Chapter 1077 If I hadn't met you, I would have become a monk.

Shen Kun hesitated for a moment, then suddenly turned to Ling Junhuai, looking at him solemnly, and asked, "Ling Junhuai, are you serious about me? What if one day you suddenly stop loving me and then kick me to the curb?"

Ling Junhuai didn't know what was wrong with Shen Kun all of a sudden, why he had to suspect him every now and then.

Is he really that unreliable just because he looks like that?

I'm afraid he has some issues with his self-perception. Given his appearance, I doubt many people would consider him reliable.

Ling Junhuai sighed helplessly, walked up to Shen Kun, put his hands on her shoulders, and even spoke cautiously, afraid of touching any sensitive nerve.

Why would you suddenly ask that? Is that really how you see me? I love you madly, can't you feel that?

Shen Kun felt extremely conflicted, as if two people were fighting and tearing her apart, making her feel extremely uncomfortable.

"I can feel it, of course I can feel it, otherwise I wouldn't have chosen to be with you. But I'm not sure how long this feeling can last, or what it will be."

A few months? A few years? Or a lifetime…

"Of course it's for a lifetime. I will love you for a lifetime."

"But every couple in love makes a promise to each other for a lifetime. Even those who get married and swear before God that they will love each other for life and never leave each other, don't they all end up in pretty much the same way? Many people still choose to break up and divorce. No matter how passionate our love was, we can't escape this ending... I don't know if we will also reach that day and have the same ending..."

Ling Junhuai was speechless. He really couldn't understand why Shen Kun would think of everything so pessimistically.

He used to think she was someone who didn't care about anything, that no matter what others did, it couldn't hurt her, and that she seemed indifferent to matters of the heart.

But after they started dating, why did he find that she often felt insecure and anxious?

"You have to have faith in me. Not everyone in this world will reach that point. Look at those elderly couples who have been married for many years, still holding hands, their hair white and still so sweet and loving. Don't you think that kind of relationship is the most touching?"

Is this what God desires? I hope that when we're old, we can be as happy as they are.

"Of course I hope that day will come, but I'm not sure if we can make it. It's not that I don't trust you, but that I don't trust this society, I don't trust human nature... I've seen too much of human nature, which has made me increasingly pessimistic."

Ling Junhuai pulled Shen Kun into his arms and held her tightly.

"I assure you, that day will never come. No matter what temptations I may be tempted to look at, I will not give them a second glance. And you should trust my willpower. For so many years, I have been living in places like the Emperor's Palace, but I have remained chaste. If I hadn't met you, I think I could have become a monk for the rest of my life."

Shen Kun also held Ling Junhuai's waist tightly, as if even if he held him so tightly, he couldn't really keep him by his side forever.

[Author's Note: Today is January 1st, 2022. Happy New Year to all my fans! I hope the new year brings you all good things and happiness. I wish all students good luck on their exams and all working students great success! Love you all, muah muah muah muah!]