Happy New Year

"Sui'an!" Since she was a child, her mother's voice was always accompanied by tears, and her nose always smelled like medicine.

When Zhu Sui'an grew up, she found out that she had a congenital heart disease, so she stayed in the hospital when Fu Xingchuan went to kindergarten.

But she didn't think being sick was a bad thing at first, because she received most of the love from people around her parents.

But gradually, she could not do more and more things. She could only be pushed into the operating room and anesthetized to take one gamble after another, not knowing whether she could succeed or not. She began to envy Fu Xingchuan and anyone who could grow up healthily.

"I'll give you my heart," Fu Xingchuan said, sobbing as he sat in her hospital room. "This way you don't have to have surgery again."

Zhu Sui'an had just escaped death and came back from the ICU. He smiled with a pale face and said, "Silly boy, my heart is on the right and yours is on the left. How are you going to give it to me?"

Fu Xingchuan cried even harder. Zhu Sui'an looked out the window, watching time flow by and the bright moonlight stream in. She had a dream: a healthy, passionate heart grew out of her left chest.

It's just an absurd dream after all.

Later, after several operations, she became healthier, was discharged from the hospital for longer periods of time, and was able to go to school. Zhu Sui'an was very happy.

Her grades were terrible, but there were plenty of people willing to be her friends. Of course, she knew that most of them were interested in her because of her family background or because they liked Fu Xingchuan.

Growing up in a hospital, she has seen more of human nature. She can see through many people's minds, but she disdains to point them out. She would rather be a princess who knows nothing and has no worries.

But things always go against one's wishes. Some of the behaviors of the rich second generation in Jinghe Private School are too dirty, and Zhu Sui'an doesn't want to play with them anymore.

Fu Xingchuan was in classes and taking tutoring classes every day and had no time to accompany her, so she started traveling around the world, occasionally coming back to hold a few parties and experience the lively crowd.

At the age of fourteen, Fu Xingchuan was a bit rebellious and actually skipped two elite classes. His mother told him he skipped classes to go to the hospital to see the doctor for sleeping pills. Fearing that Fu Xingchuan would be too stressed and mentally disturbed, his mother sent them back to live with their grandparents.

However, Fu Xingchuan's rebelliousness was at most fighting with gangsters and persuading people to mend their ways, but he didn't do anything harmful to others. Zhu Sui'an still went out to play and rarely stayed at home.

During her second year of high school, she returned to Changlin Lane and collapsed. Someone rescued her, but the doctor said her condition was not optimistic and she might need surgery.

Zhu Sui'an hadn't had surgery for a long time, and a sense of fear came over her inexplicably. It was the nameplate with the words "Xu Qinghong" printed on it in her hand that calmed her down.

The medical staff said it was dropped on the car by the kindhearted person who rescued her. She also found her nameplate and held it in her hand. When she opened her eyes after fainting, she actually saw someone standing in front of her on a rainbow cloud, and for the first time, she felt a different kind of throbbing.

Her parents were worried that she wouldn't be able to withstand the surgery, so they agreed to conservative treatment first and encourage her to get more rest.

Zhu Sui'an asked Fu Xingchuan to find someone. He said that he knew Xu Qinghong, who was from No. 1 Middle School and had played games with him before. He didn't look like the type of person who would save others.

"Don't judge a person by his appearance." Zhu Sui'an ordered, "I want to transfer to No. 1 Middle School."

Fu Xingchuan couldn't convince her, so he had to go with her. When she arrived at No. 1 Middle School, she really saw Xu Qinghong. He looked different from what she had imagined, but it didn't matter.

Zhu Sui'an shamelessly approached him and showed him the nameplate, "Can I be your girlfriend?"

Xu Qinghong's reaction was even stranger than his appearance. He thought Zhu Sui'an had seen him being badly beaten by Ruan Ye and was threatening her to be his girlfriend, so he said fiercely, "Get lost."

Zhu Sui'an still refused to give up and continued to cling to Xu Qinghong every day. He discovered that his parents ignored him and that he rarely ate, so he even asked Uncle Li to buy some food and leave it at his doorstep. However, Xu Qinghong didn't appreciate it and threw the lunch boxes directly into the trash, asking Uncle Li to tell him, "Who wants charity from a young lady like him? Who does she think she is? Who is she pitying?"

