Chapter 59 Chapter 59 If you don’t want it.

"I looked it up online, and it's effective within 72 hours. Can we go to the pharmacy first?"

Yan Jiu didn't say the name of the medicine directly, but her meaning was very clear.

The air suddenly fell into silence.

Chen Yuchu's face was calm, and no emotion could be detected in his deep eyes. In the stern aura, Yan Jiu's breathing unconsciously became lighter.

Even Ping An fell completely silent.

She pinched her fingers nervously, feeling conflicted.

"This medicine is not good for your health."

Chen Yuchu's voice was flat, like a calm robot, but it was different from usual.

Yan Jiu never thought about having children.

Although Yong Meiru and Yu Xue had mentioned it in passing, she had never truly understood it. Furthermore, she and Chen Yuchu were newlyweds, so she had never taken it to heart.

She knew the drug would harm her body, but there was no other solution. She couldn't wait until she was sure she was pregnant before having an abortion. Regardless of whether she was willing to do it or not, it would cause even greater harm to her body.

Always choose the lesser of two evils.

"sorry."

The heavy voice fell on Yan Jiu's ear, making her hesitate for a moment. After coming back to her senses, she subconsciously looked at Chen Yuchu. The first thing that caught her eye was his tense hands.

These hands were familiar. They had hugged her, wiped away her tears, and made her lose herself in the mist.

Yan Jiu's eyelashes trembled, and he tilted his head away a little, not knowing how to organize his words. "No, I'm not sorry..."

"It's consensual."

Remembering Chen Yuchu's three-hour workout this morning, Yan Jiu couldn't bring herself to blame him. It was simply a matter of course, their emotions uncontrollable. If there was any fault, then she was also at fault.

"Yanjiu, don't you want our child?"

Chen Yuchu's words hit her heart like a rainstorm, causing her to tense up suddenly, even curling up her little finger. She had never heard him speak in such a tone before.

He asked her in a hoarse voice, "Am I an unqualified husband?"

The eldest son of the Chen family, who had always been high and mighty, now seemed to have humbled himself. This gave Yan Jiu the illusion that Chen Yuchu was not asking her, but begging her.

Begging her not to give up their child.

Although he was called a child, he didn't even have a shadow of a child. There was just a slight possibility.

Yan Jiu didn't know how to answer the first question, so she had to answer the second one first. Her eyes fell quietly on the slender white fingers, and she whispered softly, "You are a very good husband."

Even during the first three months when he was away after they got their marriage certificate, Yan Jiu lived a pretty good life. He moved away from his original family and lived freely in Jianan Villa without any material worries.

After Chen Yuchu came back, the originally cold and monotonous villa felt more like home. He allowed her to continue raising Ping An. Although he never mentioned it, Yan Jiu knew that Chen Yuchu would sometimes take Ping An for walks and play with it.

Apart from Qin Rong's affairs, Chen Yuchu has always respected her ideas and protected her well at all times.

He drove Sheng Jingyao and Xiang Yayun away from the Chen family, and with just a few words, he made Meng Zhuxing no longer dislike her. He did not say a single unpleasant word to her because of Yan Hongsheng's crossing the line.

The most important thing is that Yan Jiu can feel her heart starting to beat healthily. She is no longer the stagnant pool of water she once was, unable to find the meaning of life and living like a walking corpse.

She began to truly rebel against her father mentally. She could feel every detail of the changes in her life. She was no longer afraid of the darkness, and she had a brand new self.

At the beginning, Chen Yuchu was the man she avoided. She was afraid of his dull, elite aura, and she didn't know how to get along with a stranger.

Later, she looked up at this mountain, fascinated by the calmness and dignity in his every move. His calm and decisive temperament was something she lacked. He was always so calm, as if there was no problem in the world that he could not solve.

Later, Yan Jiu thought, maybe he was not far away. He was not the towering mountains, nor the moon in the sky. He was just her husband, nothing more.

She bumped into Chen Yuchu's life in an unpleasant manner, and Chen Yuchu changed her original trajectory.

But Yan Jiu never thought about children.

Her family was broken, and sometimes even superficial harmony could not be maintained. Her childhood was not happy and even makes people feel depressed when recalling it.

When he was very young, Yan Jiu felt that a couple like Yan Hongsheng and Yu Xue was abnormal.

Children who grow up in such families will either quickly escape from home to start a new family or be completely afraid of family life.

Yan Jiu didn't quite know how to educate a child in the future and prevent her from repeating her mistakes.

If giving birth to a child means you will face misfortune, then don't give birth to it.

She was far from ready. But Chen Yuchu's family must have some expectations for her, such as having children and grandchildren. Elderly people always hope for a large family. Furthermore, the battle for succession between the two brothers was still undecided.

Yan Jiu bit her lips tightly, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes, and she didn't know what to do.

In her dilemma, a hand with clear veins jumped into her sight. He held her trembling hand and trembling heart.

"If you don't want it." Chen Yuchu paused, as if it was difficult for him to say this complete sentence, "Then don't want it."

Yan Jiu looked at him in disbelief, fell into his eyes as deep as the sea, and saw his pain.

Chen Yuchu couldn't understand her hesitation and helplessness, but he still respected her choice.

