Chapter 62 62 "Okay, let's split up."

The training schedule is very tight. It's this week and the location is in City A. They take the school bus there, which takes about three hours.

This training camp was formal and strict, so during this month, all of their electronic devices had to be handed over to the team coach for safekeeping, and they were only allowed to use their phones for one hour each day.

On the day of departure by bus, He Jingsui specifically called Chen Zan to tell her about this.

The voice on the phone was brisk, "It's okay, I'll wait for your call."

"Yeah." Time was running out, and someone behind him was urging him on. He Jingsui didn't have time to say anything more to her. "Then I'll hang up?"

He was about to remove the phone from his ear when Chen Zhan's voice rang out again, calling him urgently, "He Jingsui."

Putting the phone to his ear again, he asked, "What's wrong?"

The voice sounded aggrieved. "I'll wait for you to come back..."

He felt a little distressed.

His grip on the phone tightened as he said, "Wait until I come back."

After saying that, he hung up the phone.

Just as he was about to walk towards the bus, his cell phone buzzed again. After seeing the caller's name, He Jing ignored it and hung up. But the next second, the call came in again.

He Jingsui frowned with some impatience.

"Sui, you haven't finished making love with your wife yet. The bus is about to leave, so hurry up!" On the other side of the bus, Jiang Qiannan's head popped out of the window.

The ringing of the phone annoyed him, so He Jing waved at him and said he would be there right away.

"Hurry up!"

He Jing then turned around, pressed the answer button, and said "Hello" in a neutral voice.

He Jinzhou's voice could be heard shouting at him from the other end of the line, "He Jingsui, you're absolutely lawless! How dare you hang up on me!"

He Jingsui was in no mood to chat with him, "If you have to fart, do it now."

"Let me ask you, why did you give up training abroad? What are you planning?"

"Does this have anything to do with you?" He Jingsui chuckled nonchalantly. His voice was lazy and even without using any specific tone, it was particularly harsh. "Why, are you afraid that I'll stay in the country and seize your son's property..."

"You bastard!"

He Jingsui did not get angry but laughed, "I may be a bastard, but not as bad as you."

"you--"

He Jingsui completely ignored him and sneered, "He Jinzhou, I've told you before, don't meddle in my business. Whether I go abroad or not is none of your business."

"Why is it okay?!" the person on the other end of the phone yelled angrily, "I'm telling you, He Jingsui, as long as you have the last name He, you will always be a member of the He family and you will always be my son!"

"Really?" He Jingsui's voice was cold, and he didn't even spare himself. "Then I really feel disgusted with myself."

He gritted his teeth at the word "disgusting," as if to crush it. He clenched his drooping hands into fists and shook with the force. He said, "He Jinzhou, from the day you married Tao Ling for personal gain and killed my mother, you're out of our family. For all the shit you did, I will never forgive you in my lifetime."

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After He Jingsui left, Chen Zhan's life remained the same as before, without any changes. Perhaps the only thing that changed was her uncontrollable longing for him. It was okay during the busy daytime, but the most unbearable thing was the night, when the longing enveloped her layer by layer, sometimes even making her breathless.

She was stuck in this mood for a long time.

Until that day, Lou Yan suddenly called her and asked her to go home.

There was no emotion in her voice on the phone. Chen Zan was dazed for a moment, feeling that Lou Yan had returned to her previous state.

Having a bad feeling, as she had previously experienced symptoms of depression and anxiety, Chen Zan did not dare to waste time and hurried back home.

After arriving home, Chen Zhan walked into the house and saw Lou Yan sitting in the living room. She just sat there quietly. The huge living room was dead silent. The oppressive atmosphere overwhelmed her like a tide.

Chen Zhan put down the backpack on his shoulder, walked over and sat next to her, his eyes fell on her lifeless and cold face, and she said, "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

She raised her hand to hold hers, "Are you feeling unwell again..."

Before she could finish her words, Lou Yan pulled his hand out of hers.

The empty palm paused.

Then, she heard her cold voice, "Chen Zhan, you are in love, right?"

There was a hint of surprise in the eyes that looked at her.

Inexplicable panic surged in her heart. She didn't know how Lou Yan knew, "Mom..."

"Answer my question."

Such a serious tone made Chen Zan swallow in fear, and her fingers uncontrollably clenched the hem of her skirt.

"I..." Her heart seemed to be about to jump out of her throat. She lowered her eyes and confessed to Lou Yan, "I am indeed in a relationship..."

