I exist

On Christmas Day, Tong Xiuyuan came to the house once. Tong Yun wanted to hold him back and tip off the gangsters, but he didn't know what to do, so he had to call Fu Xingchuan.

But before Fu Xingchuan arrived, Tong Xiuyuan seemed to have anticipated the crisis and ran away.

He also dropped his grandmother's portrait on the ground, and the frame was completely shattered. Tong Yun squatted on the ground to clean it up, and his nose suddenly started bleeding. The drops hit the broken glass, blurring his grandmother's face. Tong Yun's eyes went dark, and he fainted, and almost fell on the glass shards.

Fortunately, Fu Xingchuan arrived and wanted to take her to the hospital. Tong Yun shook her head and said, "I'm fine. I just have low blood sugar."

"Yesterday, Tong Xiuyuan deliberately bumped into Lin Luo on the street. It seemed like he had set his sights on her because we were friends. He will definitely come looking for me again. I can't do this anymore. I must be on guard and never let Lin Luo get hurt." Tong Yun said seriously, and Fu Xingchuan agreed very much.

They had to find a way to avoid dragging Lin Luo into this. Fu Xingchuan was quite worried. Tong Yun remembered, "Oh, right, Lin Luo heard from the thugs that we were boyfriend and girlfriend and asked me if it was true. I was worried she would notice something, so I said it was true."

Fu Xingchuan blinked. "How did she react?"

"No response. Promise to keep it a secret for us."

Fu Xingchuan gave a bitter laugh. "Then let's spread this news! Let Tong Xiuyuan think that this is the kind of relationship we have. Let him set his sights on me and stop looking for Lin Luo."

"This is not good for you!" Tong Yun felt that it was inappropriate. Fu Xingchuan smiled more reluctantly, "It doesn't matter. No one likes me now."

Tong Yun didn't say anything. She couldn't tell whether she liked Fu Xingchuan or not. She had more contact with him, and even though they were fake boyfriend and girlfriend, she didn't feel very happy.

Fu Xingchuan gave her a notebook, which contained their plan and also recorded many gangsters who were connected with Tong Xiuyuan.

Tong Yun stood up to see Fu Xingchuan off. She stumbled and almost fell again. Fu Xingchuan asked, "Have you been to the hospital for a checkup?"

"Not yet. I'll go after I finish my make-up classes."

She said that, but later Fu Xingchuan came back from Jinghe and went up to the fifth floor to ask her if she had gone to the hospital for a blood test. Tong Yun replied no, and Fu Xingchuan was probably worried, "I'll go with you tomorrow."

"Okay." Tong Yun had no choice but to agree. After taking the blood, the doctor looked at the report and said, "Your blood test results are abnormal. It's very likely... leukemia."

Tong Yun's eyes were filled with tears. Fu Xingchuan asked gently, "Shall I take a break and accompany you for further examination? Or should I tell Lin Luo and let her accompany you?"

Tong Yun blinked wildly to hold back the tears, "Don't tell Lin Luo yet, I'll tell her later."

"good."

After a bone marrow puncture, Tong Yun confirmed that it was leukemia. Fu Xingchuan frowned, and Tong Yun smiled at him, "Leave me alone for a while!"

She sat on the stairs of the hematology department, looking at the list, tears streaming down her face uncontrollably, wetting the words on it.

In her despair, it was Lin Luo's call that rang. She took several deep breaths before answering. On the other end of the line, Lin Luo greeted her cheerfully, and Aunt Du also expressed her concern for her. Tong Yun hid her sobs and choked out, "Please knit me a hat!"

After hanging up the phone, Tong Yun finally accepted the reality. "It's okay. It's not a terminal illness. It can still be cured. I want to live a good life. Grandma is watching over me!"

She opened the door to the corridor, and Fu Xingchuan said to her: "My father's friend is a hematologist. I can help contact him to be your attending physician. Your health is the most important thing right now, so you can put your studies on hold. Don't worry about the medical expenses, I can help with that, too."

Tong Yun met his eyes and said sincerely: "Fu Xingchuan, thank you. I will find a way to pay for the medical expenses myself, and I will also treat you well, don't worry."

After returning home, Tong Yun stood on the balcony, looking at the newly built primary school not far away, and at the same time contacted a good friend of his grandmother, whose daughter was a real estate agent.

On New Year's Eve, Tong Yun held his grandmother's portrait and wiped it over and over again, "Grandma, do you miss me? I miss you so much."

Tong Yun's eyes were filled with tears, his nose was bleeding again, he sobbed a few times, and there was a smell of blood in his mouth.

A message from Zhu Changyu popped up on my phone: [Tong Yun, I'm setting off fireworks. Do you like it?]

"I like it." She looked at the brilliant firelight in the video and smiled through her tears.

One rainy day after school started, on the first floor of Shouxin Building, Fu Xingchuan told her that he had spotted Tong Xiuyuan and that he might be caught soon. Tong Yun nodded, but before she could say anything, Lin Luo arrived and gave them an umbrella.

