Singing for My Life, the Entire Internet Collapses Crying and Begs Me Not to Die

At just eighteen years old, Wen He is diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. A system appears and binds itself to him.

Even though he was born into a cold and harsh family, and even though he i...

Chapter 167 Loneliness

"The Little New Year is almost here, and after that comes the New Year, which is in February. Wen He, what's your birthday?" she asked curiously.

"The tenth day of the first month in the lunar calendar, or February 7th in the Gregorian calendar..." Wen He picked up her phone to check the calendar, then confirmed, "February 7th."

"Have you thought about how you're going to celebrate your birthday?"

"No." Wen He shook her head, somewhat dejected. "I didn't even know if I'd live that long, so I didn't think about it that much."

"Oh dear, don't say that! Didn't the doctor say during your last checkup that your cancer cells haven't spread? We can definitely live until February!"

Seeing his dejected appearance, she encouraged Wen He.

"That's true."

Wen He was also shocked when she heard the news.

He even went to the system privately, but the system completely ignored him.

No matter how much Wen He called, there was no response; it was as if Wen He had been given a cheat code and then disappeared.

After all, when Wen He sang those three songs, the cancer cells in his body did not grow at all.

In the doctor's words, it was as if it had been frozen, showing no signs of spreading at all.

Such an illogical thing could only be thought of by Wen He through the system.

Of course, it's also possible that there's something wrong with the equipment or something?

Surely it couldn't be that God suddenly opened his eyes, could it?

In short, I'll get tested again after the concert today.

That should give you a general idea.

If it still doesn't spread...

Perhaps it's time to start thinking about how to celebrate my birthday.

After all, he had never celebrated his birthday in all these years of his life.

This is normal, of course; his parents don't even remember his birthday.

"We can think about it first; we need to have something to look forward to," Cheng Yudie suggested.

“That’s true, I’ll think about it later,” Wen He replied.

After a short rest...

Wen He once again appeared on the stage in the spotlight.

His appearance immediately drew cheers from the crowd.

[Is it already the third song?! Time flies so fast; before we know it, the concert is almost over.]

Yeah, it feels like we just started watching, and I'm already so reluctant to stop...

The way Wen He looked on stage perfectly fulfilled all my fantasies...

His very existence feels beautiful, and an extremely pure kind of beauty at that.

The first two songs were so heartbreaking... I really can't accept that he passed away so young...

The first two songs are about Wen He's feelings.

One was Cheng Yudie's unwavering choice of him, and the other was his hidden confession in a song.

So this third song...

Wen He decided that she still wanted to sing for the public.

Although he still had so much to say to Cheng Yudie.

But there should still be a chance.

It's okay to leave it for next time.

"The last song we're going to sing today is one that most of us will experience."

"It may not be wonderful, but it will accompany us for a long time in our lives."

We usually call it—loneliness.

"Eleven Kinds of Loneliness" is dedicated to everyone.

(Eleven Kinds of Loneliness - Su Yuyang)

Before the last note faded, a gentle and slow melody began to play.

The prelude to this melody is like a painting drawn with musical notes.

The scene is permeated with a subtle sense of sadness and a profound feeling of loneliness.

It's like a soul lost in a vast sea of ​​people.

Wandering alone in the desolate and deserted depths of the streets and alleys.

She softly spoke of the endless sorrow and loneliness in her heart.

"The loneliest thing is reading anonymous love letters in the comments section~"

"Like accidentally uncovering a story from the past~"

The tenth is that you open your eyes to find it's already dusk.

"A few cold stars fall in the distance..."

"The ninth is: when the sea is blue, you see whales; when the forest is deep, you see deer."

"But I cannot find you where I awaken from my dream..."

"Eighthly, the journey home involved taking several long detours."

"Like an old love song on the radio, its notes looping..."

Only the first paragraph.

The audience was completely dumbfounded.

He was completely stunned and stood there dumbfounded.

Only at this moment did they awaken as if from a dream.

Wen He's specialty is starting with zero-frame animation and no pre-cast animation, right?

The opening move directly breaks through defense and deals true damage, maximizing the damage output!

After the first two songs, they thought this time they would gradually get to the main point and give everyone some time to prepare.

Who would have thought that they would start off with something so ruthless?

【No... Wen He, don't come up and open my box... What are you doing... I know I'm a coward. In real life, I don't even dare to look at the person I like. I only dare to post love letters I wrote to her online, and I even use a secret account that no one knows about to post them. I'm both afraid of being found out by her and longing for her to find out. I'm so conflicted...】

I slept until dusk, the house was empty, my phone was blank, and as I watched the sunset outside the window, the loneliness I felt was as if the whole world had abandoned me.

I love sleeping, not because I'm tired, but because I can only talk to her in my dreams... Every time I wake up, I hate myself in reality for being so cowardly...

[I was really moved to tears by the deliberate long detour I took on my way home... When I'm living alone away from home, every time I return to my rented room, I feel a strong sense of loneliness; it's empty and quiet...]

The word "loneliness," when broken down, contains images of children, fruits, puppies, and mosquitoes—enough to fill a summer evening alleyway with warmth and human touch. A child holds a melon under a willow awning, a small dog chases butterflies in the deep alley; the world is bustling with laughter, but I am left only with the wind blowing through my temples—this is loneliness.

Wen He's melancholy and helpless voice made the loneliness in this song seem particularly heavy.

It was like a cold and massive mountain pressing down on everyone.

Just as he said before he started singing...

A significant portion of a person's life is spent in solitude.

Many people have experienced the kinds of loneliness he sings about to some extent.

The strong resonance and emotional impact caused them to break down in tears.

Just then...

Wen He's voice shone down like a warm ray of sunshine.

May your journey be long and arduous, and may your deep affection not be betrayed.

"Though we can't go back to the past, we can't go back to how things were back then."

May you drift through half your life, and find your home in this one.

May your storms end, and may someone relieve your loneliness.