Chen Fan, a terminally ill patient, is reborn in the year 2000 and reunites with his high school desk mate and first love, Su Ruochu, the school’s beauty.
In his previous life, their love was...
“Hmm…”
Wen Wan's eyes suddenly widened, and she looked at Chen 缎's eyes with disbelief.
She persisted in this relationship for several years.
From secret crush to love to brave confession, and finally confessing his love to Chen 꼎.
She doesn't want a formal status, but a chance to be with Chen.
But even so, Chen 꼎 still didn't do anything excessive to himself.
Through the mental journey of these years, she can understand Chen's thoughts, and also understand Chen's inner persistence and struggle.
So in the past two years, Wen Wan has been very considerate and no longer pursues anything. She cares more about every time she spends with Chen Ru.
She didn't want to let Chen 缎 make choices, nor did she want to embarrass Chen 缎.
I even told myself more than once that this is good.
But who would have thought that this night, Chen Yu would take the initiative to take this step.
Wen Wan was stunned.
Her beautiful eyes were full of surprise and disbelief.
Because she was too shocked, Wen Wan's eyes were wide open at this moment, and her whole body was as tense as a piece of wood.
As for Chen Xiao, after kissing Xiao, he immediately turned his head back and looked at Wen Wan quietly.
The two looked into each other's eyes and the atmosphere was charming.
Finally, Wen Wan, with a blushing face, spoke first.
"You...you're drunk..."
She blamed it all on Chen being drunk.
After drinking too much, Chen's self-control decreased, so he did what he just did.
She felt both excited and annoyed.
The excited Chen finally took the initiative to kiss himself.
Why did he feel so annoyed when he was drinking?
It was difficult for her to judge what Chen 꼎 was thinking at the moment.
Chen stared at Wen Wan's eyes for a long time, making Wen Wan feel shy, embarrassed and at a loss.
Chen 꼎 suddenly reached out, gently hugged Wen Wan, and held her in his arms.
Wen Wan subconsciously wanted to struggle.
Then, Chen 꼎's voice came to my ears.
"Don't talk, go to sleep."
Wen Wan's body stiffened, and then completely relaxed, allowing Chen to hold her like this.
In the darkness, it seemed like a long time had passed before Chen Xiao's voice came to my ears again.
"It has nothing to do with alcohol. I was sober just now."
Wen Wan's body trembled slightly, and she forced herself not to open her eyes.
And Chen 꼎's words are still echoing in my ears.
"A lot of things have happened around me recently. It gave me something to think about."
"You're a good woman."
"Things have come to this point. I have concluded that none of this has anything to do with you. It's all because of my indecision."
"Maybe I could have been more decisive and ruthless back then, and I wouldn't have ended up like this."
"My indecision and ostrich mentality have caused you harm. And it has continued to this day."
Wen Wan finally couldn't help but open her eyes.
“Some people say I’m a genius in business, I don’t dare admit it, but if you say I’m a dwarf in emotions, I think it’s quite accurate.”
Chen Xiaoyi grinned, revealing a bitter smile.
"For so many years, I claimed to be loyal in love, but I accidentally hurt many women."
"After all, I'm not a man who is good at dealing with emotional issues."
"When faced with the love of the opposite sex, I should have rejected them firmly and decisively and kept my distance, but I hesitated and was indecisive, which ultimately hurt them and the woman I loved."
"People on the Internet say that I'm a good man who is loyal to love, but from the moment I didn't explicitly reject you, perhaps I had already made the answer."
"I am indeed a scumbag..."
"Chen!"
Wen Wan was startled and quickly looked up at Chen Xiao.
Looking at this face with some nervousness.
"Don't say that. This has nothing to do with you. I'm making things difficult for you."
"I shouldn't have..."
Chen 꼎 raised his hand and gently covered Wen Wan's mouth. Wen Wan widened her eyes and shook her head gently.
Tears were already welling up in my eyes.
Wen Wan was really scared.
Because she had never heard Chen 꼎 say such a thing.
This is obviously different from Chen's usual personality.
Chen 꼎泽놆 smiled bitterly, stared into Wen Wan's eyes, and said seriously.
"Not anymore."
"Some things happened to me recently. They really changed my mood a lot."
"I know an old man whose situation is quite similar to mine."
"But his attitude towards relationships is much better than mine."
"I can see something from him."
“Life is short, just a few decades, a total of 36,000 days. The most important thing is to live a carefree life. Why bother about what others think?”
"The first thing you need to do in life is to live up to your expectations."
"Don't let down your feelings, don't let down your career, don't let down your ambitions..."
"If I die with regrets, what's the point of living this life again?"
After Chen 꼎 expressed his feelings, he gently hugged Wen Wan again.
"sorry!"
"You are wronged."
The tears in Wenwan's eyes flowed down her face.
She let Chen Ruo hold her whole body, and at this moment, her face was already in tears.
Chen 꼎ze놆 grinned.
"This won't happen again in the future."
"Since that's the case, let's just keep making mistakes."
"Wen Wan, are you willing to stay with me?"
Wen Wan looked at Chen 꼎 with tears in her eyes, then nodded vigorously.
"Okay then. I won't make things difficult for you in the future. If you have any problems, let me handle them."
"Whatever happens in the future, we will face it together."
Wen Wan's body trembled slightly. She could no longer control her emotions and burst into tears.
"Uh-huh……"
Chen made his promise, then lowered his head and gently kissed Wen Wan on the forehead.
"Go to sleep. I'll keep you company tonight."
Wen Wan let Chen hold her, sobbing for a long time before she gradually calmed down.
Lying in Chen Xiao's arms, strangely, neither of them had any other thoughts.
It seems like an old couple living under the same roof for decades.
There is no love, but there is presence, cuddling together and feeling each other's heartbeat.
Wen Wan hasn't had a good rest for several days.
But that night, after crying, she actually fell asleep naturally in Chen's arms.
In her sleep, a happy smile appeared on her lips for the first time.
…
When Chen woke up and opened his eyes early in the morning, he first turned his head to look at Wen Wan who was lying next to him.
The woman curled up into a ball and slept like a baby.
Her long eyelashes trembled slightly, the corners of her sexy mouth were slightly pursed, and she held Chen 꼎's arms with both hands, as if this was the only way she felt safe.
Chen looked up at the clock on the wall.
It's just seven o'clock.
He quietly and carefully pulled his sore arm out of Wen Wan's arms.
After making sure that Wen Wan was not awakened, Chen got up from the bed.
Neither of them changed their clothes last night and slept like this in bed all night.
I quietly pushed the door open and went to the bathroom to wash my face.
Click.
There was a sound of a door closing quietly outside.
Wen Wan, lying on the bed, slowly opened her eyes.