"You keep saying you love me, but it's just because you're unwilling to give up. If you can't have it, you'd rather destroy it."

"Do you think I should be sad and miserable after being abandoned by you, and only then will you be happy if I am left in tears every day and live a miserable life?"

Xu Jinyi sighed: "Let's forget the past. We must always move forward."

"See you later, just pretend we don't know each other."

The carriage drove away. After the guards left, Liu Yan was still lying on the ground with tears and blood on her face.

His mouth kept opening and closing, and if anyone came close they would hear what he was saying.

"Yier, do you still remember that you said you would only love me in this life? Do you still remember the wish we made when we released the lanterns?"

"Do you still remember that you said you would grow old with me?"

"You clearly love me so much, why did you disappear?"

"How could I lose you while loving you?"

"Why can't you wait for me, until I understand my own heart."

"Yier, please come back. Please come back to me. I really can't live without you."

"Every night I feel like I'm living a life worse than death. When I close my eyes, all I see is you, all you."

"You told me how to forget you and move on."

"Yier!!" Liu Yan shouted to the sky unwillingly.

A mouthful of blood suddenly spurted out of her heart, and Liu Yan fainted with her eyes closed.

Madam Liu fell to the ground as if she had heard some bad news, and cried in a choked voice, "My son is only twenty-one, how could he die soon? You quack, get out! Get out!"

The doctor sighed and shook his head. He knew that Mrs. Liu couldn't accept it, so he didn't take her words to heart.

How can a mother accept the fact that her child is gone?

After the doctor left, Mrs. Liu looked at her son's pale face and bloodless lips and shed tears.

"Son, please don't abandon me. If you are gone, how will I live?"

The maid tried to go forward to comfort him, but was glared at: "Why don't you go and get a better doctor?"

Holding her son's hand, Madam Liu burst into tears: "Mother is wrong. I shouldn't have instigated you to divorce Xu Jinyi. I shouldn't have always said nonsense in front of you and forced you to marry the princess."

"As long as you wake up, I'll do anything. I'll go apologize to Xu Jinyi and kowtow to her."

Mrs. Liu, who is usually sharp-tongued, was also sad at this time.

I consulted several doctors, but they all gave me the same answer.

"You are vomiting blood at a young age, and your life is in danger. Your heart is dead, how long can you live?" The doctor shook his head, packed up and prepared to leave.

Madam Liu knelt down with a thud.

"Doctor, please save my son. He is so young and has a bright future ahead of him. Please save him."

"If he were gone, how would I live?"

The doctor sighed. Liu Yan's story had already spread throughout the capital, and he had heard about it more and more.

He relied on his wife's family to climb to his current position, but he is still not satisfied.

He abandoned his wife who had always supported him, hoping for a brighter future, but ended up with nothing.

Now he has made himself like this again.

It is said that when a person is about to die, no mistake can be unforgivable.

The doctor no longer has any prejudice against Liu Yan.

"I'll prescribe a medicine for you. You have to take it three times a day. It won't cure the disease, it can only prolong your life. The recipe contains a life-saving ingredient, century-old ginseng. It's quite expensive, so you can decide for yourself."

"Heart disease needs to be treated with heart medicine. If you want to cure it completely, you have to let it go yourself."

The doctor left the prescription and left.

Saving lives is the most important thing. Mrs. Liu only has this one son, so she doesn't care how expensive the prescription is. She quickly takes out the money and asks someone to get the medicine.

This is the capital city. Although century-old ginseng is precious, it can still be found in pharmacies.

It is said that when the heart is dead, the person is not far from death. Even though Liu Yan is being kept alive by medicine, her health is getting worse and worse.

On several occasions, Mrs. Liu saw him secretly hiding the handkerchief.

Madam Liu stood behind the door, looking at her son who was coughing up blood again, and cried with her face covered.

That day, when Xu Jinyi and Qi Yichen were basking in the sun in the yard, Eunuch Deng came over.

Upon learning that Madam Liu was kneeling outside asking for a meeting, Xu Jinyi frowned.

Qi Yichen's face turned cold instantly.

"Let's go and take a look together?" Xu Jinyi said.

Qi Yichen took Xu Jinyi's hand and walked towards the hall.

At this time, Mrs. Liu was wearing ordinary clothes, her face was haggard and had many more wrinkles.

Only a few months have passed, and it feels like I've aged a lot.

Mrs. Liu looked at Qi Yichen who appeared with them, and was surprised that Qi Yichen valued Xu Jinyi so much.

Looking at Xu Jinyi, who was radiant and happy, Mrs. Liu knew that her son had no chance.

She felt a little timid, but for her son's sake, she had to speak up.

Upon learning that Liu Yan was dying, Xu Jinyi's face flashed with surprise.

Qi Yichen tightened his grip on Xu Jinyi's hand and stared at her, as if he was afraid that she would abandon him.

He was jealous. He was jealous that the man had once possessed Xu Jinyi's passionate and intense love.

He was afraid that Xu Jinyi would hear the news about that man and return to him regardless of everything.

As if sensing her lover's uneasiness, Xu Jinyi shook his hand back and smiled at him.

"Madam Liu, please go back. I won't see him. Now my heart and eyes are filled with only the new emperor. There is no room for anyone else."

"If meeting Liu Yan makes him feel uneasy, then I won't go to meet him."

"After a few years of getting along, Madam Liu should understand who I am. When I love someone, that person is the only one I have eyes for."

"When I don't love him anymore, he's nothing."

Of course Madam Liu knew it, and because she knew it, she knew it when she saw Xu Jinyi's attitude towards the new emperor.

She always thought that Xu Jinyi had no feelings for the new emperor and was just using him to take revenge on her son.

As long as her son looks back, Xu Jinyi will come back eagerly.

Madam Liu, looking ashen, drooped her shoulders and pleaded, "Can you please go see him, just once? He's dying."

"He has already realized his mistake. Please have pity on me as his mother and go see him."

Xu Jinyi was about to refuse. After all, what would be the point of meeting him? Was she going to give him false hope and then let him despair?

She has never been a good person, let alone one with overflowing compassion.

In her opinion, Liu Yan deserves all of this.

If she sympathizes with him, who will sympathize with the original owner?

If he hadn't been greedy for fame and fortune, the original owner wouldn't have ended up like that.

At this time, Xiao Qi spoke up; "Yiyi, the original owner's wish was for him to live his life in regret, not for him to die."

"Now you have reached the point where he can see you happy with his own eyes. That's the only step left."