The two children, Ruiduo and Feian, looked at each other and smiles suddenly broke out on their faces.

Rui Duo ran towards Gu Zhenqi first and bumped into her arms.

Fei'an felt a little shy when he saw this, and walked towards his mother awkwardly and stopped in front of her. Gu Zhenqi looked at her son, whose awkward yet cute appearance made her feel warm in her heart.

She reached out and pulled Fei'an into her arms, holding the two lost treasures in her hands.

At this moment, Gu Zhenqi's empty, hollowed-out heart was instantly filled.

She felt a sense of satisfaction she had never felt before and a sense of happiness that was so strong that it was indescribable.

But I felt extremely guilty about the two skinny, tattered-clothes-and-lice-ridden boys, and I kept cursing myself in my heart!

She also secretly made up her mind: to get the two fair, pretty, chubby little cuties back soon!

She would remove lice from them, bathe them regularly, change them into nice clothes, regulate their bodies, drive out the roundworms in their bodies, strengthen their nutrition, make more delicious food, tell them stories and play games with them, and reunite the family of four...

Ruiduo rubbed her little head gently in Gu Zhenqi's arms. She was so, so, so happy. This was the first time she could remember her mother hugging her.

She and her brother had discussed privately countless times what it would feel like to be hugged by their mother.

My brother said: "It's warm and soft!"

She was full of longing: "It also has a sweet, fragrant feeling that I don't want to leave!"

Now, the feeling of hugging mother, in addition to the feeling that her brother and she imagined, there is also an urge to be happy to the point of wanting to cry.

Fei'an's little head carefully moved closer to Gu Zhenqi, thinking that he would not be noticed, and then he secretly raised his head and glanced at her.

The feeling of being hugged by my mother for the first time is so wonderful! On hot summer days, he would sweat as soon as he arrived at the yard, but when his mother held him, he actually felt warm and not hot at all!

He wanted so much, so badly, to be held in his mother's arms forever. He also wanted Third Aunt to tell him that the people in the village laughed at him, saying that he had no mother to love him, and that he was a little beggar, a poor little thing, born by a mother but not wanted by her, born by a father but not cared for by him. Those people should come and see that his mother was holding him and his sister!

He wanted to hold his sister's hand right now and tell those people: "We have a mother who wants us, loves us, and cares for us!"

"Mom smells good, but my brother and I smell bad!"

Ruiduo suddenly paused, clenched her little fists, as if she was about to make some important decision. She straightened her neck and her eyes were red. She was reluctant to leave her mother's arms.

But……

She and her brother are smelly. What if their mother dislikes them and won’t hug them next time?

She has been held for a while, leaving a little for next time, like the candy her grandma gave her.

She followed her brother's example. When she wanted to eat something, she would take it out and lick it with the tip of her tongue. When she felt it was sweet, she would put it away and lick it again next time...

She ate the candy for a long time. Later, when it was too hot and about to melt, she and her brother reluctantly ate it all.

After eating it, there was no more candy to eat. Ruiduo wanted to eat candy again, even if it was just a very small lick.

"Mom, please let me and my brother go. Save us for next time, just like we licked the candy before."

"Mom smells good, but we smell bad. We will make her smell so bad that she won't hug us next time!"

"Boom, boom, boom..." After hearing what Ruiduo and Fei'an said, Gu Zhenqi's head exploded.

In her previous life, she really didn't do anything for a moment! Ruiduo was given to Wang Guiying on the day Fei'an was born.

What has she done for them as a mother?

That is, under Wang Guiying's repeated and humble pleas and her mother's persuasion, she breastfed them both unwillingly for half a year.

I never really gave them a hug, never said a nice word to them, the only good attitude I had was that I didn't use an impatient tone, and I rarely spoke normally.

I never made them a piece of clothing, never bought them anything, not even a small piece of candy or a hairband...

She doesn't deserve the title of mother at all. She is selfish. In her world, there is only herself. She has always absurdly believed that everyone should revolve around her.

Considering oneself as the center of the world, and taking refined self-interest to the extreme!

Gu Zhenqi really didn't dare to think about those evil deeds and unbearable memories anymore, because they were undoubtedly warning her about the two children she gave birth to.

What on earth did she do? What was more hateful and more harmful than beating them or scolding them directly was her absolute disregard, indifference, and cold violence...

"Mom, mom, what's wrong with you? Don't scare Ruiduo by standing still. I'm scared, woo woo..."

Ruiduo's crying pulled Gu Zhenqi back from the abyss of regret and unforgivable memories.

She quickly helped Ruiduo wipe away her tears and gently comforted her: "Good boy! Ruiduo baby, mommy is fine. I was just thinking, mommy is so happy to have you and brother, two such good angel babies!"

Ruiduo immediately burst into laughter, her long eyelashes with tears hanging on them, her big wet eyes blinking, like a lovely elf: "Mom, is it true? We are angels?"

"You're mom's angel!" Gu Zhenqi lowered her head and kissed each of their little faces, which were so thin that only a layer of skin was left.

Gu Zhenqi looked at the two people with sunken cheeks and protruding cheekbones, just like the little monkeys in the zoo. Her eyes became sore. If she hadn't tried hard to restrain herself, her tears would have gone out of control again. At this moment, it was as if a big hammer was hitting her heart again and again. It hurt so much, so much!

