Chapter 2509 Pigeon

Faintly, it seemed as if there was something in the darkness.

He seemed to see...

Nan Yan and Xue Yun both stared at him closely, but saw that Zhu Feng's brows were tightly furrowed, and his pair of dark pupils were as deep as a cold pond. At this moment, they were so gloomy that not even a little light could be seen.

He didn't even know what he saw when he was distracted just now.

Nan Yan whispered, "Your Majesty?"

“…”

Zhu Feng looked at her with a complicated expression, then said, "I seem to have seen something—just now, I am sure I saw something, but now I can't remember it at all."

"……ah?"

Nan Yan frowned when she heard this.

She immediately looked up at Xue Yun and asked, "Doctor Xue, is this normal?"

Xue Yun pondered for a moment and said, "This is unexpected."

"ah?"

"Originally, the Emperor should not have been able to see anything. I have already said that all the silver needle acupuncture and detoxification processes are only to open up the mind, but it requires the guidance of some people and things to make the Emperor recall the memories of the past."

“…”

"Being able to see it directly during the detoxification process is beyond my expectation."

"So, is there something wrong with this?"

Xue Yun frowned and looked at Zhu Feng for a long moment before he softly said, "That may not be the case. After all, the Emperor's detoxification was to restore his memory, and the images he could see were more or less related to memories."

“…”

"Perhaps, what the Emperor just saw was something he was unwilling to lose, or perhaps something that was too deeply etched in his memory."

“…”

"Amnesia is never about memory being lost, but rather about being covered up, either by drugs or inner demons."

“…”

"If the Emperor directly saw past memories during the detoxification process this time, then perhaps the loss of this memory was not due to the medicinal properties of the Marrow Cleansing Flower, but rather—"

"And what?"

"Rather, the emperor has hidden this memory in his subconscious."

Upon hearing this, Zhu Feng's brows furrowed even tighter.

Although Xue Yun spoke very subtly, he already understood what she meant.

This memory was not lost by someone drugging me, but I didn't want to recall it before someone drugged me. Or I can put it bluntly, it might have been a major blow to me, a trauma that I could hardly make up for or repair.

Therefore, it is hidden by one's subconscious mind.

The feeling of being swallowed by darkness and the pain in my heart just now...

Could it be that this memory brought to me?

So what kind of memory is this?

He took a deep breath, and at this time, he finally regained some clarity of mind. He felt that he was sweating a lot, and his clothes were soaked.

I couldn't help but raise my hand and wipe the sweat from my forehead.

Upon seeing this, Nan Yan immediately walked over and opened the door of the imperial study, and instructed Eunuch Yu outside, "Eunuch Yu, have someone prepare hot water. The emperor needs to bathe and change clothes."

"yes."

When Eunuch Yu heard this, he immediately took the order and went downstairs with a few young eunuchs to get busy.

Nan Yan turned around and was about to walk back when she suddenly heard a snapping sound above her head. Something flapped its wings and flew down from the roof, landing in the yard, stretching its neck and making cooing sounds.

Nan Yan was startled, and opened her eyes wide to take a closer look—

It turned out to be a gray pigeon.