Bo Jinxiu was worried about this.

At night, Jiang Ciyou couldn't sleep, so he went to the balcony of the ward.

Found Bo Jinxiu downstairs.

This is the VIP ward.

The environment is very good.

There is also an artificial lake in front of the ward.

At this time, Bo Jinxiu was sitting on a bench by the lake, staring at the calm water in front of him, not knowing what he was thinking.

Jiang Ciyou put on his coat and took a blanket down.

After a while.

The blanket was covering Bo Jinxiu's shoulders.

"Why are you coming down wearing such thin clothes?"

Jiang Ciyou sat down next to Bo Jinxiu and looked forward deliberately.

"What are you looking at?"

Bo Jinxiu turned around and smiled at Jiang Ciyou: "I came down to relax, why aren't you sleeping yet?"

Jiang Ciyou hugged Bo Jinxiu's arm, put her face on his arm and acted coquettishly: "I can't sleep when you are not here."

Bo Jinxiu took the opportunity to put his arm around Jiang Ciyou's shoulders and said, "Ciyou, can you chat with me?"

Jiang Ciyou nodded: "I just came down to accompany you."

Jiang Ciyou hugged Bo Jinxiu's waist and leaned in his arms: "I know you feel very uncomfortable. I didn't expect that Bo Wanhua is actually your mother."

Jiang Ciyou looked up at him: "When did you know this?"

Bo Jinxiu hugged Jiang Ciyou, but his eyes seemed to be fixed on a place far away.

"I've always been very attached to my oldest sister. Even though she's always been awful to me, I can't really explain why. I guess it's just childish instinct. I just love her."

"Her attitude towards me is sometimes good and sometimes bad. When she's in a good mood, she'll hug me and even buy me some gifts and snacks. But when she's in a bad mood, she'll torture me."

"As a child, I could never remember the bad things she did to me. A piece of candy could make it all go away. She has always been my favorite big sister."

"When I was ten years old, she pushed me into the pool with her own hands. I struggled desperately in the water and called for her help, but she just stood on the shore, looking at me coldly."

Bo Jinxiu closed his eyes, as if he was trapped in a vortex of the past.

Even her voice trembled a little: "I will always remember the way she looked at me. That look in her eyes was so cold and hateful, as if I were the filthiest thing in the world. At that moment, I almost didn't want to struggle."

"I was eventually rescued, but the fear of death made me despise her completely. I don't understand why she was so cruel to me."

"That night, she was punished by the old man to kneel in the ancestral hall. When the old lady went to see her, I heard everything they said."

"The old lady scolded her for being cruel, for even pushing her own child into the water. She said I wasn't her son, but a bastard."

Bo Jinxiu chuckled twice, but there was deep sadness in his eyes.

"Actually, I knew at that time that I was her child, her son. It was just that my father was the criminal who violated her, so she couldn't accept me and even regarded me as an enemy."

Bo Jinxiu's voice gradually regained its composure. "Sometimes I can understand her. Her madness is caused by the great hurt she once suffered. I can understand that she doesn't like me, but I can't understand why she must kill me."

"It seems like I've been fighting her all my life, but in reality, I have no choice. It's like she and I have a life-or-death relationship. I've always convinced myself that she's only my biological relative, not my true relative. But every time I see Yiqi openly calling out the word 'Mom,' I still feel empty inside."

Bo Jinxiu had never said these words to anyone else.

But he wanted to confide in Jiang Ciyou, he could show all his vulnerability in front of Jiang Ciyou.

Bo Jinxiu said, "Actually, I also want to call her mom like Yiqi did."

"He remembers Yifan's birthday and personally cooks longevity noodles for him on his birthday. She pinches Yifan's cheek and says, 'My son is so cute.' When she sees Yifan, she notices if he has dyed his hair or pierced his ears. She's a normal parent to Yifan."

Bo Jinxiu smiled, lowered his head, and wiped away the tears in his eyes: "But in front of me, she is a complete lunatic."