"I didn't tell you because I was afraid you'd be angry..."

"So you're going to keep it a secret from me?"

The questioning tone left Chen Zhan speechless for a moment. She was stunned for a few seconds, then shook her head, "No..."

"I... I wanted to find a suitable opportunity to tell you..."

Chen Zhan's voice was a little anxious, "My boyfriend is very good, he..."

"What boyfriend!"

Lou Yan seemed to be stimulated, and the expression on her face was terrifying and ferocious. She seemed to be enduring something so hard that her facial muscles began to shiver and tremble.

She spoke to Chen Zhan word by word, "Chen Zhan, you don't have a boyfriend."

"mom--"

"There's no room for negotiation on this matter, Chen Zhan. Break up with him now."

"Why!" Chen Zan stood up suddenly.

"Just because I'm your mother!" Lou Yan stood up without losing any of her momentum and said fiercely, "You must break up with him!"

"I won't!" Chen Zhan was so stubborn that his eyes were tearful and his voice was shaking with excitement. "Mom, I'm already an adult. I have the right to choose who to be with. I like him, I really like him. Is it wrong to be with someone you like?"

"What about him? Does he like you? Can you guarantee that he will always like you?" Lou Yan looked at the girl in front of her with tears in her eyes, and her heart ached for some reason. She thought of herself, and how the passionate love between her and Chen Jinnian was eventually worn away by time. The unbearable pain swept over her body again, and Lou Yan's eyes turned red. "Chen Zan, can't you see that I, your mother, am a living example, and your father is a living example!"

"But he's different from Dad..."

Such naive words made Lou Yan snort sarcastically. She also shed tears, but her eyes were empty.

I don’t know whether she was telling Chen Zan or herself.

"Men are no different."

"Zhanzhan, listen to your mother and break up with him. I won't hurt you," she said, her eyes red and almost going crazy. "It's always these men who will hurt you..."

In the end, the mother and daughter couldn't reach an agreement. Lou Yan insisted on asking her to break up, but Chen Zhan's eyes were red and his fists were clenched. He was so stubborn that he wanted to fight her to the death. "Anyway, I won't break up with him. If you can't stand it, just pretend that I'm not your daughter."

After saying that, Chen Zan turned around and went upstairs.

The moment she returned to her warm little home and locked the door, all the grievances that had been piling up in her chest burst out like a flood. She leaned her back against the door, raised her hands to cover her mouth tightly, and let the tears flow down her cheeks.

She had always thought that Lou Yan had really changed, but now she realized that she was still the same as before. She never cared about her feelings and made any decisions for her.

Chen Zan was in so much pain that she could hardly breathe. Her body slid down to the floor. She squatted there helplessly, hugging herself with her arms.

She called He Jingsui with tears in her eyes, but there was no familiar voice coming from the other end.

"Sorry, the number you dialed is currently unavailable. Please try again later..."

The grievance in her heart grew bigger and bigger, and she sobbed violently, burying her tear-soaked face in her knees.

She couldn't find He Jingsui...

He Jingsui called her back in the evening. At that time, he had just finished night training and couldn't wait to go to the coach to get his cell phone back and call Chen Zan.

The phone screen showed a missed call from Chen Zan.

His gaze paused, he curled the corners of his lips and chuckled, then called her back.

Chen Zan did not return to school. When the phone rang, she was still looking at the photo of He Jingsui in her mobile phone album.

An incoming call popped up from the top of the phone. Chen Zan saw the three words clearly and his nose felt sore that he almost cried.

My eyes also started to turn red.

She pursed her lips and sniffed hard, then adjusted herself and cleared her throat. After struggling for a while, she finally pressed the answer button.

She held the phone to her ear.

The voice that she had missed for a long time mixed with a trace of electricity came into her ears.

"Chanchan."

The corner of her lips curled up, and her nose couldn't help but feel sore again.

The bitter taste got stuck in her throat, making it difficult for her to make a sound.

Until the phone came again, "Zhanzhan?"

Chen Zhan finally managed to steady his trembling voice and replied, "I'm here..."

"Why are you calling me this morning?" The voice on the phone was slow and lazy. "Did you miss me?"

"Um……"

She finally couldn't help it and tears fell again.

With his fingers tightly gripping the quilt, Chen Zhan suppressed the grievances in his heart.

Also asked him, "Do you... miss me?"

"Um."

His voice came from the phone.

He said, “Very much.”

Chen Zan held the phone farther away and lay on the bed, sobbing silently.

