Chapter 63 No way?

Zhuang Zheng didn't know how to reply to him.

Because the Shu Ming in the past would never say such a thing.

He could imagine it all in his mind. If it was Shu Ming from before, the moment he found out his brother could use a camera, he would probably just jump on his back, put his arms around his neck, and ask in surprise: "Brother, you are so amazing, you can take pictures with a camera! How come I didn't realize it before——"

Instead of trying to keep my breathing steady and using serious words like "neglect" to describe myself like I am now.

It's just a small skill of taking pictures. For Zhuang Zheng himself, it can't even be said to be "ignored".

Why do you feel so guilty?

What gave Shu Ming such an illusion?

Zhuang Zheng stammered and wanted to speak, wanting to tell Shu Ming - "I don't feel unhappy."

But I also feel that this explanation is a bit pale.

Perhaps sensing his elder brother's hesitation and bewilderment, the two of them remained silent for a while before Shu Ming regained some consciousness. He pursed his lips and said, "Brother, did I scare you by saying this all of a sudden?"

The elder brother's rough hands scraped across Shu Ming's thin eyelids, causing a slight pain, and his eyelids immediately turned red. He heard the elder brother's voice above his head: "Hmm."

Zhuang Zheng asked, "Why do you suddenly think like this?"

Yes, why do you think so?

Lying down wasn't conducive to conversation or communication, so Shu Ming simply sat up, hugging the blanket. His hair was sticking up in an awkward manner, looking quite silly. Then he rubbed his face, trying to get his thoughts flowing.

Fortunately, our classmate Xiao Shu has always been quick-witted.

Shu Ming actually didn't dislike communication, but he was caught up in his emotions and didn't react.

Now that he had calmed down a bit, he hugged the thin air-conditioning quilt and began to piece together his thoughts bit by bit: "Maybe at the beginning, it was because Auntie secretly wiped away her tears. Did you see it the day we left?"

During the Spring Festival, Shu Ming received a call from Guan Xianyi, so he had to leave home early with his brother.

It has been a long time since the family has been so complete. As happy as my aunt was during the Chinese New Year, she felt as lost when the two children left.

Shu Ming rarely saw his aunt cry, and it was the first time when he left home to go to college.

This is the second time.

God knows how much effort Shu Ming put in not to burst into tears right there!

"I've always felt really indebted to my aunt. She's all alone at home, and I wouldn't know if she got hurt. And she's not exactly happy to chat with those aunts and uncles. I guess she'd barely have anyone to talk to all day...

Last time, the fat kid next door told me that his aunt fell asleep sitting in the yard waiting for my call! The yard door was not even closed.

As Shu Ming spoke, he wanted to sigh. He really felt guilty towards his aunt.

"Auntie definitely wants me to go home, but if I really give up my studies and career...I guess it will be Auntie who will feel guilty."

This is equivalent to transferring one's own anxiety to one's aunt, a typical example of "self-righteous giving".

The essence is just shifting one's own responsibilities!

Shu Ming rested his chin on his knees. "I want to find something for Auntie to do, but I don't have any ideas yet. Let's wait and see."

"Well, it might be because I felt really guilty towards my aunt in the beginning, and the character Zhu Zhen also requires a lot of emotional strife, which has made me particularly sensitive this year."

At the beginning, Shu Ming couldn't even get out of the role smoothly. He couldn't relieve his emotions on his own, so all kinds of emotions kept piling up in his heart.

"Then two days ago, Baimu called me and cautiously asked if it was convenient for me. I felt something was wrong."

Shu Ming sniffed, came over, and poked his elder brother with a finger: "Bai Mu, brother, do you still remember him? He is Bai Shan's younger brother."

Zhuang Zheng nodded.

"Yeah, Baimu has a carefree personality. This is the first time I've seen him speak so carefully... It's really strange."

"It's not that I can't accept drifting further and further apart from my friends. Just like making trade-offs at work, you also have to make trade-offs in interpersonal relationships. This is normal. Sister Xianyi has talked to me about this issue before."

