Chapter 84 Divorce Him

My mother asked me to meet her at an amusement park.

That was my favorite place to go when I was a kid, and my parents would take me there every weekend.

After so many years, this amusement park has become very old, the equipment is outdated, the flow of visitors is very small, and it is even free to come in and play.

My mother was waiting for me at the carousel. I hurriedly looked for her and finally saw her on a bench with a marshmallow in her hand.

"Xiaoyue!" My mother recognized me at first sight, even though I was wearing a mask.

She walked towards me with a look of distress on her face.

I secretly saw her and my dad several times, but I didn't dare to say hello or face them.

"Mom!" I ran over and threw myself into that warm embrace.

My mother hugged me and patted my back, "Xiaoyue, you've lost a lot of weight."

Hearing her say this, I felt even worse. Thinking of what I had done to them in my previous life, I felt extremely regretful. I felt sorry for all the parents in the world. I betrayed the two people who loved me the most.

I wanted to speak, but as soon as I opened my mouth I couldn't help crying and couldn't say anything.

My mother couldn't help crying, she held my hand and gave me the marshmallow, "Eat it, you loved it when you were in high school, but now you're an adult, I don't know if you like it anymore."

I took the marshmallow and took a bite. It was sweet and greasy, as if it could dilute the bitterness in my heart.

"Come and have dinner with your mother." My mother said gently.

"Okay." I nodded.

After we arrived at a restaurant, we chose a secluded corner to sit down. My mother has aged a lot, and the impact was even greater when we saw her up close.

She has been hurt a lot by me over the years. She was almost 40 when she gave birth to Li Qingming. She must have been very exhausted and physically tired.

My mother saw the news and found out that I was infertile, so she asked Xu Zhengnan for my cell phone number and came out to look for me. My father didn't know.

She kept asking me what I had experienced during these years with Shen Yixiao, and whether Shen Yixiao would dislike me and bully me since I couldn't have children.

I didn't want her to worry, so I could only beautify my past experiences to avoid making her feel sad.

"Xiaoyue, if Shen Yixiao dislikes you because of this, you can divorce him and go home, okay?" My mother held my hand tightly, her eyes were earnest, "Don't worry, as long as you leave Shen Yixiao and apologize to your father, we will definitely accept you."

When I heard what my mother said, I almost blurted out and told her that I was already planning to leave Shen Yixiao.

But I didn’t know what the outcome would be, and I didn’t want Shen Yixiao to know that my parents would go and take revenge on them after they returned to China, so I stopped and didn’t say anything.

I'll tell my parents when the day comes when I really leave him.

"Mom, are you all right? I heard from Aunt Yang that you had another child abroad. Aren't you very tired?" I changed the subject.

Speaking of Li Qingming, my mother felt a little guilty and didn't dare to look at me, as if she felt sorry for me.

I comforted her, "Mom, I have no right to be angry. I was the one who made the mistake first, and that's why you're so disappointed. In fact, I secretly went back to see you and my brother. He's very cute. I feel relieved to have him accompany you."

"Xiaoyue, please go home. When you come back, our family of four will be reunited. I will find a way to convince your father." My mother really wants me to go back.

I really want to go back, but at the moment I can't be sure what the outcome will be for Shen Yixiao. If the divorce doesn't go through, and my parents become his handle, that would be troublesome.

I whispered, "Mom, don't worry about me."

"How can I not worry about you?" My mother looked at me steadily. "You are a piece of flesh that fell from my body. I dream every day that you are injured, but your father won't let me contact you, saying that you will not turn back until you hit the wall. You have to suffer a lot before you will come back willingly to admit your mistakes."

I smiled bitterly in my heart, my father was really a prophet, but I was too naive during my adolescence, and really thought that love was enough to satisfy my hunger.

At this time, the dishes came, all of which were my favorites.

I deliberately changed the topic and just kept eating and picking up food for my mother.

My mother sensed my deliberate avoidance and stopped forcing me. Instead, she accompanied me to have a good meal. The mother and daughter chatted together, and the relationship was very harmonious.

My broken heart healed a little because of this meal.

After dinner, I drove my mother to a place near home and made an appointment to meet again next time.

"Auntie Bai." I heard Xu Zhengnan's voice as my mother opened the car door and got out.

My mother responded enthusiastically, "Zhengnan, did you just come back? Xiaoyue, come down quickly and say hello to Zhengnan. If he hadn't given me your contact information, I wouldn't have been able to find you."

I didn't want to get out of the car, but since my mother had spoken, I had no choice but to unbuckle my seat belt, get out of the car and say hello to Xu Zhengnan, "Xu Zhengnan, good evening."

I had said such harsh words last time on the "cloud". I thought that I would never meet Xu Zhengnan again, but it's only been so long.

Thinking of this, I was a little afraid to look him in the eyes.

Xu Zhengnan must have just come back from playing basketball. He was wearing a black basketball jersey and holding an orange basketball in his hand. The muscle lines on his arms were very clear, and his slender and powerful limbs looked very powerful, which was different from the feeling when he was wearing long sleeves and long pants.

Probably for my mother's sake, he didn't show any displeasure to me, but smiled peacefully, "Good evening."

"Zhengnan, please don't tell your Uncle Li about my meeting with Xiaoyue. I'm afraid he will be angry." My mother requested helplessly.

Xu Zhengnan nodded, "Okay, I understand, Aunt Bai, if everything is fine, I'll go back first."

"Okay, you go back first." my mother replied.

Seeing Xu Zhengnan walking away, my mother sighed, "Xiaoyue, it would have been great if you had chosen Zhengnan at that time."

I didn't say anything, because things had come to this point and any more I said would only deepen my mother's regret.

She turned and continued, "But I really didn't expect that Shen Yixiao would be in this position today. I saw on the news that he treated you so well and you were so happy, so I felt relieved. If he bullies you, you can divorce and come back."

"Well, Mom, you should go back and rest." I avoided the subject.

My mother said goodbye to me and walked home. I didn't drive back until she disappeared.

After I got home, I first sent a message to my mother to let her know I was safe, then I clicked on Xu Zhengnan’s profile picture. After hesitating for a long time, I still sent a message: Thank you.

Xu Zhengnan: What are you thanking me for?

Me: I can meet my mom thanks to you, so thank you.

Xu Zhengnan: She asked me for your contact information.

Me: It was only because of your help that I succeeded. Anyway, thank you.

Xu Zhengnan: Turn off the tape recorder.

I was stunned by the sudden response of a cold joke. It took me a while to realize that "thank you" was in every sentence I said.