Tears wet the quilt.

She wiped her face, picked up the phone again, and said to the person inside, "Then remember to come back quickly."

"good."

"What's wrong with your voice?" he asked. "Why does it sound weird?"

"It's okay. My throat has been a little uncomfortable lately," Chen Zhan lied to him. "Maybe I have a cold."

"Well, while I'm away, remember to go to the pharmacy to get some medicine and cover yourself with a blanket when you go to bed at night."

"I know……"

"Su--the coach is looking for you--" Jiang Qiannan's voice suddenly came from the other side.

This meant they had to end the call.

Chen Zan understood, so she didn't waste any more of He Jingsui's time. The grievance and sadness in her heart were healed by his voice.

She sniffed and said sensibly, "You go, He Jingsui."

"good."

He said, "I'll call you tomorrow night."

"Um."

Just as he was about to hang up, Chen Zhan suddenly called him on the phone again, "He Jingsui."

"Hmm? What's wrong?"

"I miss you so much."

These four words were no different from a confession, and He Jingsui chuckled on the other end of the phone.

She seemed to still hear the faint breath in that laughter, "Yeah, I missed you too."

"It's getting late, go to bed quickly, good night."

After saying yes, he hung up the phone. All that remained in Chen Zan's ears was the cold and regular "beep" sound.

Because of He Jingsui's phone calls these days, the haze that had accumulated because of Lou Yan began to dissipate in Chen Zan's heart bit by bit.

Lou Yan called her every day to force her to break up, but Chen Zan always hung up the phone indifferently after she finished speaking.

I thought this was a bad thing.

But then something worse happened. It was more like a curse, which directly caused Chen Zan to collapse.

She and He Shiyi had just finished class that day and had the whole afternoon left, so she had planned to stay in the studio.

But halfway through, she received a strange call from a local number.

Chen Zhan hesitated and pressed the answer button, and a middle-aged man's voice came from the other end.

He introduced himself to her: "Hello, Miss Chen, I am He Jingsui's father, He Jinzhou."

"Are you free this afternoon? Come out for a cup of coffee. I want to chat with you."

Chen Zan's scalp tightened, and his fingers gripping the phone tightened, "How... did you get my number?"

"You don't need to ask any more questions, Miss Chen. I've already sent you the address of the cafe. I'll wait for you there."

After saying that, the other party hung up the phone.

“…”

At the same time, a text message came in.

Chen Zan clicked on it and found that it was indeed the address of a cafe outside the school.

Her eyes fell on it, and she hesitated.

She had heard He Jingsui mention He Jinzhou a few times before, and she could tell from his words that the relationship between them was not harmonious. However, now that He Jinzhou came to her, the reason could only be related to He Jingsui.

Could it be that He Jinzhou has changed his ways?

But what does this have to do with her? Shouldn’t she go find He Jingsui?

Feeling a little panicked, Chen Zan always felt that this was not a good thing.

She subconsciously wanted to call He Jingsui, but his cell phone was not with him, so it was useless to call him.

After hesitating for a long time, Chen Zan decided to go and take a look himself.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Chen Zan arrived at the cafe on time. A waiter led the way at the door and took her to the innermost private room in the cafe.

The door of the compartment was pushed open by the waiter, and she told Chen Zan that this was the place.

Chen Zan smiled and said thank you to her, then walked in.

This was the first time she met He Jingsui's father He Jinzhou. As expected, they were father and son. The middle-aged man in front of her had some vague resemblance to He Jingsui, especially his deep eyebrows and eyes. He was wearing a black suit, and his temperament was steady and calm, and his businessman aura was very obvious.

When he saw her coming, there was no surprise on his face. He looked at her carefully, smiled and asked her to sit down.

Chen Zan nodded to him politely and sat down in the empty seat opposite him.

He had already ordered the coffee, and its rich aroma was mixed with bitterness.

Spreading in this box.

"I don't know what Miss Chen likes to drink, so I just ordered something casually."

"Thanks."

Chen Zan was polite enough, but he did not forget the purpose of his visit.

So he took the initiative to bring up the topic, "Mr. He, you asked me out, is there something going on?"

Since she was so direct, He Jinzhou didn't plan to beat around the bush with her anymore.

Said: "You and He Jingsui are in love, right?"

The fingers on his legs shrank a little, and he felt a little uneasy. Chen Zhan looked at the middle-aged man opposite him and asked with a guilty conscience: "How... did you know..."

