Chapter 268 CEO’s White Moonlight (22)

“[A poor and lonely girl lives in an umbrella like a queen. Sunlight and rain can only bring you dust and mud. You hide from everything in the umbrella and refuse tears and memories.] This is my favorite poem.” Shi Yi stroked the Selected Poems of Haizi with his fingers, and his eyes fell on the wedding photo hanging on the wall. He realized that they had been married for three years.

A lot of things happened in these three years. The heroine An Yihuan and Han Ning got married and went abroad to live. It is said that they just gave birth to a pair of twins. Ji Ran also married a university teacher in Singapore. From what she said, the university teacher treated her very well and loved her like a goddess. After knowing that Ji Ran got married, Qu’s father disappeared in China for a while. When he came back, he built a Buddhist temple in the villa and practiced Buddhism with his hair untied. The most important thing is that after Ji Ran got married and Qu’s father practiced Buddhism with his hair untied, Qu’s mother seemed to relax and her attitude towards Qu Xiangran was not as morbid as before. She took the initiative to move out of the Qu family and took Xiaohua to live in a private house in the countryside. It is said that Xiaohua found a good partner there.

"Mrs. Qu, you are no longer a poor and lonely girl. You are my most beloved wife." Qu Xiangran hugged her from behind and gently took away the "Selected Poems of Haizi" from her hand.

He knew this poet. The poet ended his life by lying on the railway tracks. People who are indifferent to their own lives should write poems with more or less pessimism. He didn't want Shi Yi to be affected by these pessimistic emotions.

"There are some things that I couldn't tell you three years ago because of my self-esteem, but now, I seem to be able to speak." Shi Yi pinched his fingers and stared into his eyes with his side face.

After waiting for so long, she finally opened her heart. Qu Xiangran smiled and said, "I'm all ears."

"You always ask me why I live alone and don't interact with friends and relatives. It's because I have no relatives and no friends. The friendship between me and Sister Ji Ran can be maintained, a lot of it..."

Qu Xiangran put his fingers on her lips and shook his head, "Don't say it."

He didn't want her to bear these painful memories again.

Shi Yi stared at him, her eyes revealing: "Qu Xiangran, I'm not that fragile."

Yes, if she was fragile, she would have been defeated by poverty and loneliness long ago, and would not have waited until this day to meet him. Qu Xiangran seemed to have figured it out and put his hand down.

"When I was very young, I knew I had to rely on myself. It was as if the moment I could remember, I grew up and knew I had no one to rely on." Shi Yi fell into the memories of the original owner.

"Thanks to compulsory education, I was able to go to junior high school without paying tuition. When I was in school, I made a living by copying homework for others. I remember that when I was in elementary school, there was a girl in my class who liked me very much and would take the initiative to share her lunch, clothes, and newly bought snacks with me. Thinking about it now, I

am very grateful to have met her. But since she transferred to another school, I have never seen her again." "At that time, I lived in poverty and loneliness. Of course, I envied others for having parents to pick them up and grandparents to love them, but since I didn't have them in the first place, it was natural for me to envy them for a while and then forget about it. Relying on my own little cleverness and shallow experience of life, one day, I suddenly thought of writing. The simplest thing is to write a weekly diary. Once, the teacher deliberately read my article in front of the whole class and recommended my article to be published in the school newspaper. So, my first manuscript fee was ten yuan. However, this ten yuan gave me a new life. Even in my most difficult times, I did not make immoral choices."

"Later, I gave up writing because it took up too much time. I learned to play the drums from a friend I knew. After performing on stage a few times, I felt that I was not suited to that kind of stage, so I retired and changed my career to become an illustrator. Then, relying on my excellent grades and previous writing achievements, I was admitted to university."

"In college, I envied other girls so much, they were so lively and carefree. But just like what Haizi wrote in his poems, the sun and rain brought me only dust and mud. My family background, my personality, and my way of dealing with people are so different from others. I have no relatives, I can't laugh heartily, and I can't waste my time freely every day and have those comings and goings. So I stopped."

"I dropped out of school in my junior year, signed a company, and started my career as an illustrator. Then I met you on the subway, which started my new life."

Qu Xiangran inserted his fingers into hers and held them tightly, thinking only why he couldn't meet her earlier, earlier.

"Speaking of which, I really envy you for having such a graceful mother and such a tender father. Although, these were all disillusioned later. But you definitely don't know what my psychological process was when I first met my mother." Shi Yi looked up at him, her eyes full of twinkling little stars.

"What was it?" Qu Xiangran couldn't help but gently kissed her eyelashes.

He found that marriage gave his wife gentleness and openness. In the three years of marriage with his wife, he never got tired of her, because he saw in her the trust and purity of a little girl.

"When I first saw my mother, I thought to myself, this is what a noble lady should be like in books, sitting there, she is so radiant."

The light in Shi Yi's eyes almost blinded Qu Xiangran, and Qu Xiangran had to continue asking, "What happened later? How did it change?"

"Until my mother took out the check, I had a good impression of her beauty."

"What happened later?"

"Then I saw the check, wow, it was a huge sum of money, I have never had it before. To be honest, I would be lying if I didn't feel moved. But you are so good to me, how could I leave you just because of a check. Then my mother DISS me. To be honest, although she DISS me, I didn't take it to heart at all, so I didn't mention it to you later, because beauties always have privileges."

"Madam, it's done." Xiaohua, who came back to get her things, had already packed up and called Yu Zhen upstairs softly.

"Let's go. Don't disturb them." Yu Zhen raised her foot and left the door.

Although beauties have privileges, not all beauties can have a good ending. Just like me, because of my outstanding appearance, I lacked character, so I never had true happiness in my life. Fortunately, I suddenly woke up when I was getting old.

[Mission completed, harvest [true love]]

(End of this chapter)