In fact, Shu Ming is the most sentimental artist Guan Xianyi has ever seen!

No matter what time it is, no matter how busy Shu Ming is, as long as it is a friend, no matter how close or distant, Shu Ming will try his best to reply immediately when he receives a call or text message.

Guan Xianyi had warned him: "You will only get busier and busier. You will have to take care of everyone and accommodate everyone. What about you?"

Shu Ming replied to her clearly: "Sister Xianyi, this is just my personality. Some people may think this is a stumbling block to their career, but I cherish these things and can't help but respond."

Shu Ming is not afraid of losing any relationship.

Therefore, if the other party starts to come to him less often, or the two of them are really talking at cross purposes - this is indeed a very normal thing. After all, Shu Ming is progressing too fast. He has left too many people behind and has seen a bigger world - then Shu Ming will not deliberately accommodate the other party and put himself in a difficult position.

But if the other party came with sincerity and asked Shu Ming to harden his heart and completely reject him, he would not be able to do it.

In fact, he doesn’t have many friends of the same age who keep in touch with him.

Even if you count with ten fingers, you can still count them.

Among them, apart from Hong Kong students, many people's attitudes towards him have gradually become a little cautious -

Gangsheng is a person who always speaks very carefully and often thinks twice before speaking. This is his nature, and Shu Ming is not surprised by this.

But the others are not!

One or two of them are like this...

Coupled with the realization that he had neglected his elder brother's recent changes, Shu Ming was suddenly depressed to the point of being extremely depressed, and he really began to doubt himself.

Is it really my own problem?

"Everyone's attitude has become strange, so I'm thinking, um... maybe it's my fault." Shu Ming shook his eldest brother's shoulder. "Brother, I'm asking you seriously."

"Do you mind if I didn't notice you learned how to take pictures?"

It would be a lie to say that Shu Mingzhen didn't notice that his brother was taking pictures of him with a camera.

After all, he is an actor now, facing the camera every day. Doesn’t he have any sense of the camera?

How is that possible?

Shu Ming's mind was just filled with other things, and he didn't pay much attention to it.

"Really not." Zhuang Zheng laughed dumbly, "If this matter is important, I will definitely tell you."

Yes!

As if a flash of inspiration had struck Shu Ming, he suddenly realized - this is the truth!

Seeing his brother showing a somewhat dazed expression, Zhuang Zheng was also a little confused, but he didn't say anything!

But he continued slowly, "...Maybe your friends aren't used to it either. At first, I wasn't used to you being so busy either, but it will get better over time."

Xiao Shu will definitely be busier and busier in the future. If he can't adapt, the relationship between the two brothers will only become more and more distant, which is something Zhuang Zheng doesn't want to see.

As an older brother, there is no reason to hinder my younger brother's progress. If I want to cherish the relationship between the two brothers, I have to make progress and keep busy as well.

That's why Zhuang Zheng took Tang Mi Shuang's advice and studied photography! And after studying for a while, he found that not only was he interested in it, but he actually had a bit of talent for it.

In fact, it was all thanks to Shu Ming that Zhuang Zheng was able to get access to these things.

Otherwise, you will most likely be an honest farmer all your life, or be an electrician, doing something you don't love...

In fact, Shu Ming has been taking care of the people around him a lot without realizing it, but he didn't realize it.

"Xiao Shu, as long as you do well in filming and are happy with it, I will be happy for you too."

This is the truth, but Zhuang Zheng really doesn't know how to explain it to Shu Ming.

I don’t know what that sentence touched Shu Ming. The boy tilted his head thoughtfully and suddenly clapped his hands: "Brother, you are right!"

Maybe it was because he had come to terms with it, Zhuang Zheng always felt that a smile appeared on Xiao Shu's face.

No one knows a younger brother better than his elder brother - this kid's smile is not a regular smile, but a sinister kind, and you can tell at a glance that he has no good intentions.