He did not answer Chen Zhan's question, but said bluntly, "You should break up with him."

A few days ago, Lou Yan said the same thing.

It was like a scar that was about to scab over, but was now torn open again by He Jinzhou.

The feeling of pain once again spread throughout her body.

"Why……"

He Jinzhou said: "Because you two are not the same kind of people."

"Ms. Chen, you probably don't know yet, but Asui has already gotten the opportunity to train abroad. Coach Robert from the United States personally sent him an invitation, but he declined because of you."

His words made Chen Zan's heart ache for a moment. She couldn't believe it. He Jingsui had never told her about going abroad or getting an invitation letter.

"Why should I believe you?"

He Jinzhou smiled, and the upward curve of his lips seemed to be mocking her naivety.

He took out his cell phone, opened a video from the album, and pushed it to her.

The person inside was Robert. He spoke fluent English, and every word he said expressed his regret for He Jingsui giving up the opportunity.

Chen Zan really hoped that he didn’t understand so much English at this moment.

All the blood in my body seemed to be flowing backwards.

Furthermore, someone whispered in her ear in a calm yet aggressive tone, "Ms. Chen, you probably don't know how important this opportunity is to Asui. Becoming an outstanding shooting athlete and winning glory for the country has always been his dream, and it was also his mother's last wish, but now he has chosen to give up."

"I know you like him, but this kind of liking will only become a stumbling block."

"Miss Chen, do you understand what I mean?"

Her heart felt like it was about to break in two, and Chen Zhan clutched the hem of her skirt tightly.

Her eyes were slightly red, and her glass-like pupils were covered with a layer of mist.

After sniffing, Chen Zan raised his head stubbornly and gave him a stiff smile.

"It's okay, don't worry. Even if he doesn't have that opportunity, I believe he can still fulfill his dream and fulfill...his mother's last wish."

"What about you, Miss Chen? Ah Sui can work hard for ten or twenty years, but can you wait for him for ten or twenty years?"

"People can't stay in the same place. Asui can't, and neither can you. Only if you leave him can you both find happiness."

"Why are you so sure that he will be happy after I leave him?" Her voice was hoarse, light and powerless.

"Because he's a descendant of the He family, Miss Chen, don't blame me for saying harsh words. The He family values ​​matching social status. Liking is only temporary. You're still too young to treat a momentary liking as a lifetime thing. When you reach my age, you'll understand that in this world, feelings are the least worth mentioning."

"Think about it carefully," he said, then stood up and left. When he passed by her, he stopped and looked at her sideways. "Ms. Chen, you don't know what kind of world Asui is facing. You can't reach his world. Wake up from your dream, and let everything return to the starting point."

After saying that, he didn't stay any longer. He simply adjusted the expensive watch on his wrist and left.

The moment the box door closed, tears burst out of Chen Zan's eyes.

She seemed to finally give up and sobbed softly, "So... I was the one who blocked his way, right..."

Chen Zan would always think of Lou Yan and He Jinzhou's words in the dead of night. The two voices intertwined together, gnawing at her nerves like insects and ants.

Tears kept falling uncontrollably from the corners of her eyes. She looked at the photos on her phone, and her heart ached as if it was broken.

"A Sui had already received the opportunity to train abroad, but he turned it down because of you."

"I know you like him, but this kind of liking will only become a stumbling block."

"Men are no different. It will always be these men who will hurt you."

Chen Zan hugged herself tightly in pain, her wet cheeks buried in her knees. She recalled so many beautiful things about them that it was too difficult to let go.

Finally, she couldn't hold it in any longer and burst into tears.

After a month of training, they finally came to an end in the agonizing mood of anticipation. The bus took them back to school. As soon as the bus stopped and the door was opened by the driver, the students in the bus couldn't wait to get off one after another.

The sun was shining brightly. Jiang Qiannan took a deep breath of air as soon as he got out of the car. He put his arm on He Jingsui's shoulder and couldn't help sighing, "A nest of gold or silver is not as good as your own doghouse. The air in our northern Beijing is still better. Just taking two breaths makes me feel refreshed!"

"Come on," He Jingsui tilted his head and chuckled, pulling his arm away from his shoulders, and teasing him with a smile, "Just take your time and inhale it. I have something else to do, so I'll leave first."

“…”

Jiang Qiannan was speechless as he watched his anxious back as he walked towards the dormitory. His tone was sour. "It's different now that you're free. The coach should really let you stay in jail for two more days, you bastard who forgot his brothers for love!"

