Chapter 47 I'm in pain

"Just to make me happy?" Chu Jianshan asked him.

Cheng Yuan thought for a moment and replied, "No, it's true that I want you to call me brother."

"you……!"

Chu Jianshan was furious and kicked him off the bed. Cheng Yuan, however, was not angry at being kicked. Instead, he happily climbed back on top of Chu Jianshan.

He nuzzled Chu Jianshan's neck playfully, "I really want to hear it, can't I even call out once?"

Chu Jianshan pushed his head away with difficulty: "I said, don't even think about it."

“Fine,” Cheng Yuan said, relenting. “I’ll find another way to make you yell it out.”

Chu Jianshan immediately sensed something was wrong and tentatively asked, "What do you want to do?"

Cheng Yuan blurted out, "You."

"Ugh...!"

The light in Chu Jianshan's eyes was blocked, and Cheng Yuan covered his eyes so that he could concentrate on feeling the kiss.

Their lips met, glistening with moisture, and heavy breathing filled the air. The muffled groans that escaped as they went deeper were incessant. Chu Jianshan's inability to see things did indeed make him more focused.

But now Chu Jianshan was clearly distracted, because his focus was not on that, but on the thing under Cheng Yuan that hadn't settled down yet. The thing was too noticeable, and he couldn't help but let his mind wander.

As Cheng Yuan pressed his entire body against Chu Jianshan, the distance between them continued to shrink, but Cheng Yuan felt it wasn't enough. He started to pull at Chu Jianshan's collar, exposing his fair skin, which made Chu Jianshan gasp.

Fortunately, Cheng Yuan didn't do anything else excessive; he just kissed him recklessly, using his left hand to lift his waist.

After an unknown amount of time, Cheng Yuan finally stopped and removed his hand from covering Chu Jianshan's eyes.

The candlelight suddenly shone on him, making Chu Jianshan's eyes uncomfortable and his vision blurry, but he could still see Cheng Yuan's face, which was less than an inch away from him.

Cheng Yuan's eyes were hazy, yet clearly filled with endless desire. His eyes were slightly red, and he was breathing heavily as he stared at Chu Jianshan. His mouth, glistening with tears, was slightly open, as if he wanted to say something, but he held it back.

Chu Jianshan suppressed a smile, a slight upturn to his lips. Of course, he knew what Cheng Yuan wanted to say. He had already reacted to the commotion, but he couldn't go too far, lest he upset Cheng Yuan. Being caught in the middle, neither able to move forward nor back down, would certainly not be pleasant for Cheng Yuan.

Chu Jianshan reached out and gently stroked Cheng Yuan's face. After his breathing calmed down, he asked softly, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Cheng Yuan gave a wronged "hmm" and buried his head in his neck, looking just like a big dog who had been wronged and was hiding in its owner's arms to complain.

Chu Jianshan suppressed a laugh, gently rubbing his back to comfort him while teasing him, "Weren't you so aggressive just now? How come you're so weak now?"

Cheng Yuan remained silent, knowing that Chu Jianshan was trying to provoke him, and had no intention of continuing the conversation. But unexpectedly, Chu Jianshan seemed to have suddenly thought of some mischievous idea, and deliberately brought his mouth close to Cheng Yuan's ear, whispering, "Brother..."

Almost instantly, Cheng Yuan's body stiffened abruptly, followed by intermittent panting. Cheng Yuan's grip on him tightened.

Chu Jianshan frowned: "Ugh...it hurts."

But Cheng Yuan didn't let go. Instead, he moved closer to him, gritting his teeth and saying, "Chu Jianshan, you did this on purpose..."

Chu Jianshan raised an eyebrow: "Didn't you want me to call you that? Why are you still unhappy now that I've actually called you that?"

"Don't talk..." Cheng Yuan said in a muffled voice, leaning on his shoulder, "If you provoke me again, I really don't know what I might do."

Chu Jianshan didn't hear what he said, but he was uncomfortable being held so tightly. He wanted to move and change his position, but every time he moved, he would inevitably bump into him.

Cheng Yuan let out a muffled groan and looked at him with resentful eyes: "Chu, Jian, Shan!"

Chu Jianshan couldn't help but laugh and asked curiously, "Is it really that uncomfortable?"

"What do you think?" Cheng Yuan loosened his grip to let Chu Jianshan change his position, then, as if suddenly remembering something, asked, "Why didn't you react at all?"

"I..." Chu Jianshan was speechless for a moment.

To be honest, he did have some reaction, but not as obvious as Cheng Yuan's. However, he couldn't bring himself to admit to having a reaction in front of Cheng Yuan.

"Of course I am..." Chu Jianshan continued, "Of course I am pure of heart and have few desires!"

As if he had found a good reason, he said in a serious tone, "Think about it, I am not as young and impetuous as you. You are still too impetuous."

Cheng Yuan looked at him with a suspicious gaze, clearly not believing him.

Suddenly, he reached out and said casually, "I'll only know if it's there or not after I touch it."

"What!?" Chu Jianshan thought he had misheard and hurriedly shouted, "Wait, wait... Stop it right now!"

Chu Jianshan tried to intercept him, but was knocked down by his hand. The two exchanged more than a dozen blows, and the quilt and mattress on the bed were all wrinkled. In the end, Cheng Yuan still managed to get his way.

Cheng Yuan's lips curled up, barely suppressing a smile, his expression saying, "See? It's true."

