Chapter 28 It’s over, you didn’t wear a condom again.

This is true. In Zhou Jinbai's eyes, nothing is more valuable than Su Li.

In the past few months, Su Li said she didn't want to see him, and he didn't dare appear in front of her, for fear of affecting her work mood. When he missed her, he asked Zhang Qingchi to film a scene of her and Chen Yusheng acting together. He saved the video and watched it over and over again.

Basically he would go to Hainan every month just to see her. Zhang Qingchi asked him if he wanted to tell Su Li, and he said no.

Knowing that she was returning to Beijing today, he changed his car and parked it outside the Jiangshan Film Villa District early. After seeing her enter the villa, he smoked a cigarette and left.

How could he not miss him? He thought about him every moment. Unfortunately, his thoughts were useless. In Su Li's eyes, he didn't exist at all.

He didn't expect Su Li to cry like this because Lin Youqin held his arm, so she has him in her heart, right?

As long as there is a glimmer of hope, he will not give up easily. He has known Su Li for so long, but when has he ever seen her like this?

Even during the days when she was having a divorce with Zhou Zexi, she would lose her temper, but she would still be a decent person after that.

But today she cried like this, and Zhou Jinbai's heart ached with her crying. If she really hated him and didn't want to see him, why did she cry so sadly when she saw Lin Youqin holding his arm?

Zhou Jinbai was not very good at guessing women's thoughts, but when he tried to guess Su Li's intentions, he was very cautious in everything he did, for fear of angering her.

Even when Su Li unilaterally wanted to end this shameful relationship with him, he did not say anything to refute. In his heart, Su Li was the most important, and he would give her whatever she wanted.

As long as he has it, even if it means letting go, as long as Su Li doesn't like him, he can ignore his own pain and fulfill her wish.

But his help didn't seem to make Su Li happy. During the few months without contact, Zhang Qingchi always told him, "She seems to be working too hard lately. It seems like she doesn't want to think about anything else except work. We wanted to go out for dinner, but she refused to go even when we invited her."

Zhou Jinbai was only concerned about whether she was sad and asked her if she had cried. Zhang Qingchi said, "There was a crying scene where she lost her child. Her acting made Huang Sijing's eyes water. If you didn't know her, you would think she had really experienced such a thing. Her acting was incredible. The tears came so easily that it took a long time for her to come out of the role."

Zhou Jinbai guessed that Su Li had feelings for him, but he couldn't be sure and couldn't get evidence.

Until today when she came to Lin Youqin's birthday party and saw Lin Youqin holding his arm and Su Li's devastated look, Zhou Jinbai was certain that Su Li liked him.

Otherwise, why would she cry like this for no reason at Lin Youqin's birthday party?

Seeing him and Lin Youqin appear together, Su Li got up and left. He saw all her actions.

He captured evidence that Su Li cared about him.

I felt sorry for her, but also thought this little girl was a little funny.

I can't even tell the difference between like and dislike.

Zhou Jinbai held her for a long time until her emotions calmed down.

Maybe she was thinking too much, or maybe because she had experienced betrayal once, she was unwilling to trust men again.

Zhou Jinbai is a man, and he knows men's character better than anyone else. Su Li is afraid that he is just like those men, obsessed with her appearance but without a true heart.

Zhou Jinbai knew that she was feeling insecure, so he held her and coaxed her for a while. When he felt that her emotions were not so agitated anymore, he spoke again in a gentle voice.

"You're the one who wants to end it with me because you're afraid of being abandoned one day, right?"

Su Li sobbed softly in his arms without answering.

Zhou Jinbai rubbed her forehead with his chin and felt that she was a little hot because of anger.

He didn't retreat because of Su Li's emotions. He just hugged her and talked about the past. "I was born abandoned by the world. I am alive today because of my strong luck. Maybe God let me live until now just to see you. I suffered a lot in the first half of my life, and the second half should be a happy ending after all the hardships."

Su Li didn't say anything and wiped all her tears on his suit.

Zhou Jinbai's big hand gently patted the back of her head. "I think my good days are coming after I met you. I didn't want to get married before. I felt that having a son like Zhou Zexi was enough for me to worry about. How could I have the energy to run a house with a woman?"

