Chapter 121 Hope and the Courage of Rebirth

Bo Jinxiu stared at the little man on the tree with a frown.

The little girl sat on the tree, swinging her chubby legs. “The river water is very cold at night. It’s not a pleasant feeling.”

Although she looks young, her voice is also very babyish.

But the words he spoke were crisp and clear beyond his years.

"Go away." A hint of anger appeared on the face of ten-year-old Bo Jinxiu.

At that time, he had already lost all hope.

Although he is only ten years old, as the heir of the family, he already has a mind close to that of an adult.

At that time, he had just learned the family's dirtiest, darkest, and most shameful secret.

In addition, Bo Wanhua persecuted him.

The reason he was hospitalized at that time was because Bo Wanhua personally pushed him into the swimming pool because he was afraid of water and could not swim.

He struggled desperately in the swimming pool.

The air in my lungs disappeared little by little.

He slowly sank to the bottom of the pool bit by bit.

And Bo Wanhua was standing by the pool.

Ten-year-old Bo Jinxiu looked at her from under the water. Even through the surging water, he could still see the indifference in her eyes.

At that time, Bo Jinxiu was completely desperate.

I just feel that death would be better.

But eventually, he was discovered by the housekeeper and pulled out from the bottom of the pool.

When he was fished out, he had been suffocating for several minutes.

The old lady sent him to the hospital crying.

After waking up, he saw Bo Wanhua standing next to his bed.

He lied and said he had no recollection of what happened.

The doctor said it might be temporary amnesia caused by suffocation.

He didn't lose his memory, he remembered everything.

Remember how Bo Wanhua pushed him into the pool with her own hands.

I remember when he was struggling, he kept shouting "Sister, save me."

But Bo Wanhua looked at him coldly, unmoved.

I remember the despair and powerlessness he felt as he sank little by little to the bottom of the water.

I also remember the hateful and disgusted look in Bo Wanhua's eyes when she looked at him...

He was only ten years old after all.

Suddenly I felt that life was meaningless and I saw no hope.

He should not have been born in the first place; he was born with filth and sin.

His existence is the original sin for this family.

It is the humiliation and darkness that can never be washed away.

He did not come out of love, but as a punishment for everyone.

It would be better to die.

Everyone will be liberated by this.

He even developed a bit of revengeful mentality.

Bo Wanhua pushed him into the pool with her own hands.

Would she be shocked if she found her own body in the river at sunrise?

Would you feel happy or a little sad?

Will she shed a tear for him?

At that moment, the ten-year-old Bo Jinxiu almost jumped.

If five-year-old Jiang Ciyou hadn’t shown up that day.

Faced with the boy's malicious expulsion.

Not only did little Jiang Ciyou not leave, but he jumped down from the tree in a few steps and came directly to him.

"If you jump, I will save you."

Bo Jinxiu frowned and looked at her: "You are so young, don't overestimate your abilities."

"I overestimated my own abilities, and I just learned to swim, so I'm not very skilled. So if I save you, you might drag me down and drown with you."

A trace of shock flashed in Bo Jinxiu's eyes: "I don't want you to save me."

"But I can't just watch you die."

Bo Jinxiu looked at the short little girl.

There is an indescribable complexity in my heart.

A strange little girl said she couldn't watch her die.

But his blood relatives can push him into hell with their own hands.

At that moment, Bo Jinxiu felt extremely sad.

Bo Jinxiu fell silent, quietly looking at the calm river surface.

But my heart was in turmoil.

The little girl continued to ask: "Brother, why do you want to die?"

No one would probably set up a psychological defense against a five-year-old girl: "Because I can't find a reason to live."

Little Bo Jinxiu's eyes were filled with sadness: "No one wants me to live."

The little girl suddenly blinked her eyes: "Then I'll give you a reason."

Bo Jinxiu turned around and asked: "What's the reason?"

"Then live for me."

Bo Jinxiu was very surprised: "For you?"

"Yeah, didn't you say that no one wants you to live? I hope you're alive, so you can live for me in the future."

At that moment, Bo Jinxiu just thought she was very childish.

It's just childish talk.

But in an instant, tears streamed down my face again.

Yes, that reason she casually said, which even made some sense, had become the reason for him to survive when he was forced into desperate situations over the years.

"Brother, you are so handsome, don't be depressed. Mom said you should be strong when encountering things. Life is very precious. Look at every tree and every flower here. Do they think about why they live? Do they find reasons to live? No, they just live."

"Brother, if you don't have any friends, I will be your friend. If no one loves you, I will love you, okay?"

"Brother, live well."

Although she is young, she seems to be able to see through people's hearts.

Her face looked so childish, but her words were like a knife.

It suddenly cleared the fog of his life.

Make him wake up.

Why does he have to die just because others want him to die?

They wanted him to die, but he chose to live well and watch them suffer.

If he was born a devil, then he would be their devil.

It also started from that day.

Bo Jinxiu finally woke up, gave up his obsession, and officially stood against Bo Wanhua.

This marked the beginning of decades of confrontation and struggle.

Of course, whenever he felt desperate, he would always think of the little voice holding a lollipop in his memory.

And her words.

"If you have no friends, I will be your friend. If no one loves you, I will love you..."

However, Jiang Ciyou had long forgotten this past.

After all, it was just the childish talk of a five-year-old child.

But he took it seriously for more than ten years.

Later, I spent some time in the hospital.

She came to see him every day.

She stuck to him like a little tail, coaxed him to take her out to play, and tricked him into giving her her pocket money to buy ice cream.

He also knew why she was in the hospital.

Because she had headaches, it seemed that there was some slight lesion in a very small area of her brain nerves.

But the doctor said that perhaps the brain nerves have not yet fully developed and it may heal itself during the growth process.

But it may also get worse.

At least with the current level of medical care, there is no way but to observe.

Later.

She was discharged from the hospital.

She left very suddenly.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, he missed the farewell because he went to a faraway place to buy her crab roe buns.

When we arrived at her ward, it was empty.

Not a trace.

Finally, he found a small rabbit hairpin under the bed.

It was the only thing she had left.

He kept it for many years and took it out to look at it from time to time.

There are many tiny crystals on the rabbit hairpin.

The rabbit's nose is a relatively large blue diamond.

Of course it's fake, probably made of glass.

Then one day, the blue glass diamond fell off.

He then had an earring made.

I still wear it on my ears.

Jiang Ciyou saw the earrings on his ears and asked him several times which woman gave them to him.

He really wanted to tell her.

That was the hope and courage she gave him when he was five years old.