Zhu Sui'an felt uncomfortable when she heard this. She didn't mean any other thing. She just saw that he didn't eat and was too thin, so she wanted to get him to eat more. Who knew he would think that way?

It was also because she hadn't considered everything. The next day, Zhu Sui'an decided to apologize to Xu Qinghong, but something unexpected happened. He accidentally pushed her, causing her to fall to the ground. Her chest felt uncomfortable, and her limbs were weak, so she couldn't get up at all.

She couldn't actually hear clearly what he said, she just saw Fu Xingchuan coming over and beating him, and Ruan Ye carried her to the infirmary.

Being held in Ruan Ye's arms, Zhu Sui'an inexplicably felt that the scene was somewhat familiar, but he didn't have much energy to imagine.

When she arrived at the infirmary, she was still dazed. She loosened Ruan Ye's clothes and said softly, "Thank you."

"Don't like him anymore." He said. Zhu Sui'an looked at him blankly, with strange emotions in her heart. Before she asked him why he said that, Fu Xingchuan came. She asked him worriedly if he was okay.

In the blink of an eye, Ruan Ye was gone.

Zhu Sui'an was actually quite sensitive, and Ruan Ye's inexplicable words inevitably made her overthink things. After playing for a while and returning to school, Zhu Sui'an could still feel Ruan Ye's gaze lingering on her.

Cold, eerie, and unfathomable. Besides his fear of surgery, Zhu Sui'an finally developed a second fear after all these years.

She kept telling herself not to think too much. Lin Qi said Ruan Ye was a nice person. It just so happened that Zhong Qing confessed his love to her during that time. She knew he was a playboy, but her time was precious. She didn't want to waste it, so she just wanted to start a relationship quickly and agreed hastily.

It's just that she and Zhong Qing are too familiar with each other. Whenever they go out together, they always compete with each other for beauty. They can't be considered a couple at all. Moreover, Zhong Qing always gets close to her and wants to kiss her, but she pushes him away in disgust.

During summer tutoring, Ruan Ye came to his house, and he still didn't know how to restrain his gaze. Zhu Sui'an deliberately appeared in front of him in beautiful clothes for a date, trying to tell him: she already has a boyfriend. He didn't think anything of it.

Ruan Ye did retreat. Although he stayed with her at the amusement park, he stopped staring at her. She was a little depressed because she couldn't play many games, so Ruan Ye suddenly suggested going to the game room next door.

He was quite good at grabbing dolls. He would grab the one that Zhu Sui'an pointed at for her. Holding a bunch of beautiful dolls, she felt a little better.

A few dolls are nothing, but she doesn't know what's wrong with Fu Xingchuan. She found that he always tried to match her up with Ruan Ye. It was all Fu Xingchuan's fault. Zhu Sui'an dreamed of Ruan Ye for several nights in a row, and her heart beat faster than usual when she woke up.

School was about to start, so they went to the beach. Zhu Sui'an couldn't do strenuous exercise, so she sat on the shore and soaked her feet in the sea water. Ruan Ye didn't play either, so she sat next to her.

She looked straight ahead, and Ruan Ye tilted his head to look at her. He was a top student, and she could see him out of the corner of her eye. When he stood up to take a picture, she smiled secretly.

Not long after school started, one night, Ruan Ye confessed his love to her. Late in the night, his cold appearance and words were so frightening that Zhu Sui'an's heart was beating so fast, and she couldn't tell whether it was because she was scared or because she was moved, so she blurted out a rejection.

Ruan Ye was obviously disappointed, but he still tried to say, "I will never be indifferent to you. I will treat you well. Can you give me a chance?"

Zhu Sui'an was shaken. Ruan Ye saw that her shoelaces were loose, so he squatted down to tie them for her. Zhu Sui'an's heartbeat gradually slowed down, and her long eyelashes began to beat instead.

From childhood to adulthood, only her father, brother and Fu Xingchuan had tied her shoelaces like this. Ruan Ye was the only outsider. When he stood up, she agreed to his confession.

Ruan Ye kissed her without saying a word. Zhu Sui'an didn't react and had no time to stop him. That was her first kiss, and he took it away from her.

She wanted to get angry, but Ruan Ye asked earnestly and sincerely, "Sui'an, can I kiss you again?"

She pursed her lips and agreed again. Before they could kiss again, the hateful Fu Xingchuan showed up and separated them. Zhu Sui'an reluctantly returned home.

