So, when Su Fa, after his first amnesia, slowly regained his memories and sought out Taibai Jinxing, Taibai Jinxing's answer was that Su Fa was not truly sincere towards her; he only wanted her heart to save someone.

Feng Guang was stunned, but then, Su Fa, realizing her desire to escape, imprisoned her in the Weiming Residence, forbidding her to go anywhere. No one could save her, and she was in despair. In the end, she chose to commit suicide, and then the second cycle began... She kept dying and kept being resurrected, and things fell into a vicious cycle.

In that instant, it was as if a switch had been flipped in Feng Guang's mind, and a flood of past memories came rushing in. She pressed her temples, her head aching, as she painfully accepted those memories... including the memories of her thirteen deaths.

"Fengguang... what's wrong?" Su Fa held Xiaoxiao in one arm and stroked her cheek with the other, his gentle eyes full of worry.

Feng Guang remained silent for a long time, not wanting to say a word.

Even though the truth of these things has been completely revealed, there is still one thing she doesn't understand: the disappearance of the system. The system wouldn't disappear for no reason, but she still has no clue what to do.

Looking at the man before her, Feng Guang suddenly sighed at the cruel twist of fate. Back when she was undergoing tribulation in the mortal realm, she chose to die at Zhong Ran's hands. She thought the story would end there, but unexpectedly, she transformed into a princess of the celestial realm and got entangled with the new schoolteacher, Su Fa. In the end, they even got married. On her wedding day, when she saw Su Fa in the Qi Devouring Realm, it was undeniable that Feng Guang had misunderstood something.

Each time he erased her memory, she would slowly recall it after a period of time, but not completely; instead, she would only remember some vague fragments. The letter was written based on these vague memories.

It was she who hid Xiaoxiao, and it was Su Fa, not her, who took out her heart. Taibai Jinxing misunderstood Su Fa's words and thus misled her... It was also because of this letter that she was constantly tempted to try to escape Su Fa, only to be imprisoned in Weiming Residence by him time and time again, and in the end, she always ended up committing suicide, and then it was a new cycle.

Fengguang had never felt so... outrageous before, yes, it was outrageous.

It's not just someone saying that all coincidences, when put together, become inevitable. So she entered a vicious cycle she couldn't escape. And, unfortunately... Su Fa is someone who only acts on his own whims. He doesn't have the so-called normal values. He just feels that he can't live without Feng Guang, so he can't let her leave. As for why she doesn't trust him so much, he just thinks that Feng Guang still thinks, just like on the battlefield, that she only suspects that his feelings for her are just interest, not love. Su Fa simply thinks that Feng Guang's avoidance is only for this reason, because from beginning to end, he didn't find that letter, nor did he realize that because of one sentence of his, it was the beginning of their mutual torment.

As for Xiaoxiao... Xiaoxiao is an exception in this vicious cycle. Su Fa has always known about Xiaoxiao's existence, and he also knows how important Xiaoxiao is. As long as Xiaoxiao is there, Fengguang will never choose to leave him.

Some say that children are the bond of a family. Although Suva doesn't think this statement is credible, he's willing to give it a try.