Chapter 85 Dreams and Reality

Four years ago.

"Niannian, I beg you, can you give Xiao Chengan to me? Please, I really love him, I can't live without him..." Liu Mian collapsed on the ground and begged, tears in her eyes.

Yu Nian stood aside, coldly looking at Liu Mian who was crying on the ground, "Liu Mian, love is never begged for, and what can be begged for is not love! People should not be so selfish. In the name of love, you are only pursuing your own desires. Do you know that your love has not only destroyed yourself, you have destroyed everyone! I will never forgive you in this life!"

"Hahahaha, forgive?! That's hilarious... Yu Nian, ah Yu Nian, do I need your forgiveness? Your forgiveness is worthless!" Liu Mian got up from the ground, laughing crazily, "Do you think that because Xiao Cheng'an wants to marry you, you will be the final winner?! That's ridiculous. I already have him, and you only get what I don't want!"

Yu Nian's face turned pale, as if he had been hit hard, and he took a step back dejectedly, "Liu Mian...you..."

It's so scary.

Liu Mian laughed even crazier, "Yu Nian, I am the ultimate winner! I will make you live in my shadow forever, with no freedom in your life!"

After Liu Mian finished speaking, a bottomless crack suddenly appeared behind her.

She laughed until tears came out, then turned around resolutely and jumped down.

Yu Nian ran over and tried to catch her, but he only saw a shadow getting farther and farther away until it disappeared.

"No!..." Yu Nian turned over and sat up from the bed, covered in cold sweat.

She wiped the sweat from her forehead, her eyes full of panic.

Why did I suddenly have this dream?

Over the past year, she deliberately tried to forget and never thought of Liu Mian.

It's been over a year since the last wedding was canceled.

But she still couldn't get over it.

It is said that time can make people forget everything, but why does it seem to her that everything is becoming clearer and clearer?

Every scene seems like yesterday.

In one year, Xiao Cheng'an gained the forgiveness of everyone around him.

Including her.

Yu Nian smiled and forgave with tears in his eyes.

But sometimes she couldn't help but ask herself, have I really forgiven? Can I really forgive?

Mom often said, "Niannian, it's not easy to find a true lover in life. I watched Cheng'an grow up. Mom believes he will be a good husband. Besides, that thing was definitely not his original intention..."

Dad helped, "Niannian, let me tell you, this society is too impetuous, and most men are unreliable. Instead of finding a man who doesn't have deep feelings and doesn't know the depth of your relationship, it's better to forgive Cheng'an. Cheng'an does regret it..."

Yeah, it's not his fault.

It was Liu Mian who made the mistake, and it was she who had to bear the consequences.

Everyone around him said that although Xiao Cheng'an was wrong, it was not a crime punishable by death.

Yu Nian lost himself little by little.

The phone rang, it was Yu Jingwan.

"Niannian, I have booked a flight for the day after tomorrow morning and will arrive in the morning. I will accompany you to try on wedding dresses in the afternoon!" Yu Jingwan had just come out of the studio. She was very busy today and needed to take many sets of photos.

Young models have no human rights and can only be manipulated by capitalists.

Yu Nian's wedding is in a week, and she had planned to book a flight back today, but was delayed again.

Yu Nian smiled gently, "No rush, Jingwan."

The two chatted for a while longer.

"Niannian, have you... thought it through?" Yu Jingwan thought for a moment before asking, "Have you really decided to hold another wedding with Xiao Cheng'an?"

The wedding, which was delayed for a year, will be held in a week.

Yu Nian hummed softly.

Sometimes she felt that whether she had thought it through or not didn't seem to matter so much.

Everyone thinks that she should marry Xiao Chengan.

And I really am not good enough to let go of the relationship that lasted for more than 20 years.

Can't let go of him either.

But I can't forget his mistake.

Yu Nian had a knot in her heart. She didn't understand: could people really be controlled by drugs and do that kind of thing?

Sometimes she even wanted to try it herself to see what kind of drug could make a person lose their mind and become a beast of desire.

But so what?

It has already happened.

She suffered for a year and finally chose to forgive.

This seems to be what everyone wants to see.

Yu Nian was stubborn and could not tolerate any grievance from outsiders.

But towards the person I love, I am extremely soft-hearted.

She swallowed all the grievances with tears in her eyes.

Everyone was laughing, but I was so sad.

Yu Jingwan sent her blessing, "Nian Nian, I hope you are happy."

As long as you are happy, that's good.

After hanging up the phone, Yu Nian got up, washed and had breakfast.

After packing up, I went out.

She planned to go to the supermarket to buy some vegetables and daily necessities and cook dinner in the evening.

Everyone is busy during this period, and it seems that she is the only one who has free time.

No need to go to work, nothing to do every day.

When I have free time, I paint and go for a walk.

This year, Yu Nian lived in a daze, as if only one day had passed, but also as if a lifetime had passed.

On the way.

"Niannian." A familiar and gentle voice came from behind.

Yu Nian was stunned for a moment and turned around with difficulty.

Willow cotton?

"It's you, Nian Nian." Liu Mian was holding a baby of several months old in her arms, with a happy smile on her face.

Yu Nian stood there in a daze.

Willow cotton, baby?

She was a little confused.

"I was thinking of going to see you in the afternoon when I'm free. Long time no see, Nian Nian, how are you?" Liu Mian's eyes were filled with surprise at the chance encounter, "I, miss you so much, Nian Nian..."

Yu Nian's lips moved slightly, she wanted to ask, who is this child?

But she couldn't ask.

It's like being under a spell.

"Niannian, are you still bothered by what happened back then? I'm sorry, I don't dare to ask for your forgiveness. I just hope you can forget everything, be well, and be happy..."

Faced with Liu Mian's chattering, Yu Nian could only remain silent.

In fact, she really wanted to say, happiness? Don’t you feel disgusted talking about happiness with me now?

She wanted to respond with the most vicious words, but she couldn't open her mouth.

It’s hard to bear to part with a close friend of ten years.

From beginning to end, Yu Nian only replied with one sentence, "I'm leaving."

In the end, she didn't ask about the child.

Whose child is this?

Is it what she thinks?

In the afternoon, Yu Nian learned the truth from his mother Li Shulan.

Liu Mian came back with a child.

After Liu Mian left a year ago, she got married under the arrangement of her parents.

After marriage, they had a daughter.

The child is almost two months old.

According to calculations, if the child was really what she thought, he should be at least three months old.

Li Shulan said that after looking at the child's birth certificate, she found that the child was indeed almost two months old, and asked Yu Nian not to think too much about it.

The moment he knew the truth, Yu Nian breathed a sigh of relief.

But I feel inexplicably lost.

Xiao Chengan called anxiously to explain, "Niannian, don't think too much. Liu Mian's child is really not mine..."

"I didn't think much about it." Yu Nian said lightly.

"It's good that you didn't think too much about it, Nian Nian. I'll finish my work tomorrow and accompany you to try on wedding dresses the day after tomorrow, okay?" Xiao Cheng'an breathed a sigh of relief and asked gently.

"good."

night.

Yu Nian was absent-mindedly watching TV series on his phone.

Suddenly a text message popped up from an unknown number.

Every word in the text message irritated her nerves.

[That child is Xiao Chengan's.]