Chapter 521 The author's thoughts

Hello, it’s time to mutter about a book again.

I didn’t want to write this originally because I read a post before, which basically said that readers don’t like to know about the author’s private life, nor do they like the various comments made by the author. They are only interested in the text.

But after thinking about it, there may still be readers who like me, so I’ll make it 521 chapters!

This book was started on December 3, 2022 and completed on April 17, 2024, and has been with us for more than a year.

I still remember the unusual beginning, “I haven’t slept with a man yet, and I don’t want to die!” I actually wrote it in the school computer room.

It has brought me many readers and a lot of joy.

I often hide behind the screen and read your comments. I will be very happy when you praise me, and very sad when you criticize me. I will also secretly report bad comments, hahaha.

The writing of this book was not smooth. At one point, I wanted to give up and even expressed my intention to abandon the book in a chapter.

Thinking about it now, it was really an immature behavior.

At that time, I was hit by a double blow from reality and the process of writing. I really couldn't hold it in any longer. I cried and typed that I wanted to give up writing. The more I thought about it, the more pretentious I became.

It was actually a very small matter. If it happened now, I would definitely just laugh it off, but at that time, it was a huge blow to me.

When I opened Tomato Assistant, I saw a very long negative review. It was written by a reader who had been reading for more than an hour and wrote a review of several hundred words, which was accompanied by some very unpleasant personal attacks.

So my glass heart shattered and I thought about abandoning the article.

I once read a sentence that goes like this: If you drop a drop of ink on a piece of paper, people can only see the drop of ink but not the large area of ​​white around the ink.

I was the same at that time. I lost all motivation and confidence because of a bad review.

Fortunately, I received comfort from many readers. Through those indignant words, I seemed to see your cute faces as you fought back against the haters on my behalf.

I can easily be so angry that I can't sleep all night because of a bad review, and I can also easily be moved to tears by a word of comfort. Even when I'm writing, I will cry when I reach the sad part.

Being controlled and dominated by emotions is not rational at all.

I am a very imperfect person, and the articles I write are also imperfect, but I am very lucky to have met so many readers who like this book and like me.

Later on, I was busy looking for a job and doing internships, and neglected to update the news, so many old readers were lost.

I actually saw a lot of comments that felt that I was not ambitious, lazy, and had lost my original intention.

I can't balance reality and fiction, so I chose Zha Geng.

Here, I sincerely say sorry.

Is there anyone who will never leave me and will depend on me through thick and thin? Please raise your paw so that I can look at you clearly.

Okay, I’ve said everything I wanted to say.

It's time to say goodbye to you.

The next time we meet may be a few months or even half a year later.

If nothing unexpected happens, the next book will be a quick-transmigration story or have two male protagonists.

By the time this book reaches you, things in reality will have been mostly dealt with.

Finally, let me, a little money-grubber, ask for a small gift and praise again. There are free small advertisements. I hope the data will increase and Yang Tomato will give me a completion push.

Hope all is well.

Whether in reality or online, everything will go smoothly and safely.

I love you all.

——Xiaoying.

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