Narcissus: Before Becoming You

【Note: This article has no real-life character prototypes; any resemblance is purely coincidental.】

Actress Qiao Zheng, who gained notoriety in the entertainment industry, has endured cou...

Chapter 96 I love myself and I want to give all the best things in the world to...

Chapter 96 I love myself and I want to give all the best things in the world to...

"I am real, and she is real."

"I love her because I love myself."

It’s true, it’s all true.

The face in the mirror, the person in the water, what you see is what you love.

Mirror images and water moons are easy to fade away, but eyes and feelings are hard to lose.

The moment I was drawing my eyebrows, Jiang Ci was drawing my eyebrows for me.

I eat delicacies and drink fine wine. Jiang Ci knows that delicacies are delicious and fine wines are mellow.

I put on the exquisite rings and the crisp sound of the rings fell into Jiang Ci's ears, and she gave me a joyful smile.

I put on an exquisite dress, and the lotus flowers on the hem bloomed at my feet as I strolled in Jiang Ci's courtyard.

I see green mountains, and green mountains see Jiang Ci.

I cast every loving look at Jiang Ci, and Jiang Ci returned my gaze with the same pure and straightforward look as mine.

My heart beats violently for Jiang Ci, and Jiang Ci's heart transmits a shocking buzzing sound to me.

I want to give her all the best things in the world, and she says I am the most beautiful thing in the world.

"I love Jiang Ci."

"I love me."

"Jiang Ci loves me."

"I love me."

"Really, this is true."

Jiang Ci's voice was calm, but surprisingly firm to the ears of the onlookers.

To deal with a killer with great martial arts skills, Qin Mu was unable to defeat her from the outside and could only choose to defeat her from the inside.

Bones, blood, flesh, and skin are the foundation of a person, while thoughts, beliefs, and pursuits are the basis of becoming a person. With only the former, humans are no different from birds, beasts, fish, and insects. With the latter, humans are human beings, not animals that are dominated and unable to struggle.

People are strong and fragile. They cannot be defeated by wind, frost, rain, snow or scorching sun. However, the mold created by bad emotions spreads from the inside out, corroding the body and can easily defeat a person.

So Qin Mu made this plan, but failed to defeat her, which made her even stronger.

The sword light flashed like a heavy snow spreading out of the house.

In this heavy snow with a sharp cold light, Qin Mu, who had stirred up troubles in the court and the martial arts world, withdrew. His appearance seemed to be a test of the game between the two parties. The two sides sat on both sides of the chessboard, with their flags raised undecided. The chess pieces of both sides came alive on the chessboard, each with their own ideas, helping their own chess master while restricting his actions.

The movie is about to end, and the court and the underworld have returned to their previous calm, restraining each other. Who will be superior and who will win or lose in the future, the audience outside the screen does not know, and the people inside the screen also do not know.

The audience follows Jiang Ci as an outsider, watching the story's ups and downs, its clamor and calmness. As an insider, Jiang Ci does not regard herself as an insider, but always thinks of herself as an outsider.

Jiang Ci does not belong to this world where suffering and joy are mixed. She has no relatives, friends or friends. She is wandering outside the human world. Outside the human world, she has her own world. This world is very small and can only accommodate Jiang Ci and Jiang Ci.

At the very end, the bronze mirror reflected the smiling face of the person in front of it. The fingertips lightly touched the red lips, and kissed the beautiful and affectionate eyes instead of the red lips.

The person in front of the mirror stood up and left. Flowers and trees fluttered beside the wooden window frame. The fallen beautiful petals were blown away by the wind, and two or three petals landed on the edge of the bronze mirror.

The red face leaves the mirror, the flowers leave the trees, and they are the things that cannot be retained in this world.

The red face leaves the mirror, the flowers leave the trees, the world does not want me to stay, I have my own world.

The discussion of "Ci Jing" continues to heat up.

A well-known marketing account posted a blog post titled: "Totally Spicy! I was so focused on the plot that I forgot to observe the rivalry between Qiao Zheng and Xu Ying! I'll have to watch it again!!!"

Many people laughed at him in the comment section.

"I can prove that this blogger is not a fan of Qiao Zheng, but he did what a Qiao Zheng fan does, contributing to the box office of the premiere of Qiao Zheng's new movie and even going to see it twice."