Fu Xingchuan was right. Ruan Ye really liked her. He wasn't cold in front of her. When she couldn't go to physical education class, he would stay in the classroom with her. When she wanted to see his mother, he would take her home for dinner. When she saw another girl confessing her love to him, she got jealous and acted unreasonably, untying her hairband and tying it around his wrist, "You have to wear it all the time."

He really never took it off again.

She couldn't understand why Fu Xingchuan liked Tong Yun, not Lin Luo. Furthermore, Fu Xingchuan told her that Lin Luo had someone she liked, and it wasn't him. It was too complicated. Zhu Sui'an apologized to Lin Luo for misleading her last time. Lin Luo said it was okay and advised her to be more careful with the people around her.

She nodded, but she did not escape. Someone pushed her down the stairs and spread a rumor that it was Lin Luo who did it. She would never believe it.

Zhu Sui'an was angry, and she could also see that Ruan Ye was angry. She wanted to comfort him, but she found that she could only stay in the hospital bed. At that moment, an ominous premonition arose in her heart.

Fortunately, nothing happened to Zhu Sui'an afterwards. She continued to live happily and date Ruan Ye freely. They would go home hand in hand, hug in the wind, and kiss innocently under the fireworks.

Once, Ruan Ye took her to the door of the old house, looked up, and asked her: "Which room on the second floor do you live in?"

"Um, what's wrong?"

"I smashed that window when I was a kid." He pushed her hair away from her eyes.

Zhu Sui'an put his hand into his coat and hugged his waist. "That means we are especially destined to be together. We are a match made in heaven."

"right."

After that, they kissed boldly under the window. Zhu Sui'an returned home after savoring the kiss. She lay on the bed and tried to coax herself to sleep. She couldn't sleep and thought about Ruan Ye. She told herself that Ruan Ye had to prepare well for the college entrance examination and it was too late to disturb him.

She closed her eyes, feeling her heart beating, when suddenly she heard a sound in her ears, as if something hit the glass, making a loud noise, like the sound of a broken heart.

Zhu Sui'an opened her eyes and found herself in the hospital. The doctor told her, "You must have surgery."

Fu Xingchuan sat beside her bed, and she said to him seriously: "I will break up with Ruan Ye, and then go abroad for surgery. I may not come back alive. Please help me keep it a secret from them!"

Fu Xingchuan's eyes were red as he said angrily, "I don't want it, why do you want me to hide it? I'm not very careful with my mouth, I will definitely tell others."

Zhu Sui'an knew that even though he said that, he would still help her.

She broke up with Ruan Ye, and when she heard what he said that day, her heart was broken into pieces.

She was abroad, and even though she had her elder brother and father by her side, her life was still hard. Occasionally, she would get some news about Ruan Ye from the chats between Lin Luo and Xu Yangyang, and she would feel better.

People would ask about her situation from time to time, and she actually felt guilty for keeping them in the dark. Besides her family and Fu Xingchuan, Tong Yun also knew her true situation. He heard that she felt that she didn't do well in the college entrance examination, and her father would sponsor her to study abroad.

Zhu Sui'an even specifically asked her where she planned to go, and it would be great if she could go to the UK, but unfortunately Tong Yun said she planned to go to Australia.

Not long after, Tong Yun spoke to her on the phone. "Sui'an, actually, among the seven of us, I admire you the most. You must have such a strong will to be able to endure surgery after surgery. You are amazing. I don't think there is anything wrong with you hiding it from others. Don't blame yourself."

"If only medical technology were advanced, I would be willing to give you my heart. However, it is a fragile heart, so I'd rather wish you all your wishes come true in the future."

Zhu Sui'an was very surprised by her words. She coughed a few times and joked, "What are you talking about? It's not fragile at all. It's a heart that can withstand lightning and thunder. I want it so much. Give it to me!"

Tong Yun smiled and agreed, "Okay."

That was their last contact, and Zhu Sui'an didn't notice anything at that time.

After the college entrance examination results came out, there was no news from Ruan Ye in the group, so she specially called Lin Luo. She said that she had a friend who failed the college entrance examination and asked her if she could provide psychological counseling.

Zhu Sui'an's fever had just subsided, and he felt very uncomfortable talking, but he promised her, "I'll call back later."

Because she had a feeling it was him.