Chapter 59 He is a waste

“If you didn’t take it, I won’t let you take the responsibility.” Shen Yixiao flatly refused.

He ignored my existence again and again.

I demanded, "So you just think I took the document, right?"

Shen Yixiao grabbed my hand, looking helpless, “Of course not, so now we have to find out who else came into the office.”

It's easy to say. The surveillance camera is there. Only Lu Xiaoyun and I have been in here. What are we checking?

Shen Yixiao noticed that I was in a bad mood and finally started to take it seriously. He asked Lu Xiaoyun to leave first, and only he and I were left in the office.

My face was tense, like a silent sculpture. Shen Yixiao sighed and wanted to hug me, but I avoided him.

This action made his already irritable heart even more irritable. He asked, "Does it have to be like this? My work is actually quite tiring. I have to take care of your emotions all the time and explain various things to you all the time. It makes me even more tired."

He didn't know how to save the situation, so he just found a reason to blame me and divert the conflict.

I still didn't say anything because I needed time to suppress the anger in my heart.

The silence spread, and Shen Yixiao's irritability turned into uneasiness, "Wife, are you angry? I had a bad attitude just now, I'm sorry."

He was accusing me of bad things in the last second, and admitted his mistakes in the next second. He seemed to be a good man who was willing to admit his mistakes, but in fact he was a fickle person, which was quite scary.

His moods used to be so changeable, but I never took it seriously.

I managed to calm down my emotions and spoke slowly, "Chen Yixiao, do you think it's appropriate for you to believe Lu Xiaoyun and not me? If it gets out, the so-called love between us will become a joke."

Shen Yixiao scratched his hair, his brows raised, and he was extremely depressed, "I know, I didn't think it through. It's not that I don't believe you, nor do I believe Secretary Lu, but it happened so suddenly that I didn't react in time."

"It's already time to get off work. I definitely won't be able to find the file today, so I'll go back first." I didn't want to say more to him.

Shen Yixiao hesitated to speak, and finally let me go back first.

When I walked out of the office, Lu Xiaoyun was talking to several other secretaries. When they saw me come out, they had different expressions on their faces.

Lu Xiaoyun came over and said earnestly, "Madam, no matter what Mr. Shen said, I believe that you did not take the document. I have also been to the office, so let me take the responsibility."

It sounds so nice. People who don't know the truth might really think that I was the one who took the document and that Lu Xiaoyun wants to take the blame for me.

The others looked at each other, their eyes becoming more mysterious.

I just glanced at Lu Xiaoyun indifferently, without responding to her performance, and left leisurely.

On the way back, I sent messages to Meng Zicheng and Liang Feng, telling them what happened today.

I haven't contacted them actively for a long time, and our relationship is getting more and more distant, but when I saw the hug in the dark at the class reunion, I had to figure out which one of them it was.

Meng Zicheng called and said indignantly, "Damn it, sister-in-law, did Brother Xiao really say that? Is he drunk and not sober?"

I smiled bitterly, "Yeah, now even a secretary is more important than me."

My words made Meng Zicheng silent for a few seconds, because I really hit the mark, and he had to make up for it quickly.

After a few seconds, he laughed and said, "Sister-in-law, don't let your imagination run wild. A secretary can't be as important as you. Brother Xiao must have made an unintentional mistake. Let me ask him."

After saying that, he hung up the phone.

Then I received a message from Liang Feng: It must be a misunderstanding, have a good chat with him.

Me: I don’t want to talk to him, he has changed.

Liang Feng didn't reply. I had already arrived home. After waiting for a while, I decided to go eat first.

While eating, I received a message from a high-end imitation personal store. After adding him, I started chatting with him. I took photos of most of my bags and jewelry and sent them to him.

After chatting for a while, I heard the footsteps of Shen Yixiao coming back, and quickly put away my phone and continued eating.

Shen Yixiao walked in quickly, and before I had even finished my meal, he pulled me up and hugged me tightly. I was a little stunned until I felt him choking.

For a moment, my heart also became bitter.

The last time he hugged me and cried was when Grandpa Shen passed away.

"I'm sorry, Little Moon, I know I've changed now. I seem to have fallen into a very bad state. I promised to love you forever and believe in you, but I didn't do this well. I... I'm a waste, I hate myself!"

Shen Yixiao spoke sincerely, and the sob in his throat became clearer and clearer. He pushed me away and looked into my eyes. His eyes, which were full of red bloodshot, were very moist.

I always felt that he was subtly confessing his infidelity.

Before I could say anything, he continued, "I found the document and locked it in the safe."

"That's good." I forced a smile and looked at his face as if I was looking at a concrete tragedy.

Shen Yixiao kissed my lips, and a tear flowed down the corner of his eye. I felt it at the corner of my lips, and it was cold.

I clenched my hands and refused to hug him. I hated and feared this feeling. He loved me intermittently and I felt it intermittently.

If the ending is tragic, then I don't need any happiness in the process. I will try to find sugar in the broken glass, but if I swallow it, it will cut my throat and pierce my heart, and I will die in an unclear fantasy.

"Let's eat." I suppressed the hatred and resentment in my heart and said softly.

Shen Yixiao nodded and sat down to eat with me.

He almost didn't sleep all night tonight. In a half-asleep state, I saw him smoking at the window, holding our photo album in his hand, flipping through it from time to time.

Will he miss our past too? Such a sensational story in the mouths of others.

In a trance, I had another dream. In the dream, there was a bustling campus. Meng Zicheng and Liang Feng followed behind Shen Yixiao. As soon as the get out of class was over, they followed behind me like three big Buddhas.

"Xiaoyue, why are you so kind? Thank you for helping my grandfather. If it weren't for you, he would have been helpless in the hospital. I owe you a favor, and you can ask for it back at any time." Shen Yixiao lay beside my desk with a smirk on his handsome face.

Not far away, Xu Zhengnan was reading a book. He looked over intentionally or unintentionally, and a cold look flashed across his deep eyes.

During this period of time, I seem to dream about my student days more and more frequently. Perhaps it is because I regret it so much that I dream about it at night.

The next day, Shen Yixiao did not go to the company, and he did not let me go either. Instead, he enthusiastically made an appointment with Meng Zicheng and Liang Feng, saying that they wanted to go camping together.

"Yuanyang Lake is pretty nice, haven't you always wanted to go there?" Shen Yixiao said to me as he put tools into the car.