Chu Jianshan had completely lost face. Without offering any explanation, he simply knelt on the bed and covered his head with the blanket, refusing to come out no matter how much Cheng Yuan poked him.

"Chu Jianshan," Cheng Yuan called out to him, "come out here, I won't touch you anymore, really."

Chu Jianshan was also feeling really stuffy inside. He listened to Cheng Yuan's words and slowly withdrew, but he was obviously tricked again. They said they wouldn't touch him, but the moment he came out, they pounced on him again.

Chu Jianshan tried to get up, but Cheng Yuan coaxed him, "I'm not lying, I really won't touch you, I'll just hold you for a while."

Chu Jianshan is responsive to gentle persuasion but not to force; this method always works for him.

As expected, Chu Jianshan listened and quieted down. Cheng Yuan took the opportunity to rub against him and kiss him, trying to reignite the fire.

Chu Jianshan noticed something was wrong and stopped him, saying, "We agreed not to touch me."

Cheng Yuan didn't explain, only saying in a hoarse voice, "I feel unwell."

Chu Jianshan hardened his heart this time: "That won't do either."

Cheng Yuan kissed him again, looking aggrieved: "I really feel bad."

"You..." Chu Jianshan's heart softened: "Or else..."

Cheng Yuan immediately raised his eyes: "Or what?"

Chu Jianshan turned his head away: "Why don't you go outside and get some fresh air?"

His bright eyes dimmed again in an instant, and Cheng Yuan bit Chu Jianshan's lip as if punishing him: "You really are heartless."

Chu Jianshan denied it: "Who told you to make that promise? A person should keep their word."

Cheng Yuan was unwilling to give up so easily and pleaded with him, "Using your hands is fine too."

"What?" Chu Jianshan was stunned: "This...I..."

He felt really embarrassed about this, but Cheng Yuan's actions were indeed something he had instigated, and he should take responsibility. The two thoughts were constantly intertwined in his mind, and neither could gain the upper hand.

"Chu Jianshan," Cheng Yuan urged him again, "please have pity on me."

The moment he heard those words, Chu Jianshan's rationality crumbled instantly, and he nodded as if possessed.

Cheng Yuan's emotions were immediately aroused, and he eagerly grabbed his hand and started moving it back and forth, interspersed with muffled groans of excitement.

Chu Jianshan had his eyes tightly closed, his face so red it was almost bleeding. He was completely being led by Cheng Yuan. Feeling the scalding heat of the object in his hand, he felt as if boiling water had been poured into his brain. How could he have softened and agreed?

Every time Cheng Yuan made a sound, Chu Jianshan could hardly bear it and tried to pull his hand away, only to have Cheng Yuan hold on even tighter.

"Chu Jianshan," Cheng Yuan called out in a trembling voice.

Chu Jianshan answered, almost trembling, "Wh...what?"

"say."

"Huh?" Chu Jianshan didn't understand what he meant: "Say...say what?"

Cheng Yuan's words were broken by his panting: "Anything is fine, I want to hear your voice."

Chu Jianshan felt his whole body burning up, and he was really in a difficult position to speak at this moment.

Cheng Yuan noticed his embarrassment, chuckled softly, then hugged him and kissed him, gently coaxing, "Say you like me, okay?"

Chu Jianshan kept his head down and didn't answer, so Cheng Yuan urged him again: "Hurry up..."

Chu Jianshan knew why Cheng Yuan was urging him; it was probably because it was almost time...

"Fine, it's just three words," Chu Jianshan gritted his teeth and resigned himself to his fate, stammering, "I like...you."

Cheng Yuan pressed on: "Who likes me?"

Chu Jianshan frowned and raised his eyes: "Don't push your luck like this. I've already said it."

Cheng Yuan kissed him again, coaxing, "One last time, I want to hear the whole thing, please."

Chu Jianshan couldn't stand those two words, so he repeated them as requested: "I...I like you! Chu Jianshan...likes Cheng Yuan."

"Ugh...!"

The moment the words left his mouth, Chu Jianshan was suddenly pulled over by Cheng Yuan. Cheng Yuan held him, breathing heavily in his ear, while his hands stopped moving.

Two people, their bodies burning with heat, embraced each other in silence, their hearts in perfect harmony, though no words were spoken.

Cheng Yuan snapped out of his daze, slowly released Chu Jianshan's hand, and said, "I'm sorry."

Chu Jianshan looked up, puzzled, and asked, "Apologize for what?"

Cheng Yuan didn't answer, only wanting to raise his hand to touch his face, but just as he was about to get close, he heard Chu Jianshan pretend to be angry and say, word by word, "Don't, use, this, hand!"

Cheng Yuan was amused and explained helplessly, "This hand is clean."

He leaned on Chu Jianshan's shoulder and said slowly, "I was too hasty just now and scared you, didn't I?"

Chu Jianshan scoffed, "If they really come, it's hard to say who'll be afraid."

“Hmm,” Cheng Yuan did not refute him: “I am more afraid, afraid that you will not be willing, afraid that you will leave me.”

"No way," Chu Jianshan hugged him back, muttering, "Besides... I started this today, so I have to admit it."

“However!” Before Cheng Yuan could answer him, Chu Jianshan continued, “You’re the one who dirtied the bed, so you have to clean it up.”

Cheng Yuan smiled and agreed, holding the person in his arms tightly.