Chapter 361 Xia Xia

Zhang Song: [Before he fell into a coma, he told us not to tell you and not to contact you. Xiao Liu and I have been very worried recently.]

After seeing the news, Xia Wange shook his head.

She hadn't slept in days, which made her brain slow to process the news.

She slowly recalled Lu Qiu's words and actions over the past few days, as well as the way he looked at her. After a long time, she slowly closed her eyes.

In memory of lost love...

From the moment he chose the yellow rose, he had no intention of living.

Why?

After looking at the map, Xia Wange went to the place she had calculated at the beginning for Lu Qiu to go. The old building was half collapsed, and Xia Wange couldn't tell whether Lu Qiu had been there or not.

Silently she ate a chocolate to replenish her energy, then walked to the trash can and threw the trash in her hand. When she turned around she realized she had thrown her cell phone in as well.

With a sigh, Xia Wange opened the trash can and fished out her cell phone. Under the dust, she saw an envelope torn in two. She reached out and took out the envelope, patted the dirt off it, put the envelope together, and saw the word "Xia" in the middle.

Looking at the familiar words, Xia Wange's eyelashes trembled slightly and she took out the letter.

It was just torn in two pieces, and the contents were easily recognizable. Every word on the letter was written very carefully and forcefully. Xia Wange could even imagine how seriously Lu Qiu was writing the letter.

【 Xia Xia:

Please allow me to call you this. In fact, I have called you this many times in my mind, and your WeChat note has long been changed to this name.

At first, I thought of calling you Wan Ge or Wan Wan, but neither of them could express the vigorous vitality expressed by your surname. Of course, we also had an argument about "Wan Ge", and I was afraid that you would think I was mocking you and then get beaten.

Today I have made the jade fan, and I have always intended to give it to you together with the fan. And the me standing in front of you, um, yes, that's right, I am formally confessing to you that I like you. If you accept this fan, can you accept me as well? It's very beautiful, more beautiful than I expected. In fact, I am also very good-looking, so can you please consider it carefully.

My legs standing in front of you should have been cured by you, and I should be able to protect you. At least when you are tired, I can give up my wheelchair for you to sit on, and then push you to wherever you want to go. Of course, I hope I will never see a wheelchair again. If you are tired, I can carry you on my back or even hug you, as long as you are willing.

I thought of many ways to confess, but I always felt that they were not formal enough. After thinking about it, I still felt that writing was more formal. Black and white on paper is like a contract drawn up by a lawyer. Once it is written down, it cannot be easily regretted. I also plan to leave a place for signature and fingerprints at the end of the letter. If you agree to let me be your boyfriend, I will force you to put your fingerprints. After all, you said that a piece of paper without a signature is a s in the toilet......

I don't know how I will give you this letter. I may pretend to give it to you casually, or I may stand in front of you and read it to you seriously. In short, as long as you are willing to accept me, I am willing to let me read the letter upside down.

I am very grateful that you appeared in my life and brought me hope and injected vitality into my life.

When I first started to have problems with my legs, many doctors gave me hope and I firmly believed in them. However, time and time again, only endless disappointment and confusion awaited me. Why did I encounter such a thing? Why did I have to encounter such a strange disease?

In the end, I became numb and accepted it. I would never go to the doctor with hope again, but calmly accept one disappointment after another. I was addicted to it and lost myself in a daze, giving up on myself but not daring to give up on myself completely. I once gave myself a chance to free myself, but that time I met you.

You said you could heal my leg.

I don't believe it.

To be exact, I couldn't believe it.

I can no longer accept that hope has once again been shattered before my eyes, bringing me back to square one.

As a result, you were like a ray of light that powerfully dispelled all my haze. You made me feel the improvement of my legs for the first time, and made me believe once again that my legs could be healed and I could stand up again.

When I started to feel better, I thought, as long as you can cure my leg, I will give you everything I can, money, house, belongings, everything.

But you want something special.

It's the purple energy on me.

It's a very strange thing, something I didn't feel its existence at all.

Although it is difficult to understand, I will give it to you as long as you need it. Later, everything got out of control. I was greedy. I have lived in the darkness for a long time and I longed for the warmest sunshine. My body, mind, and spirit are all being cared for by you.

I not only want to give you everything I have, I want to give you my whole self.

You deserve all the best in the world, so I want to wait until I stand in front of you in the most perfect state before asking for your consent.

I think such a day should come soon, and I am counting the days every day, waiting for this day.

Okay, having read this letter, can you give me a little hint?

Can I be your boyfriend? Can I hug you? Can I pick you up and spin you around?

Of course I also accept being rejected. If you don’t like it, I will go back and write another letter, using more rigorous wording and solemn language to express my love for you.

For example: My dear, lovely, respected, beautiful, wise, and holy goddess-like lover, can you accept my blazing, turbulent, overwhelming, uncontrollable love that will devour me? Are you willing to give me a ray of sunshine, so that I can swim in the only hope that I can hold tightly?

If you don't like the style of the example sentence, please sign in the Party A position below.

If you like...

I wrote it in English and read it to you. Sorry, such long sentences make me feel ashamed of my native language.

Lu Qiu will accompany you for a long life.

Party A: Party B: Lu Qiu]

After reading the letter, Xia Wange stood there for a long time without moving. She didn't know how long it had been, until the alarm she set in advance rang. She woke up instantly, as if she was in another world.

After putting away the letter, Xia Wange hurried back, preparing to take a bus to the next city and then fly back to Beijing immediately.

She always thought that Lu Qiu and she were experiencing the same thing. She was surviving by earning merit, while he was surviving by consuming purple energy.

But actually they are different.

She knew her destiny since she was born and never imagined how her life would last.