Qiao Xiang took a deep breath and looked at Xiao Xingchen like this. She really didn't know how to tell Xiao Xingchen. Even if Xiao Xingchen was willing to be Ye Linlang's daughter, Ye Linlang might not agree.

Xiao Cang already lives in Langyuan, and Ye Linlang also has a pair of twins, a boy and a girl.

Human energy is limited.

If this continues, if Xiao Xingchen goes to Ye Linlang, Ye Linlang will not have enough time and energy to take care of Xiao Xingchen.

What's more, Qiao Xiang knew how good Ye Linlang's medical skills were. If such a skilled doctor gave up his job to take care of a child, it would be a huge loss for the medical community.

"Xiao Xingchen, can you tell me why you want to go find Aunt Linlang? Oh, no, why do you want Aunt Linlang to be your mother?"

Little Xingchen lowered his head and hummed, "Aunt Linlang smells like mom."

“…”

Qiao Xiang actually doesn't quite understand the little girl's train of thought.

She even wondered if the so-called smell of mother was the smell of breast milk.

Because Ye Linlang was breastfeeding, there was a faint smell of milk on her body.

"Little Xingchen, do you want to..." I be your mother?

For a moment, Qiao Xiang even wanted to ask directly that if Xiao Xingchen was willing, she would be Xiao Xingchen's mother.

However, Qiao Xiang did not say this out loud.

She was the one who wrote a suicide note and wanted to commit suicide.

How could she become a mother to little Xingchen?

And... no matter how unworthy Wu Tong is of being a mother, legally speaking, she is Xiao Xingchen's biological mother and her guardian.

Little Xingchen tilted his head and asked in confusion, "Do you want anything?"

Qiao Xiang handed the kaleidoscope in his hand to Xiao Xingchen.

"Have you seen this?"

Little Xingchen shook his head.

Qiao Xiang patiently taught Xiao Xingchen how to play with the kaleidoscope.

Little Xingchen looked at the pattern in the kaleidoscope and was instantly attracted.

It looks really good.

Qiao Xiang thought, let's take the suicide matter slow for now.

Wait until tomorrow night to die.

If she committed suicide right after meeting Xiao Xingchen tonight, her suicide would leave a significant psychological shadow on Xiao Xingchen.

Although she is not a good person, she cannot let her child suffer such great psychological trauma because of her.

"Does it look good?"

Little Star nodded.

"nice."

Qiao Xiang didn't say anything, but just fixed his eyes on the night scene in the distance.

Little Xingchen didn't know how long he had been watching before he fell asleep on Qiao Xiang's shoulder due to being too sleepy.

Qiao Xiang thought that the night wind was very cold and she didn't want Xiao Xingchen to catch a cold.

She gently held the little star, who was as light as a feather, and took it back to the ward.

In Xiao Xingchen's ward, Wu Tong was sleeping like a dead pig, completely unaware that his daughter had just left the ward.

Qiao Xiang gently placed the kaleidoscope on Xiao Xingchen's pillow, covered Xiao Xingchen with a blanket, and then tiptoed back to her own ward.

In his own ward, Xia Zhi was still sleeping.

Qiao Xiang looked at the suicide note on the table, but put it away again, pretending nothing had happened.

In fact, Xia Zhi, who was facing away, couldn't help but burst into tears when he heard the sound of Qiao Xiang going to bed.

She was extremely, extremely, extremely sad...

If Qiao Xiang hadn't happened to meet Xiao Xingchen, Xia Zhi didn't even think about it. Did Qiao Xiang commit suicide tonight?

Xia Zhi closed his eyes deeply, thinking about Qiao Xiang's abnormal behavior tonight, and then thinking about the suicide note written by Qiao Xiang, his heart was in unbearable pain.