“…”

He Jingsui quickly returned to the dormitory, took a shower and changed his clothes. His roommate had just arrived when he grabbed his cell phone and was about to leave.

"A Sui, you want to go out?"

"Yeah, something."

"Meet your girlfriend?"

"Yeah." Without talking to him for long, He Jingsui patted his shoulder and said with a smile, "I'm in a hurry, so I'll leave first."

After he finished speaking, he strode away.

In just a short while, the sky changed. The bright sunshine was blocked by lead-gray clouds, and there were many leaves blown down by the wind on the road.

It looked like it was going to rain, but He Jingsui did not return to the dormitory to get an umbrella. He called Chen Zan while walking.

From the day he left Jingbei, Chen Zhan knew that he would come back today. Originally, she planned to go to their school to wait for him, but too many things happened during this period of time and she didn't know how to face him.

He Jinzhou's words made her feel guilty.

She blamed herself deeply, wondering if it was because of her unreasonable behavior that He Jingsui had no choice but to give up that opportunity.

She didn't know if she had done something wrong.

The three words "stumbling block" are like a thorn stuck in my heart. It hurts every time I think of it.

These things kept running through her mind every day. Sometimes it was Lou Yan's coercion, and sometimes it was He Jinzhou's kind persuasion.

Her heart gradually became numb, and she was left with only a pair of eyes that could shed tears.

Until the phone rang crisply.

She numbly rolled her eyes to look at her phone, seeing the familiar name on the screen. He Jingsui called her, but she didn't have the courage to answer. She knew he would come, so Chen Zan went downstairs directly.

The sky was filled with gloom and there was even a sad wind blowing.

It was still summer, but Chen Zan felt unusually cold.

"Chen Zhan!"

The voice finally rang in my ears.

Chen Zhan turned her head and saw the man she had been thinking about day and night was finally in front of her. At that moment, her eyes were filled with tears, and she didn't know how to run into his arms.

But before she could react, He Jingsui had already run towards her. The wind ruffled his hair and clothes, but his clean face and eyes were still as deep as before.

She was held in his arms, and the familiar warmth and breath rushed towards her.

Her nose felt sore and she really wanted to hug him, but she had no strength.

"He Jingsui."

She raised her weak arms to push him away. The wind seemed to have grown stronger now, and the treetops were shaking violently.

Chen Zan raised his eyes to look at the young man in front of him, and his throat suddenly became choked.

She was somewhat speechless.

His fingers curled into fists, trembling as she squeezed them tightly.

"Let's break up."

The lazy smile at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows froze because of this sentence, and was replaced by a sound of disbelief.

His voice was low and oppressive, with a hint of danger, "What did you say?"

Thinking that the voice was too soft and he didn't hear clearly, Chen Zhan raised the corner of his lips and said in a louder voice, "I said we break up."

"Why?" He Jingsui frowned and grabbed her wrist, "Give me a reason."

Chen Zan raised her head. Although her eyes were misty, she still looked at him stubbornly, "Why didn't you tell me that you had got the opportunity to go to the United States for training?"

There was a hint of surprise in his eyes. He didn't know how Chen Zan knew about this.

But now was not the time to ask questions, so he answered her question, "Because I have decided not to go."

"Is it because I'm right?"

Part of it was, but a big part of it was that he thought it was just an opportunity. He felt it was no big deal and he could do just fine without it.

He was about to open his mouth to explain to her, but she spoke first, "Who gives you the right to make decisions for me? Why didn't you tell me such a big thing? He Jingsui, can you please not be so selfish?"

Her eyes were misty with tears. He Jing stepped forward and pressed her into his arms. For the first time, he apologized to her in such a humble manner, "Okay, I was wrong in this matter. I shouldn't have made the decision without telling you. I was wrong. I'm sorry."

He held her slender shoulders tightly and said, "But, please don't joke about breaking up, okay?"

"I'm not kidding you..." She tried her best to push him away, but found that he was holding her too tightly. She sighed weakly, her voice muffled in his arms, "He Jingsui, I'm not kidding you."

A muffled thunder sounded overhead, which seemed to break He Jingsui's hard heart.

In that moment of shock, his arms loosened a little, and Chen Zan took the opportunity to push him away and took a step back to create some distance between them. It was so dark that she could not see his face clearly.

But she still looked at him steadily, as if she had made up her mind, "I really want to break up with you."

She clenched her drooping hands tightly and lowered her eyelashes. "I'm sorry, I made you lose that opportunity. I'm really sorry. That was your dream and your mother's last wish."