She had never paid attention to Ruiduo and Fei'an's diet. She seldom ate at the same table with the Chen family, and their schedules did not match. Their diet was too monotonous: corn paste, grain cakes, vegetable porridge with more vegetables and less rice, wild vegetable cakes, sweet potatoes, mixed flour steamed bread, elm seeds, and leaf dumplings...

She felt full just by looking at it, let alone eating it. Wang Guiying is the head of the household, and the best things in the house are usually served to her first!

Now that she thought about it, what else could Ruiduo and Fei'an eat? It was nothing more than the Chen family's daily food, which she couldn't swallow.

"Ruiduo, Fei'an, from now on, mom will never let you suffer again. We won't eat any of those unpalatable things. Mom will make delicious food for you every day and raise my two skinny little monkeys into fat babies!"

"Mom, can my brother and I really eat delicious food every day? We don't want to eat what grandma gives to mom. We don't want to be bad people like Third Aunt."

Gu Zhenqi really wanted to send herself off with a slap in the face. Was she going blind in her previous life?

This child was so caring and sensible, and his heart and eyes were full of her, but she actually abandoned him after giving birth to him.

Having experienced the 21st century, she knows how precious children are. The two-year-old baby is still pampered and cared for like a baby. She accompanies him every day, playing in the amusement park, listening to story books, and acting like a spoiled brat...

Her children are already fluent in speech and are so sensible that one would completely ignore their young age.

Gu Zhenqi reached out and gently rubbed Ruiduo's little head: "Mom has magical powers. There are endless delicious food. I will give you a bath first and then show you."

When Ruiduo and Fei'an heard about taking a bath, they looked at Gu Zhenqi with puzzled expressions: "We take a bath once a year. During the New Year, grandma rinsed my brother and me!"

"Grandma filled a basin with warm water. It was too cold, so we took off our clothes and rinsed us a few times."

Gu Zhenqi turned her head away and let her tears flow silently. She was so heartbroken that she was numb. Every word and sentence the children said was a silent accusation.

Gu Zhenqi, you are not unworthy of being a mother! You're not even worthy of being a human being! God has given you a chance to be reborn. You must repay the sins of your past life and make up for the debts you owe in your past life!

Your children are your greatest sin, and you can only live for them in this life!

Gu Zhenqi adjusted her mood a little, turned back, glanced at Ruiduo's head, and found a few lice crawling out of her hair, and there were strings of white eggs laid by the lice on her hair.

Ruiduo's head was itchy and she reached out to scratch it. She skillfully picked off two lice from her head and showed them to Gu Zhenqi: "Mom, they bit Ruiduo and it's so itchy. There are lice on my body too. Grandma was busy these days and didn't pick lice for us!"

Gu Zhenqi felt heartbroken and looked at the lice crawling in her little hand with a guilty look: "Be good!

Mommy will give you a bath. Take a bath every day from now on to get rid of them forever. You won’t get lice anymore! No more itching! "

Fei An, who had been silent the whole time, heard this and asked hurriedly: "Really? Won't it attract lice? Won't it itch anymore?"

"No, let's go take a shower first! And watch how your mother will help you get rid of lice!"

The three of them came to the kitchen. Ruiduo took the ladle from the water tank and scooped water into the pot as if she was familiar with the place, while Fei'an sat in front of the stove and started a fire.

Gu Zhenqi rushed forward, took Ruiduo off the stove, and went to the stove to lead Fei'an: "You two go play, these things are too dangerous, don't do them again in the future, remember that your mother is here, I will take good care of you."

"But Mom..."

Gu Zhenqi interrupted Fei'an and said gently: "Be good! After you take a bath, mommy will give you something delicious, which is better than candy!"

Ruiduo, who was longing to eat candy again, heard this and pulled Feian and ran to the yard.

Gu Zhenqi looked outside the yard and said worriedly: "Just play in the yard, don't run around!"

She began to light a fire and boil water. In her previous life, she was indeed an idiot in life, but...

She lived for several decades longer, and during that time she was too lonely and bored, and needed something to pass the time, so she learned everything she didn't know.

Now she is really capable of both being a lady in the living room and cooking in the kitchen!

She boiled the water, then took out from the space the cute-shaped children's bathtubs that she had specially selected early in the morning, one in the shape of a pink fish and the other in the shape of a blue car.

Put bathing duck toys and bubble bath gels of different flavors in two bathtubs.

Finally, with trembling hands, she took out two sets of children's suits that she had sewn by herself and had been put away for fifty years.

She originally thought that she would never have the chance to put them on herself again, and seeing how cute they looked in them, she could only feel guilty and miss them.

Unexpectedly, God forgave her and gave her a chance to start over. She finally had the chance in this life to do for them what she didn't have time to do in her previous life.

After preparing all these, Gu Zhenqi stood at the kitchen door and shouted to the yard: "Baby Ruiduo, baby Feian, it's time to take a bath!"

A little while after she finished speaking, Ruiduo and Feian rushed over like two little cannonballs, each hugging one of her thighs.

Gu Zhenqi bent down and held the two children in her arms. Ruiduo raised her little head and kissed her on the cheek twice. Fei'an hesitated for a moment, then imitated her sister and kissed her on the face as lightly as a feather!