Chapter 87 Look forward, don't look back

Tian Xin kept asking herself, and the voice in her heart told her strongly: "No."

Life has started anew, those painful memories have become the past, so we should look forward, right?

"Let's go, get in the car!" Lin Hai drove over and moved to the passenger seat. Lin Zhou put Tian Xin in the back seat and drove away!

Tian Xin stared out the window in a daze all the way. The melody of "Blue Lotus" echoed in the car, making her very annoyed.

"Can you turn off the music?" She asked softly without looking up, looking out the window.

"No!" Lin Hai refused flatly.

"Tsk!" Lin Zhou shouted softly: "Shut it off!"

Lin Hai reluctantly pressed the pause button, and the car suddenly became quiet.

"Lin Zhou, are you on good terms with your mother?" Tian Xin sat up straight and asked Lin Zhou.

“…”

Lin Zhou frowned and said nothing!

Why are you asking this suddenly?

"You ask too many questions!" Lin Hai said.

"Never mind. Sorry!"

"It's okay!" Lin Zhou said: "She is... very busy, so we don't see her often!"

"Will you miss her?" she continued, "When you miss her, will you go find her?"

"Hey, what's wrong with you? Lin Zhou, stop the car!" Lin Hai turned around and asked Tian Xin, "Why do you keep asking these questions? He's driving. Is it dangerous?"

"Yes! I will think about it, but... I won't go to look for her!" Lin Zhou parked the car on the side of the road, turned his head and looked at her and said.

"Why?"

"She has her own life. Besides, I'm already grown up! And... I don't need her to take care of me anymore!"

Yes! Mom has her own life too! She is not just a mother, she is herself!

Tian Xin didn't ask any more questions. She turned her head and continued to stare out the window in a daze. The car was parked on the side of the road. The moonlight shone on the thick snow, emitting a crystal clear white light.

She got out of the car, squatted on the ground and made a snowball.

The two men also followed her down and stood beside her, wondering what she was trying to do.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" Lin Hai asked.

"It's okay. I haven't seen snow in a while. Let's play for a while!"

"Don't you see what time it is? Aren't you going back?" Lin Hai urged.

She didn't say anything, but quickly gathered a pile of snow with her hands and made a big snowball.

She stood up with the snowball in her hand, walked to the railing, and threw the snowball out with force: "Look forward! Don't look back!" she shouted.

The wilderness on either side of the road was flat and flat, and there was no echo. She put her hand to her mouth as a megaphone and shouted again: "Live well! Don't look back!"

After shouting twice, she held onto the railing and breathed a sigh of relief.

After a long time, she turned around and prepared to get on the bus. When she turned back, she was stunned!

The light from the car lights illuminated the snow in front of them. The two men leaned against the car, their arms folded, watching her quietly. Their posture and eyes were exactly the same.

If Lin Hai wasn't a little shorter, they would look like twin brothers, even their clothing styles are the same!

"You two...why are you looking at me? Go!"

"Are you planning to stop looking?" Lin Hai asked.

“…” Tian Xin opened her mouth but didn’t answer.

"How are you going to explain to Zhang Shuai?" Lin Hai asked again.

"He will understand!" said Tian Xin.

"What on earth have you been through? You're so young, but you act like a middle-aged man who's lived for decades!"

Lin Zhou wanted to ask this question, but he didn't dare. When Lin Hai said this, he felt both excited and nervous.

He wanted to know the answer Tian Xin would give, but was afraid of suddenly irritating her.

"Get in the car and talk!" He opened the car door and motioned Tian Xin to get in.

"You ask too many questions!" Tian Xin threw down a sentence and got into the car directly, ignoring Lin Hai's eyes that widened after hearing it.

"Hey, you really are a fast learner! Huh?"

The car restarted and drove towards the county town.

"What was the name of that song just now?" Tian Xin asked.

…

…

No one answered her.

"What's wrong?" Tian Xin glanced at Lin Zhou and then at Lin Hai through the rearview mirror.

"Blue lotus!" said Lin Hai.

"Let's hear it!"

"Didn't you just complain about the noise?"

"Forget it then!"

Crazy! One moment he complains about the noise, the next he wants to listen!

Lin Hai pressed the play button——

"Nothing can stop you—your yearning for freedom—your unfettered life—your heart is free from worries—"

As soon as Xu Wei's voice came out along with the sound of guitar, Tian Xin started humming along!

"Can you sing?" Lin Hai asked.

“No!”

"Then how did you sing it?"

"Haven't you just heard it?"

"Just a few times? Have you learned it?"

"Is this difficult?"

“…”

————

"Here, have some gum!"

“I don’t want to eat it!”

"You...you just vomited, the smell is too strong!"

“…”

Lin Zhou couldn't help laughing while driving. These two people must have reconciled!

When Tian Xin returned to the hospital, Zhang Shuai had finished the infusion and was still asleep.

She called her mother and stayed in the hospital to accompany Zhang Shuai!

After returning from Weicheng, she has been very busy. She is busy with the affairs of the village committee, the agricultural products company, and preparing to renovate the clinker factory with Li Baiwan. Every day is busy... busy...

I was so busy that I didn’t notice how much this person had to handle alone!

If he had not come back with her at that time and stayed in Liu Xin's cement factory, the situation would definitely be different now!

Liu Xin said she would give him double his salary, and he could ask for any benefits he wanted, and even acknowledge him as her big brother! With the factory director's son as his younger brother, he would surely have a prosperous life! He might even be able to become a small boss.

He led the team at work and went out for a stroll after work. He was handsome and kind. If he got ahead, he would definitely meet a girl who liked him. He could save some money, start a family, and live a happy life of his own.

But she brought him back. He followed her, protecting her like a brother and a father, afraid that she would get hurt or sad!

While he was working hard and taking care of her, he was also being harassed endlessly by his scoundrel father.

What kind of life does he live?

He never told her about his difficulties and only cared about not doing enough or well enough.

But why didn't she notice? He was around her every day, why didn't she think about understanding his life?

Tian Xin was filled with strong self-blame. She held Zhang Shuai's hand and kept crying! Her mind was full of scenes of the two of them together!

"Boss... why are you crying?" Tian Xin was crying fiercely when Zhang Shuai's fingers suddenly moved and she woke up!

She quickly turned her head and wiped her face roughly.

"It's okay! My eyes are a little uncomfortable, it's an old problem!"

"Go back to sleep..."

"No, I'm not going back. I'm staying with you today and not going anywhere!" Tian Xin put Zhang Shuai's hand into the quilt!

"No need...let Lin Zhou...take you back!"

"It's so dark, are you sure I can go back with him alone?"

"Don't worry... he... won't... cough cough cough cough -"

Before he finished speaking, Zhang Shuai started coughing violently.

Tian Xin quickly patted his chest.

"Stop talking and rest!"

Zhang Shuai closed his eyes, took a few deep breaths, and opened his eyes again.

The two people looked at each other, and their eyes turned red at the same time!

Zhang Shuai turned her head and a tear flowed into the gauze wrapped around her head.