Si Jia often acts without a clear purpose; he does whatever he wants. Even when making a decision, it's often done in an instant. If he wants to protect Feng Guang and pamper him, then he will definitely do it.

Even if he was thinking of killing her a moment ago, as long as she was still alive, he still had a chance. If she died, he would still chase her to the underworld and stop her when she crossed the Bridge of Helplessness, so that she wouldn't forget him after drinking the Meng Po soup. At worst, they could continue to be entangled in the next life.

If others knew his thoughts, they might say he was crazy. He was indeed crazy, and even he thought so himself. If he wasn't crazy, how could he have killed his master, the previous leader of Wuji Tower, with his own hands when he was thirteen?

The reason was simply that he disliked the feeling of being controlled. No one in this world could control him, and nothing could bind him. But Feng Guang... Feng Guang was different. She was a rein he had personally chosen. He was willing to be restrained by her and to be bound by her.

Si Jia lowered his eyelids slightly. "Fourteenth, do you know what I regret most right now?"

"...This subordinate is unaware."

"I deeply regret giving you these ten years."

"But I... am very fortunate to have had these ten years."

Ten years, ten years spent by Fengguang's side.

Si Jia spent ten years cultivating a group of people of his own, while Shi Si spent ten years living and working with Feng Guang day and night. Si Jia had never felt that he had miscalculated so much. He couldn't understand why he hadn't realized that this girl who would sweetly call him "brother" was a treasure more than ten years ago.

He really missed too much time.

Si Jia looked at the fourteenth man in front of him, pondering a question about how to deal with him. The best solution was, of course, to kill him. But if he killed him, how could Si Jia's identity appear before Feng Guang alongside Xia Fengxue's?

We can't kill them yet.

He cannot kill him until he finds someone who can impersonate him better than Fourteen.

In the silence, Fourteen remained quiet. He knew what Sijia was considering, and no matter how unfavorable the outcome of Sijia's consideration was to him, he could not resist. He was no match for him, which was why... when he heard that Sijia liked the scenery, Fourteen felt so desperate.

Fourteen knew very well that compared to himself, the imposter, Si Jia was the real imposter. No matter how cold-hearted he was, he could still pretend to be the perfect lover in every woman's heart. Because he was ruthless, he was even more unrestrained in his acting.

This is the real Xia Fengxue. Si is his mother's surname, and Jia is a shackle that does not need to exist. Therefore, Xia Fengxue is also Si Jia.

Fourteen was unwilling to give up so easily, "If Fengguang knew, the landlord is actually the real Xia Fengxue..."

“If Fengguang really finds out and gets angry, I’ll just ask her to stab me or cut me with a knife. Then she won’t be angry anymore, and she’ll start to feel sorry for me.” Si Jia interrupted Shi Si, his nonchalant attitude revealing his confidence in the depth of Fengguang’s feelings for him.

Fourteen didn't speak; he had already said too much today.