"It has come to this, I might as well just become her fan."

"Let me make a bold guess about the blogger's reaction. Before watching, the blogger was wondering: When will Qiao Zheng and Xu Ying start fighting? Is it acting or is it because of a personal grudge? After watching, the blogger was like: Brilliant! Absolutely brilliant! Brilliant story! Brilliant characterization! Qiao Zheng's fighting scenes are the best!"

The blogger responded to the comment: "Take the camera off me."

His reply was a long and uniform string of "Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha".

"Ci Jing" stands out in style among the movies released during the Spring Festival, probably because of the unique emotional line between Jiang Ci and Jiang Ci. There are not many Narcissus movies both at home and abroad, and "Ci Jing" is a bold attempt by Lin Yiwei.

Lin Yiwei has hesitated and struggled, and the Narcissus love line is a step for her to step out of her comfort zone. It turns out that in "The Lonely Boat", she arranged Jiang Ci as the second female lead to shift the focus and let the audience focus on the original male lead Qin Mu. The Narcissus love line occupies a part of the movie, but it will not make the audience feel that it is the core of the movie.

The focus of "Ci Jing" is on the heroine Jiang Ci, and the love line with Narcissus has become the focus. Lin Yiwei doesn't know whether the audience will accept it and to what extent.

Lin Yiwei thought about it for a long time, and finally closed her eyes and made a decisive decision, which led to the creation of "Ci Jing" that everyone sees today.

The submission for review and filing went smoothly, so smoothly that even Lin Yiwei was shocked.

Li Tianyi's mother Jiang Shuqing has met Lin Yiwei once. Jiang Shuqing is well-maintained and has a gentle smile. The fine lines at the corners of her eyes from smiling reveal that she has let the years pass without any artificial intervention.

Jiang Shuqing spoke slowly, her voice gentle and long, like the gurgling of water flowing through the heart, full of reassuring power. "The film industry should always be about making new things. What's the point of putting old wine in new bottles and going back and forth with the same old routine? As long as we don't violate industry regulations and don't make those bad films, there's nothing wrong with having more ideas."

Lin Yiwei felt at ease after hearing her words.

The subsequent distribution, scheduling and official release went smoothly, and "Ci Jing" received a very good response after its broadcast.

There were a lot of scolding, but more praise.

Some people don't understand the inclusion of such niche films during the Spring Festival holiday. Someone immediately retorted, "Every year, the same old themes are re-released, and there are so few new and innovative films. Why suppress them?" If you don't like it, don't watch it. We like it, so we watch it. Before you criticize, please share your purchase history.

Purchase records... Of course there are none.

So Shui Lingling scolded him and he started to poop before he even started eating.

The one being scolded: ...I’m so angry!

Some people who were not convinced bought tickets and planned to start cursing.

Looking at the tickets I bought with my own money, I thought to myself that since I had already spent the money, I might as well go and see what they were like.

After seeing this, it was incredible. At least half of the people who were cursing stopped cursing, and the other half quietly deleted their previous negative comments.

When Qiao Zhizheng saw netizens' "face-slapping behavior", she couldn't help but laugh. She quit the Weibo account that was used to oppose Qiao Zheng's negative comments, switched to another fan account that only followed Qiao Zheng, and posted a lottery Weibo - 88 fans will be picked with "Ci Jing" movie ticket stubs to receive 8888 New Year's red envelopes. I wish everyone a prosperous new year!!!

After posting this Weibo, Qiao Zhizheng turned off his phone, threw it on the sofa, and followed Qiao Zheng's direction in the villa using his intuition.

Qiao Zheng was sorting and organizing the cloakrooms of Da Qiao and Xiao Qiao.

Arranged by season, thickness, and color depth, Xiao Qiao ran around on the ground happily chasing the fluffy little yellow ball, and the ponytail tied with a pink hairband on her head bounced up and down with her movements.

Da Qiao lay on the cat climbing frame that was shaped like snow-white branches, with her long tail hanging down and sweeping around. Her shiny dark round eyes followed the lively puppy's figure, but she was reluctant to go down. It seemed that she didn't want to play with the over-energized puppy, but her eyes always followed its figure.