Su Li still didn't answer, so Zhou Jinbai whispered again, "But after being with you, I think it's great to have a home where I can see you anytime."

Su Li's heart skipped a beat when she heard that. She clenched her fists and said in a sweet voice, "I don't plan to be with you forever."

Zhou Jinbai nodded. "I know. I will definitely die before you. Perhaps by the time I'm buried, you'll still be in your prime. It's really not worth it."

Su Li hit his shoulder and said, "I didn't say that. You know exactly what the obstacles are in reality. Even my parents can tear you apart. Many things can't be solved with money."

Zhou Jinbai knew it clearly in his heart, "That's why I cheated with you. If I could go to your house openly, I would have proposed marriage long ago."

Su Li hummed, "It's no use for you to go. My parents won't agree."

Zhou Jinbai let her go, reached out and cupped her delicate face, looking down at the emotions in her eyes. "So you knew that our relationship was shameful, yet you still threw yourself into your arms? Pulling me down into the abyss and letting me struggle?"

Su Li felt uncomfortable being looked at by him and turned her head away. "Who made Zhou Zexi angry with me? He slept with another woman in the middle of the night and called me to listen. I was so angry that I lost my mind."

Zhou Jinbai turned her face over and said, "Look at me. Why didn't you call him while I was in bed with you?"

Su Li, "..." She wasn't that shameless. If she had known earlier, she should have recorded Zhou Zexi's audio clip. It would have been a huge hit if it had been released later.

After calming down, she pushed Zhou Jinbai's hand away and said, "I'm leaving."

Zhou Jinbai followed her and asked, "You won't take me with you?"

Su Li walked to the car door and looked at him. "Why should I bring you along? There's no chance of us reconciling."

Zhou Jinbai asked, "You won't cry alone when you go home, right?"

Su Li felt uncomfortable and didn't say anything.

Zhou Jinbai walked up to her, closed her car door, and pulled her into his car.

"You can park your car there. It's safe and out of the way. I'll drive it back for you tomorrow. I don't dare let you drive back alone in this state."

He stuffed Su Li into the passenger seat and fastened her seat belt. Su Li watched him move without answering.

Zhou Jinbai sat in the driver's seat and drove away. The road from here to the foot of the mountain was very quiet.

Zhou Jinbai observed her emotions in the rearview mirror. "Lychee."

Su Li hummed in a cold voice, "What?"

Zhou Jinbai asked softly, "Don't worry so much. Life is short, so enjoy it while you can."

Su Li didn't answer. Zhou Jinbai's voice was drowned out by the sound of the speeding car. "When you like me, love me as much as you can. If you don't like me anymore, cut the Gordian knot. Don't torture yourself. I'm older and I can withstand it. You can abandon me at any time, but I just want to tell you that when you like me, love me a little more."

Su Li felt a pain in her heart and wanted to cry again.

She turned her head to look out the car window, and the street lights outside flashed past her.

She also wanted to like Zhou Jinbai, but she didn't dare. Not only was there a moral and ethical gap between them, but there was also an unbridgeable reality.

She didn't say a word all the way until Zhou Jinbai sent her back to Jiangshan Film Studio. Zhou Jinbai got out of the car and watched her enter the villa before he was ready to leave.

Leaning against the car door, he waved to her, "Don't let your imagination run wild. If you still want to be with me, I'm always here."

Su Li took two steps into the yard, stopped and looked back at him. Zhou Jinbai was standing in the dark, his tall figure dimmed by the street lights, and his emotions could not be seen clearly.

Su Li sniffed, then turned around and hugged him again.

Zhou Jinbai hugged her, his heart melting.

"I knew you couldn't bear to leave me."

Su Li hugged him tightly, pouted her little mouth and started crying again.

"You're a big liar."

Zhou Jinbai picked her up and walked into the yard. Su Li was so scared that she hugged his neck tightly.

His hands were wrapped around her slightly cold legs.

"How did I lie to you?"

Su Li hugged his neck tightly and put her cheek against his ear.

"You just lied to me."

Zhou Jinbai didn't refute. He carried her into the villa, turned on the lights in the living room, and went straight to the second floor.

As his footsteps sounded, the sensor lights in the corridor lit up one after another.

He carried Su Li to the bedroom suite on the second floor, turned on the light, put her on the sofa, turned around and went downstairs to close the door.

