I absolutely hate Zhang Jiye

Xu Chuwan unknowingly walked to the place where she and Zhang Jiye had tutored in their second year of high school—Laifu Bookstore.

She looked toward the spot where she and Zhang Jiye usually sat.

She seemed to see Zhang Jiye arguing with her again...

She saw Zhang Jiye explaining an Olympiad math problem to her...

I saw Zhang Jiye complaining about her giving him the test paper to do...

...

All the things that had happened between her and Zhang Jiye echoed in her mind.

Those memories are precious to her.

But for Zhang Jiye...

Perhaps it's not worth mentioning.

Zhang Jiye, I've liked you for so long.

Fortunately, my unrequited love was silent.

I will never like you again...

I don't want to like someone like you anymore...

We've only been apart for a little over a year, but you already have someone you like.

Do you already have someone you like?

They just—didn't want to tell me.

If you have someone you like, why are you still so good to me...?

Maybe you're this kind to all girls, and I'm just one of the girls who experienced your kindness.

Fine, I'll consider this liking for you a lesson learned.

Regardless of the outcome

I still sincerely wish you, and the boy I once loved, happiness.

Why didn't she just delete him on WeChat? Because—she wanted to see her chat history with Zhang Jiye again.

Her diary was filled with him.

Only him.

Everything I wrote in my diary was about you.

About the boy I like.

When Xu Chuwan thought of this, her nose tingled, but no tears welled up in her eyes.

Unrequited love during teenage years is always bittersweet.

The stupidest thing she ever thought of was that Zhang Jiye also liked her even a little bit.

Fortunately, she covered her face today, so no one recognized her.

In this way, no one can see the lowly clown.

At 3 p.m., Xu Chuwan took a taxi to the airport.

At four o'clock, Xu Chuwan boarded the plane after checking her ticket.

This is the third time...

This is the third time I've left this city.

This might be the last time.

This is also the last time I'll see Zhang Jiye.

Xu Chuwan couldn't help but send Shen Yan a message:

Yan Yan, I bought a cell phone.

Shen Yan replied almost instantly:

You finally decided to buy a phone! Do you have no idea how much I've missed you these past year and a half?!

Xu Chuwan replied:

I miss you too.

Shen Yan hesitated for a moment, then asked Xu Chuwan:

Zhang Jiyue thought you should buy a phone now that you've graduated, and he even messaged you. But he told us it showed "You have been blocked by the other party." Wanwan, did you block him?

Xu Chuwan paused for a moment, then immediately typed a reply:

Yes, I blocked him.

Shen Yan was puzzled and asked Xu Chuwan:

Why? Wanwan. Wait a minute, did Zhang Jiye bully you? Tell me, and I'll go to his house tomorrow to stand up for you.

Xu Chuwan gave a wry smile and replied:

He didn't bully me.

Shen Yan replied:

Then why did you block him?

Xu Chuwan paused for a few seconds, then replied:

It's nothing, I just think he's really annoying.

Xu Chuwan added another sentence:

I don't want to talk to him anymore.

Shen Yan was completely confused.

The two of them were fine during the first semester of their junior year of high school, so what's wrong with them?

Shen Yan was too embarrassed to ask any more questions.

A few tears fell onto the phone screen with a soft patter.

Zhang Jiye was so annoying to her.

I hate Zhang Jiye.

wrong……

It's Zhang Jiye, whom I absolutely hate.

Zhang Jiye is so annoying...

He already has someone he likes, yet he still insists on being so nice to her...

Yet, she just happened to like him so much.

Xu Chuwan, please stop liking him...

What is it about him that makes you like him?

Wake up!

You are someone who is about to fall from grace, and you are not worthy of his glamorous life.

You are not good enough for him.

Even if you are good enough for him, he already has someone he likes.

The person you like isn't you; it's someone else.

Xu Chuwan unknowingly dialed Shen Yan's number, and Shen Yan answered immediately.

Shen Yan's voice came through the phone first: "Wanwan, why are you calling me?"

Xu Chuwan inexplicably felt like crying and choked up a few times.

Shen Yan heard Xu Chuwan crying and quickly comforted her, "What's wrong? Is someone bullying you over there? Tell me, and I'll book a flight to your place right now."

Xu Chuwan choked up and said, "No...no."

Shen Yan asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you?"

Xu Chuwan said, word by word, "Yan... Yan Yan, I have someone... someone I like very, very much, but... but I found out today that he has someone he likes..."

After hearing what Xu Chuwan had to say, Shen Yan felt sorry for her and asked, "Then... how long have you liked that person?"

Xu Chuwan choked back tears as she said, "I...I liked him when I was in my second year of high school...but...but he just didn't like me..."

Having a crush on someone is really painful.

If the other person has someone they like, you really won't be able to accept it.

Her crush happened in the autumn.

But if I were to end this unrequited love... it seems like I can't stop.

Shen Yan quickly comforted her, "Wanwan, don't be sad. That person is definitely not worth your affection. You deserve someone better in the future."

Does he deserve someone better?

But it seems there's no one better than Zhang Jiye.

Zhang Jiye was unique in her heart.

No one can replace Zhang Jiye.

No one is better than Zhang Jiye.

Zhang Jiye certainly deserves better.

so……

She is not good enough for the glamorous Zhang Jiye.

Xu Chuwan simply hummed in agreement and said, "Thank you, Yan Yan. Could you please not tell anyone about this?"

Shen Yan said, "How could I possibly tell anyone? By the way, Wanwan, you're so beautiful and outstanding, the person you have a crush on will definitely regret it later! Regret not choosing you!"

Xu Chuwan laughed and said, "I'm not good-looking either."

Shen Yan immediately retorted, "No, you're so good-looking, do you have a problem judging your own appearance? With that face, you could definitely capture a man's heart in college."

Xu Chuwan was amused by Shen Yan's words and said, "Really?"

Shen Yan said, "It must be true! It's such a waste that someone with your face doesn't go to an arts school."

Shen Yan said to Xu Chuwan, "I have to go now, I have something to do, bye."

Xu Chuwan said, "Goodbye."

Zhang Jiye, starting today, I'm going to begin my own life.

She tried to remove the name "Zhang Jiye" from her mind so that she wouldn't be sad.