Chapter 2945 Thoughts

Hearing this, Nan Yan raised her eyebrows slightly.

She didn't know if she was overthinking it, but this sentence didn't seem to mean what Ruoshui thought.

If a woman deliberately says "I can do it alone", it is often because she has no choice but to rely on herself. This is a kind of pretense of strength.

Someone who can truly be alone doesn't need to say this.

The person who said this probably doesn't want to be alone.

At this time, Nan Yan remembered what Ruoshui had said before, that Xu Miaoming often held a white handkerchief in a daze, and said some strange words to her - horizontal and vertical silk.

Xu Miaoming, is missing someone in her heart.

However, her status prevented her from being with this person, so she could only keep telling herself that she could be alone, but she couldn't suppress the deepest longing in her heart, and would pour out her longing to Fang Supa...

Thinking of this, Nan Yan suddenly felt a little sad.

To be honest, she wasn't very familiar with Xu Miaoming. She had only met him once. Even now, when she recalled it, the meeting wasn't very pleasant, because Xu Miaoming's impolite look at her made her a little unhappy.

However, when I think of such a weak person who gave up his life to become a monk in order to survive, and also gave up all the excitement and happiness of the world, including his own feelings, but still maintained such a longing for him.

I don’t know who is on the other end of my longing.

She sighed softly.

Ruoshui stood beside her, looking at her lost expression, and asked softly, "Why are you sighing, Madam?"

Nan Yan looked up at her. The child still knew nothing about anything. It seemed that she had been with Xu Miaoming for too long. She took for granted some problems that other people could see at a glance. After all, no one would think that there was anything strange about their growing environment and the people who accompanied them in life.

No matter how strange it is, you will take it for granted.

Nan Yan just smiled and said, "It's nothing. I just feel sorry that I finally took you to the south, but unfortunately I didn't meet your master."

Ruoshui pursed her lips and said softly, "This servant is really fine, your Majesty, don't worry."

"All right,"

Nan Yan said softly, "Then, starting today, you and Tingfu should prepare to pack your bags. Once the emperor has arranged matters for the previous dynasty, we will be ready to leave at any time."

Ruoshui nodded immediately: "I understand!"

Sure enough, Zhu Feng was still as decisive and resolute as before, especially this time, since it was related to Ye Zheng. In just three days, he finished dealing with all the important affairs in the court, left the crown prince as regent, and asked the cabinet to assist him. He also transferred the Zuoye Army to the Xishan camp to guard against threats from the north at any time.

After everything was ready, they set off.

Before leaving, Nan Yan was naturally reluctant to part with her two children, but Xin Ping was okay with it. After all, since she was a child, her parents had left her behind to go on tours to other places and stay away for several months more than once or twice. She had even been taken away by Ran Xiaoyu once before.

So, I just held Aunt Tongyun's hand, stood under the carriage, and waved my hand obediently.

However, King Han Zhu Chengjun cried for a while.

Such a young child is naturally the apple of his mother's eye. Nan Yan couldn't help but feel reluctant to leave because of the child's crying, and her eyes turned red.

Instead, Zhu Feng said to his son with a sullen face, "Why are you crying?"

"Woo, wow—"

"Be a man, don't cry!"

"Woooooooooo!"

How could such a young child understand? Even if he understood, he wouldn't care about anything when he saw the scene of parting. The Crown Prince, however, saw his brother crying with his mouth wide open, his tongue sticking out. He couldn't help but pick him up and said softly, "My dear little brother, our father and mother will be back soon. Don't cry, don't cry."

Hearing his brother's comfort, little Chengjun sobbed a few times, tears still on his face, and looked at Zhu Feng with grievance.

Zhu Feng shook his head.

He looked at Zhu Chengxuan again. The scolding he had given him in the imperial study had made Zhu Chengxuan a little cautious when facing him. Zhu Feng said, "You stay in the capital, take care of the affairs of the court, and take good care of your younger brothers and sisters, understand?"

Zhu Chengxuan lowered his head and said, "I understand."

"If there's anything big and difficult to decide, have someone send it over."

"yes."

As she spoke, Nan Yan poked him in the waist. Zhu Feng hesitated for a moment, then looked at Zhu Chengxuan's pale and cautious face, which had been lowered. He sighed and said, "Take good care of yourself, too."

“……!”

Hearing this, Zhu Chengxuan raised his head suddenly.

His eyes lit up.

He said excitedly: "Son, I understand!"

Zhu Feng nodded and lowered the curtain. Xiao Shunzi in front of him saw this and immediately shouted, "Get going!"

Suddenly, a long line began to move forward.

All the officials knelt down and respectfully saw the emperor off from the capital.

When the carriage wobbled out of the city gate, the temperature outside was much colder than inside. Even sitting in the carriage, one could feel the sudden chill around them. Nan Yan placed her hand on the stove, watching Zhu Feng resting his eyes, and said softly, "With what the Emperor said just now, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince's life is finally getting a little easier."

Zhu Feng said, "I just feel that it's unnecessary for a child this old."

Nan Yan said softly, "No matter how old he is, he is still the emperor's child. There's nothing wrong with being gentle with him. The time to be strict is when he does something wrong. Didn't the emperor always scold me before, saying that I forgot about the older one because I had the younger one?"

"Can this be the same?"

"What's the difference?"

Looking at Zhu Feng sitting there motionless, his face was a little pale and his lips were bloodless. After the previous injury, his body was not as good as before. Even in the cold winter, his body was as hot as a furnace. Whenever Nan Yan snuggled into his arms, she was not afraid of the cold.

But now, it is obviously not comparable to before.

Nan Yan reached out and grabbed his hand, and was immediately shocked by the ice-like temperature. She immediately pulled his hands to the edge of the stove.

Zhu Feng frowned and said impatiently, "I don't need this."

"It's so cold, how can we not use it?"

“…”

"This is why I followed His Majesty south. No matter what happens with Ye Zheng, His Majesty must take good care of his body!"

Although Zhu Feng wanted to pull his hand back, the heat from the stove made him reluctant to leave.

Especially Nan Yan's hands were holding him tightly, as if she was determined to fight him to the end.

He sighed and just let her hold his hands like this.

It’s true, very warm.