Su Li thought he was leaving, "Where are you going?"

Zhou Jinbai looked back at her and smiled, "I'll go downstairs to close the door. It's still early, but I know you want to go to bed."

Su Li, "..."

Zhou Jinbai moved the car, entered the yard, locked the gate from the inside, and then entered the villa.

He closed the doors, windows and lights on the first floor before going upstairs.

In such a huge villa, only the lights on the second floor were on.

Zhou Jinbai is back again, and Su Li feels a little better.

She sat on the sofa and looked at him. Zhou Jinbai tugged at his tie and walked over to sit next to her.

"I had other plans. Zhang Qingchi and the others were going somewhere else after having fun at the manor. I was planning to join in the fun, but I didn't expect to see you."

Su Li snorted and turned her head away.

"I didn't ask you to accompany me."

Zhou Jinbai touched her little hand.

"Are you still angry? If I don't accompany you, you will be furious and have a bad temper."

Su Li opened his hand and said, "If you think I have a bad temper, just ignore me."

Zhou Jinbai wasn't annoyed. "She's beautiful and has a good temper, what's the big deal? Wouldn't that mean everyone could have her?"

Su Li ignored him. Zhou Jinbai took her hand back and held it in his palm. "I have a good temper and a stable mood. I think I am a good match for you."

Su Li, "..."

Zhou Jinbai teased her, "Young people are full of passion and pursue individuality. Who would be so tolerant of your temper? I'm the only one, right?"

Su Li didn't answer. Zhou Jinbai held her in his arms. She struggled symbolically for a few times and then was held down on his lap and sat down.

Zhou Jinbai looked up at her expression, one hand around her waist, the other holding her small hand, smiling broadly, "You treat your uncle like a worthless person, taking him to bed and then ignoring your responsibility. What girl would dare to play with me like this?"

Su Li pouted and said, "You are willing to let me play with you."

Zhou Jinbai nodded, his expression gentle and soft, "Then I'd love to. Will you play with me again in the future?"

Su Li's heart skipped a beat. She lowered her eyes to see the look in his eyes. "Are you crazy? I've treated you like this, and you're not angry."

Zhou Jinbai hummed, "Rather than being ignored by you, I would rather you continue to play with me. At least, I can still see you and touch you."

Hearing this, Su Li felt that her previous actions might have been too extreme. Just because she realized that she liked Zhou Jinbai, she resisted him and didn't want him to get close to her.

But Zhou Jinbai did nothing wrong, so he had to endure her anger and resentment for no reason.

Su Li looked at his eyes for a while and felt a little sorry for him.

How could she dare to play with Zhou Jinbai? She was afraid of getting herself into trouble.

That's why she was so scared that she didn't dare to get closer, but now he only needed a hug to make her let down her guard.

Su Li felt powerless against herself and she couldn't control her heart.

When she sees him getting close to other women, she will become jealous, envious, and even go crazy.

Seeing him leave behind a group of friends to comfort him, she felt satisfied again.

Zhou Zexi would never coax her like this. Su Li felt that Zhou Jinbai valued her.

But the more I fall in love, what will I do when we separate in the future?

She will definitely be reluctant to part with it.

She turned around and hugged him, and stopped talking again.

Zhou Jinbai held her like a child and coaxed her in a gentle and soft voice.

"I don't have many years left to live anyway. Before I die, I'll be satisfied to have you. This life has not been in vain."

Su Li bit his neck.

"What nonsense are you talking about? May you live a long life."

Zhou Jinbai asked, "What's the point of living to be a hundred? Wouldn't it be even more miserable to live that long without anyone loving you?"

Su Li asked back, "Where is there no one who loves you? Lin Youqin loves you to death."

Zhou Jinbai pinched her buttocks and asked, "So you torture yourself after getting jealous?"

Su Li denied it, "No, I'm not jealous."

Zhou Jinbai patted her on the back. "Okay, okay, I'm not jealous. I was wrong. How could Xiao Lizhi be jealous of an old man? There are so many handsome guys around you. Who the hell do you think Zhou Jinbai is?"

Su Li snorted, "That's right, I won't be jealous of Zhou Jinbai."