She raised her eyes to look at him, took a deep breath, her eyes sparkling, "Actually, you don't have to be afraid to tell me. Of course I want you to go with such a good opportunity. I don't want to be a stumbling block in your life, nor do I want you to lose any opportunities because of me. If your love needs to be exchanged for these, I would rather not have you."

She spoke so harshly that every word pierced He Jingsui's heart.

He suddenly felt a little ridiculous, and pulled the corners of his lips, mocking himself.

Sorry, guilty, so that's what she thought.

"So when you called me and said you missed me before, you were thinking about this?" As if he had suddenly realized something, all the good things he had once thought of were shattered bit by bit. He almost bit off the very foundation and questioned her in a low voice, "Chen Zan, have you always thought about me like this?"

My warm eyes were swollen with soreness, and my nails dug into my palms. "Yes, that's how I miss you."

His fingers clenched into fists, and his knuckles crackled.

In the past, he always thought she was a gentle and warm person, but he forgot that Chen Zan was not obedient.

But despite this, he still compromised with her, "Okay, it doesn't matter if you think so about me, it doesn't matter how you think about me, but please don't be angry, okay, Chen Zhan, we don't need to break up over such a small matter."

"It's a small matter?" Chen Zhan's voice trembled slightly. "Do you think this is a small matter?"

"So you've always been like this, never taking anything to heart, He Jingsui. I don't want to see you become like this."

"You only make me feel more disgusted," her voice choked, as if it was difficult for her to say those words, "I am disgusted."

"He Jingsui, I don't want to live my whole life in guilt. Can you please let me go?"

Thunder rumbled in the dark clouds above, and raindrops as big as beans fell one by one, shattering two cold hearts.

His face was hazy in the dim light and his emotions could not be seen clearly. Only that indifferent voice entered Chen Zan's ears.

That kind of lacks warmth. "Okay, let's break up."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, with thunder flashing and roaring. She stood stiffly there, watching He Jingsui turn around and leave, warm tears welling up in her eyes.

She slowly squatted down and broke down crying in the rain.

She couldn't tell whether the water on her face was tears or rain. Her heart felt like it was being torn in two. The thunder after the lightning was loud, and she hugged herself in pain.

The endless guilt lingered in her heart, like a demon gradually devouring her.

"sorry……"

It was me who lost you who was so dazzling.

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The author has something to say: I am afraid that everyone does not understand, so I will briefly explain to everyone why Zhanzhan broke up.

1. The first point is because of her mother Lou Yan. Lou Yan has suffered from long-term cold violence from Chen Jinnian and has suffered from depression. Although the treatment has improved, Chen Jinnian’s behavior has been deeply engraved in Lou Yan’s bones. In addition, Lou Yan’s personality is relatively traditional, so when she found out that Chen Zhan was in a relationship, her first reaction was actually to think of her own experiences. She thought that love was too cheap and there was no such thing as love in the world, so she was afraid that Zhan Zhan would end up like her, so she actually had a bit of that crazy feeling of being mentally tortured.

Second, the second point is the pressure from He Jingsui's father, He Jinzhou. From the content of the article, we can see that He Jinzhou's words are very sharp and direct. He even went so far as to point the finger at Chen Zan as the real reason why He Jingsui gave up the opportunity, causing her to misunderstand him and think that He Jingsui gave up because of her, but this is not the case (the original text states)

Because his purpose was to make them break up, because He Jingsui was a descendant of the He family, and the He family and Chen Zan's family were not a good match. He thought that their relationship was just a whim, so he wanted them to let go as soon as possible.

3. The third point is Chen Zhan's guilt about He Jingsui giving up the opportunity to train abroad. Because of He Jinzhou's words, she gradually came to believe that she was the stumbling block on He Jingsui's life path. From He Jinzhou's words, it seemed that He Jingsui gave up that opportunity because of her. She didn't believe it at first, but when He Jinzhou showed Chen Zhan the video sent by Coach Robert, she believed it. So she felt extremely guilty. Although He Jingsui didn't tell her about this, she had already determined at that moment that this was her fault. So she felt that she was hurting him and didn't know how to face him.

Layers of pressure were piled on her at the same time. She couldn't bear it and couldn't bear it. The three words "stumbling block" swallowed her up bit by bit, and she felt that she had no face to face him again.

To sum up, she wants to break up with him TVT

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I hope I explained it clearly, and that's half of the story! Let's get into the city!

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