For a while, Qiao Zheng looked at the neatly arranged cat and dog wardrobes, feeling very comfortable from the eyes to the heart.

Catching a glimpse of a figure at the door, Qiao Zheng smiled gently, pulled the person wearing the snow monster plush pajamas into her arms, stroked her furry tail, and then touched her thick belly.

"You're wearing so many clothes? Aren't you hot? I can't even feel where you are."

Qiao Zhizheng: "It's okay." As he spoke, he took her hand and placed it on her lower abdomen, deliberately letting out a villainous laugh, and tilted one corner of his mouth to smile, "Do you know where this is?"

Qiao Zheng understood and moved her facial muscles, putting on a panicked yet feigned calm expression. She pulled her hand back slightly and looked away coldly, "I don't know, and I don't want to know."

Qiao Zhizheng held onto the almost ineffective struggle and pushed her hand downwards, creating a small dent in the fluffy pajamas. She continued with a wicked smile, "If you don't know, I'll slowly let you know."

The corners of Qiao Zheng's mouth twitched. She glanced at Qiao Zhizheng and couldn't help laughing out loud.

To be honest, this expression and action would be disastrously greasy and vulgar on anyone else, but on Qiao Zhizheng's face, it was still... weird, yet very cute.

It was so cute that Qiao Zheng abandoned her professional acting qualities and failed to maintain the self-control that she had always been proud of.

Qiao Zheng kissed the "crooked-mouthed god of war" and only raised one corner of his mouth. She took the initiative and grasped both of Qiao Zhizheng's hands in her palms, pressing the tip of her nose against the place where his hands had rested, and buried her face in the furry ball. It was soft and fragrant, like a piece of jelly sprinkled with coconut flakes. She tapped it lightly with the back of a spoon, and it shook out a soft arc with a "duang".

Qiao Zheng raised her head. After being huddled in her fluffy pajamas for a while, her face was flushed with an intoxicating blush. Her eyes were slightly watery and red at the corners of her eyes. The words she spoke were like a long hook, catching the entire heart of the person who heard them.

"I want to eat milk jelly."

There was no milk jelly at home, only a temporary substitute, so Qiao Zheng had to settle for drinking milk.

Qiao Zheng held the milk in both hands. With a shake of her hands, the milk hit the wall of the cup, forming a soft arc, which made it look even more delicious.

Qiao Zheng lowered her head and drank milk seriously. Qiao Zhizheng looked at the person in front of her whose mouth was sunken due to the muscles on her cheeks drinking milk, and gently pulled the end of Qiao Zheng's hair with her fingers.

Qiao Zheng raised her eyes, her lips still drinking milk intently, so she couldn't find time to ask questions, and could only use her eyes to indicate.

Qiao Zhizheng: ...

Qiao Zhizheng gritted her teeth, trying to utter a few fragmented words from the crack in her throat: "It's hot... I want to drink milk too."

Qiao Zheng controlled her strength and nodded gently.

Qiao Zhizheng curled up her toes hidden in her slippers, and her whole body was tense like an arrow ready to be launched. She didn't dare to relax. If she relaxed, she would turn into a puddle of mud and fall to the ground in the blink of an eye.

The puppy stopped chasing the ball and watched the two people being so close together with the kitten.

Qiao Zhizheng thought, it felt like doing something bad in front of a child.

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The author has something to say: I went out to play today, and took some time out from my busy schedule to finish writing early. This is probably the earliest time I have posted this month. I am sleepy. Good night, good night

By the way, do you know another meaning of good night?

wanan——I love you, love you

Self-contained narcissus characters like Jiang Ci and Jiang Ci are actually quite exciting hahahaha. Just licking their lips is like kissing. It's a date wherever you go. Just one lick and it's done.

Didn't I ask you to choose the extra chapters yesterday? I have two good extra chapters - Guan Shanyue and Liu Runiang, Mu Ci and Jiang Hao. Considering that not everyone will like their stories, I decided to put the stories of these two pairs in the welfare extra chapters. If you are interested, you can look forward to it. The length is not long, and each pair will be resolved within one chapter.

My Weibo: Jinjiang Xiao Liying, welcome to come and play with me~