my girlfriend to bring a few of her best friends out someday so that we can all get together. What do you think?"
"Fuck, Lao Bai, why didn't you treat me so nicely when I was single last year? Are you still my brother?" Lao Wang was furious, with a look that said I was hurt.
"Old Li is known for being cold-blooded and ruthless. He has been alone since birth and it is rare for him to open his mind. You are unsatisfied and demanding. How can this situation be the same?"
Lao Wang: “…”
Li Zang was of course aware that when his brother said this, it was obvious that he was serious about introducing someone to him.
I have to say, this is a good brother, really bleeding.
Unlike some friends who only care about their own happiness and don’t care about their friends’ loneliness at all.
Li Zang smiled when he thought of this. He suddenly felt that his three friends had not changed, only he himself had changed.
"That's great, thank you. But no, I have a girlfriend." Li Zang rejected his good brother's kindness.
"Fuck, when did it happen?"
Dali was stunned. He put his arm around Li Zang's shoulders and asked, "You bastard, you have a girlfriend but you are so quiet. Why don't you dare to bring her out to meet people?"
"You have a girlfriend, but you don't even bring her out... You don't follow the rules. Our rules are to help our brothers keep an eye on them, so that they don't meet bad girls and get cheated on by them!"
"You're not sociable like this."
The three of them talked one after another, directly portraying Li Zang as a conscienceless person.
The main reason is that there has been no news from Li Zang recently. Now things are changing every day outside, with cultivation and weapon spirits. Ordinary groups have to hold a small meeting a day and a large meeting every three days. Everyone in the group has become a talent, and every day they are either speaking or on the way to speaking.
But Li Zang didn't make any movement...
He didn't even tell anyone about such a big thing as making a girlfriend. You have to treat me to such a good thing! ! !
"Okay, you will see him if you have the chance in the future." Li Zang knew that his brothers also had good intentions.
Something happened once.
Because Lao Wang didn't know how to judge people, he dated a scumbag. Not only was he squeezed out of all his money, but he was also deceived and almost cheated on. Fortunately, with the persuasion of the three of them, he got away from the cuckold in time and avoided the danger of having his hair dyed.
So, later on, everyone unanimously decided that you must find the right person when dating a girlfriend. A person's character can be seen from the details. One more pair of eyes and one more observation... There is nothing that cannot be seen in one meal. If there is, then two meals will do.
This situation can be called a test.
It's not just women's rights, men also have this right.
The three of them laughed, and then urged Li Zang to get the matter done as soon as possible... The main issue was treating the guests. The three of them had already treated everyone, and only Li Zang was left. No matter what, he had to eat back for the meal.
Li Zang looked at the three people and smiled, but he didn't have the same feeling as before.
Now he is really getting further and further away from the life of ordinary people.
Strong.
Lonely.
lonely.
It’s cold.
…
…
The next day.
Li Zang welcomed a new diary.
[Ding, the thirteenth diary will be published on the short video platform Douyin. Once the popularity exceeds 1.2 million, the next stage will be started. 】
[Douyin, record your beautiful life~]
As soon as Li Zang heard the system prompt, he quickly opened the Sealed Field, and then slowly opened the Douyin APP in his mind to read the diary contents.
【2012, June 16, Rain】
[I am the ruler of the Heavenly Tomb, the false god of devouring and ending! 】
[I was born from destruction, carrying the evil that destroys everything. 】
[I hate everything in this world! 】
[All things in this world have no need to exist. The best destination is to be buried in the Heavenly Tomb and return to the abyss completely! 】
[I hate this world, I want to destroy everything in this world! 】
[Die die die die die, all of you die!] 】
The diary is...quite brief.
It’s too short, and it doesn’t fit his personality.
Li Zang looked at the diary and fell into a strange silence.
He knew that the fourth vest was about to be launched.
Regarding this vest, it is not in the first and second diaries, but in the third diary.
Li Zang had some impression of this diary.
This third diary can actually only be called half a diary, for a very simple reason: he would only write in this diary when he felt wronged.
The main reason for this diary was that he was obsessed with a Cthulhu novel in the bookstore, so he skipped class the next day to go to the bookstore to read. As luck would have it, the teacher called his parents and told them that he had not attended class.
After returning home, he was beaten up...
To be honest, this beating was really inexplicable.
Skipping classes, isn’t this a typical behavior of a bad student? ? ?
This was not the first time he did this, but he did not do anything bad. He just went to the bookstore to read.
Although it is not a very serious book, it is not an indecent book after all.
Anyway, I felt very wronged at that time.
As a human being, it is inevitable that you will suffer injustices during the process of growing up, especially when he was in junior high school, he was the model of an abnormal child in everyone's eyes.
Being beaten and scolded were common occurrences.
But sometimes, the children are beaten and scolded innocently, and even if the parents know afterwards that they have wronged them, they will not make any verbal apology.
Li Zang is an adult now, so he naturally understands and feels relieved.
But I was young at that time and always felt resentful and couldn't swallow that humiliation.
What can I do? Beat my parents? He was a middle school student at that time, but he was not stupid.