Zhou Jinbai's hand moved up along the slit of her cheongsam, "Doesn't it feel fulfilling to play with Zhou Jinbai like a dog?"

Su Li was unforgiving, "Zhou Jinbai is sometimes worse than a dog. Dogs know that girls need to be coaxed when they are angry, but Zhou Jinbai doesn't know that."

Zhou Jinbai tutted his words and said, "He's really bad. Let's not talk about him anymore, lest we get angry again. We at Lizhi are so generous that we won't bother with him, right?"

Su Li climbed up from him, her beautiful eyes staring into his cold ones. "You don't even know how to have a relationship. You end it when I say it's over. You can't even coax me. What do I need you for?"

Zhou Jinbai looked at her pretty little mouth chattering, without hearing clearly what she was saying. He stared at her lips for a while, with only one thought in his mind, he wanted to kiss her.

His throat rolled twice, and his voice became inexplicably hoarse. "What do you want me to do? You will know what you want me to do in a moment."

Zhou Jinbai carried her up and went into the bedroom without any pressure, turning off the lights in the living room. As soon as he entered the bedroom, he pushed Su Li in front of the dressing mirror.

The cheongsam behind Su Li was lifted up by his big hands, and she leaned against the dressing mirror. Zhou Jinbai asked her to turn around and look at herself in the mirror.

It was the first time that Su Li saw herself looking messy yet beautiful. Her long hair was in a messy bun, and her hairpin was so loose that it looked like it was about to fall off at any time.

Zhou Jinbai came close to her from behind, gently pinching her chin with one hand, letting her take a good look at herself now.

There was no foreplay. Perhaps it was because Su Li was dressed too seductively, and Zhou Jin wore his white clothes neatly, but he went straight into her depths.

Su Liling opened her lips slightly, and after a slight discomfort, she felt satisfied with the reunion after a long separation.

He was locked in Zhou Jinbai's arms and felt a little breathless.

Zhou Jinbai nibbled on her fair swan neck and whispered to her, "Do you know what you want me to do now?"

Su Li looked at herself in the mirror who was disturbed by Zhou Jinbai, and her mind felt blank.

Without any warning, it was done.

Su Li tilted her head slightly, and before she could say anything, she was met with the man's strong kiss.

The long-lost satisfaction made her moan. Zhou Jinbai turned her around like crazy and picked her up in his arms, with all her weight on him.

Su Li lowered her eyes to look at his expression and took the initiative to kiss him. Zhou Jinbai hugged her and sat on the edge of the bed.

The buttons of her cheongsam were undone, revealing the beautiful scenery.

The skin, which would leave fingerprints even with the slightest touch, soon bore his marks.

Su Li felt like she had become Zhou Jinbai's plaything, allowing him to whip her and take advantage of her.

But she also felt good, she and Zhou Jinbai were always compatible in bed.

He is like a rock, and she is like a soft shell.

Aren’t men and women together for these things? What else is there for?

Why is she being so pretentious? Can't she have a brief moment of happiness without love?

Why do we have to blindly pursue so-called love? Isn’t it good like this?

She thought so, but after thinking about it, her heart was filled with emptiness. Even if Zhou Jinbai was in her body, she felt that he was not hers.

She took the initiative to push Zhou Jinbai down, biting his lower lip over and over again, "I want you to love me, Zhou Jinbai, I want you to love only me in this life, just like this, belong only to me, don't let anyone touch me."

Zhou Jinbai was tortured by her. "You're not that old, but you're so domineering?"

Su Li was sweating all over. She rubbed his cheek and nodded, "Well, I have been domineering since I was a child. Toys belong to me, and others can't even look at them. You are the same."

Zhou Jinbai exhaled softly, "Giving you love is not difficult. The difficult part is that I gave you love. What can you give me? Will you give me a lifetime of pain?"

Su Li lay in his arms and didn't move. "If you don't want to give it to me, forget it. I don't want it."

Zhou Jinbai asked softly, "I've fed you everything, and you still think I don't love you? Do you want to pour all of your uncle's love into you? When you get pregnant, you will know where my love lies?"

Su Li blinked and got up from him, "That's it, you didn't wear a condom again."

She wanted to get up, but Zhou Jinbai held her down and said, "Don't run away. I'll let you feel how turbulent my love is. Take it."