"I really think it might be the role that's affecting me, and also that I was too worried about my aunt, so I took some of my emotions out on her... Oh, actually, I was going to say, if you really care, I'd buy you a new camera as an apology."

Before going to bed, Shu Ming noticed that the online shopping page was still on his brother's mobile phone screen, full of cameras and lenses.

Now that he had calmed down, he came to his senses - if it was just for work, wouldn't it be good to take over the cameras that Tang Mi already had in his hands?

Why bother doing your own research and slowly choosing a camera and lens?

Maybe I really like it!

But he was a mean-spirited person, and whenever he felt happy, he would play a trick on his brother: "Since you don't care, then forget it!"

Shu Ming chuckled, thinking things through and feeling happy, so he turned sideways with his back to his brother and curled up to go to sleep.

Tu Liuzhuang was pulled up by him and sat on the bed, looking at his brother's little head. He didn't know whether to speak or not!

I poked Shu Ming, but was reluctant to speak - is that camera-giving event still valid?

Forget it, since the child is asleep, let Xiaoshu sleep first.

It's just a camera, you'll be able to afford it sooner or later.

He sighed, resigned himself to tucking the quilt for his brother, then covered himself with the quilt and prepared to sleep.

**

Shu fans recently discovered that a very strange person appeared on the Internet.

He first posted a message online, saying that he was the younger brother of Bai Shan, who played the role in "Love of the Grassland". He said that it was Shu Ming who saved him in the rainstorm, so he recommended Shu Ming to play the role of "Bai Shan".

In other words, Shu Ming came first, and then the role of Bai Shan came into being. Those who boast that their brothers are more suitable to play Bai Shan don't have to dream. If there was no Shu Ming, there would be no Bai Shan at all!

What a big tone, so shameless that it makes people feel both happy and scared!

What's more, he has no Weibo certification and uses the system's default avatar and nickname - the persuasiveness is really unacceptable!

In addition, he also has extremely strong fighting ability. He scurries around under the Weibo posts of various people with red eye syndrome who curse Shu Ming. He fights against a hundred of them alone and scolds these people with red eye syndrome so hard that they are defeated step by step and can't even fight back.

It’s really a curse, it expresses the thoughts of all Shu fans!

In fact, these Shu fans are also quite combative, but on weekdays they are comforted and restrained by big fans and Guan Xianyi's team. They have always been restrained and pretended to be gentle, for fear of bringing bad luck to Shu Ming.

This time was no exception. Although the user with the default nickname breathed a sigh of relief for them, Shu fans were genuinely afraid that it would tarnish Shu Ming's reputation, so someone immediately stepped forward to stop it.

I'm so scared. This guy is making enemies everywhere!

Guan Xianyi's team also noticed this person based on feedback from fans.

Guan Xianyi frowned as he watched the man's speech on the screen.

According to Shu Ming, it was because he saved a herdsman that he gained everyone's recognition and starred in this TV series.

This matter has never been mentioned to the outside world.

Could it be that he is really Bai Shan’s younger brother?

Guan Xianyi had never been with the crew of "Grassland Love" and didn't know much about the situation, so he immediately found Shu Ming and checked the information with him.

Shu Ming looked at the phone handed to him, and read the man's somewhat familiar tone of voice. For some reason, the abnormality in Bai Mu's phone call that day suddenly emerged in his mind.

He had a somewhat absurd guess in his mind.

No way! ... Could it really be Bai Mu?

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The author has something to say: I hesitated for a long time whether to write this chapter.

Because it’s not a good career, I’m really worried about losing my collection.

But I still decided to write it. After all, although this article is the history of Xiao Shu's career development, I would rather write about his growing up process.

Shu Ming is not a career machine, nor is he someone who would give up everything for his career.

Although the child is a little cunning, overall, Shu Ming is more willing to treat his relatives and friends with a sincere heart.

He can easily make trade-offs in his career, but he may need to learn more about making trade-offs in interpersonal relationships...

After all, you are still young, grow up slowly!

However, Shu Ming is not far from his complete form...