Let’s not talk about the question of whether we can win or not, let’s just talk about the question of whether we are willing to give up or not.
After all, they are his parents who provide him with food and clothing, and he can clearly distinguish between good and bad parents.
Revenge on society? Not to the point of not to the point of...
He is not a boxing champion and will not vent his anger on others. He is a middle school student, but not a second-rate person.
As for fighting, that definitely happened. After all, I am a passionate young man and cannot stand the provocations of some short-sighted people.
We don't take the initiative to cause trouble, but we are not afraid of it either.
In general, Li Zang never did anything too unscrupulous during his junior high school years. The limited petty thefts he committed were all instigated by Shen Yuemo...
So, what should you do if you are wronged?
There's nothing I can do but hold it in.
But holding it in for too long would harm his body, so he could only vent all his negative emotions and his second-year syndrome in his diary.
This third diary came into being naturally in response to the disaster.
The entire diary is not long, but each entry is full of negative energy.
The content is basically the same, either destroying the world or destroying the universe. When the temper is bad, the parallel universe and infinite time and space will also be repeatedly pressed to the ground and rubbed!
I can’t strike hard in real life, but I can’t talk a lot in my diary?
Of course you can!
Li Zang's teeth almost cracked as he read the contents of the diary.
To be honest, looking back at the diaries I wrote when I was young, I suddenly wanted to criticize my abnormal values back then.
If I had the strength back then, but my state of mind was not worthy of that strength, would I really have destroyed the world just because of the slightest grievance?
Li Zang didn't know because he was still young at that time. Even if he did have some ideas, he was still unsure whether he dared to do it.
only……
People's patience is limited.
Sometimes, parents’ ability to make people angry to death is very strong.
There is no overnight hatred between relatives, but there is chest tightness and shortness of breath caused by choking on the same day.
Li Zang finally decided to use the modification card to modify the contents of the diary.
Modify card: You can add or delete a piece of text at will.
Diaries like this definitely need to be revised.
Because I really can't imagine whether I will really destroy the earth.
The earth was destroyed and then changed the current timeline. When he returned to this point in time, he found that everything was in ruins, leaving only himself and a dilapidated death star.
This possibility does exist, but you really can't gamble on it.
Li Zang suddenly felt fortunate that he had such a modification card in his hand.
It seems necessary to give up some rewards and stock up on some cards that can modify diary contents.
Diaries like this really need to be revised.
After Li Zang used the modification card, his last choice was to add a paragraph, and the added content was - [In the end, I still chose to forgive this world. Not for any reason, this weak world is not worthy of me tainting my hands. 】
Hmm... Does it fit my character from my middle school days?
Li Zang felt that this passage was obviously in line with the style of the diary and did not appear too abrupt.
This is important...
After all, Li Zang only wanted to travel the world under the alias of Emperor Li Zang and did not want his other identities to be exposed.
Get everything done, snap your fingers, and time starts flowing again.
After waiting for two or three minutes, Li Zang clicked on the comments and began to read the comment section.
[Shocked, a top boss has reappeared in our China—the ruler of the Heavenly Tomb, the Devourer and the Void of the End... Damn, I bit my tongue, why is this name so long! TM, does it mean that the longer the name, the stronger it is? 】
[Strength does not depend on the length of the name, but Tianmu, isn’t this the note that appeared in the second diary? 】
[Note: The bottom of the universe, the silence of extinction, the place where everything is buried (/(°∞°)\)]
[Why do I feel like this guy is a villain? Is it possible that we are going to be in trouble? 】
[From the perspective of strength, this person seems to have the ability to destroy the world in minutes. 】
[This happened ten years ago. Since it didn’t happen, it probably won’t happen again. I guess this gentleman really doesn’t think highly of our weak little blue planet, so he chose to let it go…]
[Unknowingly, ten years ago, we actually came back from the gates of hell! ? 】
[Oh my god, it turns out that ten years ago, I was grabbed by the neck and lifted up by a big guy. Just when I was about to die, the big guy saw that I was too weak and let me go? 】
[I'm going to pinch your neck and lift you up. Do you think you deserve it? 】
[I don’t know what you think, but I feel very bad, as if my life depends on other people’s thoughts. I am like an ant that can be easily trampled to death! I don't want to be an ant, I want to practice, I want to transcend, I want to become strong, I don't want the sky to be able to cover my eyes anymore, I don't want anyone to be able to dominate my life! ! ! 】
Li Zang noticed this last diary entry, it was very exciting, even more exciting than Bo!
Such a domineering and childish declaration is not something that an average person can write.
Li Zang had a feeling that he had met someone of the same kind as he had met before.
This comment has the most likes and replies, and everyone is affirming this mentality.
This is good, and it is right to work hard to become stronger.
Li Zang was just about to give a thumbs up, when...
【bite! The popularity of the thirteenth diary has reached 1.2 million, automatically unlocking the next stage, traveling through time and replaying the diary events. 】
[Replay the diary events, and the contents of the diary will become reality. After the replay is over, the system will issue reward options based on the degree of restoration of the diary plot. 】
Replay, begin!
(End of this chapter)