Yan Jiu's empty, wavering heart was suddenly filled. She grasped his strong wrist bone, bit by bit digging into his palm, and said seriously, "Let me think about it again. 72 hours haven't come yet."

Chen Yuchu felt the soft, boneless palm, and vaguely remembered her frail, bent body. This gentle and delicate flower had once swayed and damp in his palm.

She is easily shy and nice to everyone. She used to be afraid of him but now she is willing to take the initiative to hold his hand. When she took the initiative to kiss him, fireworks bloomed in his heart that no one knew about.

She once frowned slightly and said that she was in a little pain, but she still carried his pain; she wove a soft spider web, and unknowingly trapped him so that he could not escape.

He and Yan Jiu are a perfect match.

The atmosphere between the two was tense, and Ping An moved his head closer to their clasped hands and rubbed them.

Chen Yuchu's dark eyes moved over its soft fur, and he whispered softly, "Safe."

Ping An barked in response.

Facing the tacit understanding between the man and the dog, Yan Jiu felt a warm feeling in her heart, dispelling some of her uneasiness.

The address Zhu Shiqing sent them was a commercial camp.

The campsite is located on the top of a mountain and you can hike or drive directly to the top.

The four of them met at the bottom of the mountain and got into the same car, and the driver drove away in another car.

Compared to Gao Zhou's restrained nod and greeting, Zhu Shiqing was much more enthusiastic. She introduced with a smile: "This is my little baby Billion, you must play well with Ping An."

Zhu Shiqing was wearing a pink T-shirt and skinny jeans. She was 1.75 meters tall with a slender figure, and her dimples appeared when she smiled.

Although it was the first time Yan Jiu met Zhu Shiqing, they had already chatted a lot on the phone and had seen her modeling photos on WeChat Moments. She didn't feel unfamiliar with him now. She smiled and said, "Ping An, this is Billion."

The original plan was to drive to the middle of the mountain and then hike up, allowing the two little ones to get to know each other and feel each other during this process.

But due to the special changes, Chen Yuchu was very firm on this point and insisted on driving up the mountain.

Yan Jiu thought he was exaggerating, but Gao Zhou and Zhu Shiqing agreed. Zhu Shiqing also said, "Let's save our energy because we still need to set up the tent later."

But when they reached the top of the mountain, Gao Zhou and Chen Yuchu didn't let them do anything, saying only that two men could do this kind of thing.

Zhu Shiqing smiled at them, then turned and whispered to Yan Jiu, "Don't worry. Gao Zhou has been doing hard labor for me. This is the nickname I secretly gave him. Don't tell anyone."

Yan Jiu's eyes fell on the two men holding the poles, and the corners of his mouth curved slightly as he said, "Then let's get the food out and set it out."

Zhu Shiqing: "Okay, pose and take beautiful photos so I can post them on WeChat Moments."

Knowing Chen Yuchu's special status, she added, "Don't worry, I won't let anyone in the photo, only take pictures of the food. I've learned some photography techniques from the photographer, so I can also take pictures of the two little ones."

They took out the folding tables and chairs, set them up, and put the prepared food on them.

The two little ones started playing together quickly after they met. They didn't chase each other, but just lay on the grass, holding each other's hands and feet. When they smelled the aroma of food, they jumped up, ran to the table, and sat down obediently.

Yan Jiu and Zhu Shiqing smiled as they distributed the treats. When Yan Jiu mentioned that he had prepared a lot of dried meat snacks for next week's stray animal adoption event, Zhu Shiqing said regretfully, "It's a shame I can't join in. I once found a litter of cats and it took me a long time to find one to adopt. One person's power is ultimately limited, and leaving them outside to feed isn't a long-term solution. Adoption events like this are truly meaningful."

"Yeah." Yan Jiu also sighed a little, "This hospital is very good. They offer discounts on sterilization and treatment for stray animals."

Zhu Shiqing glanced between the two men and suddenly said, "Why don't I ask Gao Zhou, the coolie, to help out? He's just sitting around doing nothing anyway."

For something like this, the more people there are, the better. Yan Jiu looked up at them and said, "Then ask Gao Zhou for his opinion."

Zhu Shiqing: "I have the final say at home."

She spoke very frankly, and Yan Jiu couldn't help laughing. He looked out at the spring scenery on the top of the mountain, completely forgetting the thoughts that had been lingering in his mind.

Zhu Shiqing secretly glanced at Chen Yuchu and whispered, "Xiaojiu, I saw your husband from a distance when I attended an event before. He is very different from now."

Yan Jiu rolled his sparkling eyes curiously, his porcelain-white face stained a faint red from smiling, "Why are they different?"

Zhu Shiqing thought for a while before coming up with the right words. "Maybe it's more like a real person."

She sighed slightly, "You two must have a very good relationship to be like this."

Yan Jiu's cheeks felt a little hot. In the eyes of outsiders, did she and Chen Yuchu have a good relationship?

"What are you laughing at? Are you secretly saying bad things about me? You stinky Sunny!" Gao Zhou and Chen Yuchu had already set up the tent and were walking towards them.

Zhu Shiqing: "Tsk. Who wants to say bad things about you?"

Yan Jiu looked at the tall figure walking slowly towards him, a smile forming in his eyes.