She opened her umbrella and motioned Fu Xingchuan to go with her. He said, "You go first. I'll wait and see if it rains."

Tong Yun left, and the rain hitting the umbrella also washed away the numbers on the countdown to the college entrance examination.

For the coming-of-age ceremony, Fu Xingchuan took Tong Yun to meet his father, who contacted some expert friends for her.

The expert currently works at a major hospital in Guangdong, so Tong Yun planned to go there. She quickly sold her house, and with enough money, she bought Lin Luo a necklace for her birthday, which happened to be her birthday before she left.

The excuse given to Lin Luo for going to Guangdong was that she was planning to visit her aunt, and the excuse given to Director Wang was that something happened to his father and he had to take leave to go out of town to take care of him.

When she arrived in Guangdong, she was hospitalized alone. Occasionally, she heard Cantonese and saw large groups of relatives gathered around other beds. Tong Yun suddenly had an idea and really wanted to find her aunt.

However, the attending physician did not agree with her running around looking for someone, and even called Fu Xingchuan. When he found out, he flew over and used his connections to help her find her aunt.

He actually found it. Under the Guangzhou Tower, Tong Yun met her aunt whom she had never met before. Fu Xingchuan took a photo of them. After taking the photo, Fu Xingchuan stood a few meters behind them so as not to interrupt their conversation.

When talking about their grandmother, both of them choked up. The aunt changed the subject and asked Tong Yun if she wanted to take a picture of her. She nodded and made a "yeah" gesture to the camera.

Fu Xingchuan returned to Nan'an, and Tong Yun's aunt accompanied her for chemotherapy, but her platelet count kept dropping. After a blood transfusion, it dropped back to single digits a few days later. Her complexion became paler and paler, and she lost a lot of hair.

Tong Yun's condition deteriorated rapidly, and every time he was bedridden for IV drips, he felt miserable. His aunt had a matching test, but she wasn't in good health and wasn't suitable for a transplant. She wanted to save Tong Yun and tried every possible way to find Tong Xiuyuan, but he wouldn't show up. He only sent a message saying he'd have to sell his house for the full amount before he'd agree to a matching test.

Tong Yun stopped his aunt and said, forget it, it’s all fate, just wait for the bone marrow bank to see if she can survive.

She didn't want to stay in the hospital anymore and wanted to go back to school, to Lin Qiao and her friends. Her aunt respected her choice.

My aunt still has a daughter to support, so Tong Yun asked her not to go back to Nan'an with her, but just keep in touch.

So before long, she learned to put on heavy makeup, wear a wig, and returned to Nan'an.

In addition to spending the last days of her life happily, she also has one thing to do, which is to make Tong Xiuyuan, who abandoned her mother and tortured his grandmother, pay the price.

She took the initiative to find the gangsters and provided them with clues about Tong Xiuyuan's whereabouts.

When she entered the campus, she remembered that today was the day for taking graduation photos. Xu Yangyang and Lin Luo were surprised by her change. Zhu Changyu didn't say a few words to her. Tong Yun looked at his back until Xu Yangyang asked her about Guangdong, then she came to her senses and became alert.

Fortunately, they didn't notice anything unusual. After taking the graduation photos, Fu Xingchuan came over to ask her about the chemotherapy. Are you not going to continue? Tong Yun didn't answer him, but pointed at the camera in his hand and said, "Take a picture for me!"

Fu Xingchuan also took many photos of her and Lin Luo. Tong Yun flipped through the photos in the camera and his hand stopped when one of them appeared. It was her in the picture, and she was smiling.

She remembered that this photo was taken by Zhu Changyu. It turned out that she looked so beautiful when she smiled when she was not sick. If she had known this earlier, she would have smiled more often.

In class, she couldn't absorb any of the knowledge and just wanted to sleep. She even wondered if she would fall asleep on her desk one day. But she could always hear a voice, "Zhu Changyu..."

"It's weird. In my freshman and sophomore years, you asked me to play basketball with you, but you refused. But in my senior year, when the sprint is coming up, you're so active. I don't want to play basketball anymore, so go by yourself!"

Tong Yun inexplicably curled the corners of his lips, slowly opened his eyes, and tried to keep himself awake and calm.

Fu Xingchuan learned of her wishes from the attending physician and advised her not to give up, "Tong Yun, let's try again?"

"Okay, I'll continue the treatment after you finish the college entrance examination. I can hold on until that day." Tong Yun said as she went downstairs. It was raining heavily outside and there was wind. She couldn't even hold an umbrella. Fu Xingchuan held the umbrella for her while persuading her.

Tong Yun promised him that if he couldn't bear it anymore, he would skip classes and go to Nan'an People's Hospital for an IV drip.

Fu Xingchuan also specially arranged a fixed bed for her in Ward 539 so that she could rest conveniently.

During this time, Tong Yun heard that Tong Xiuyuan had gone to the Fu family to cause trouble and threatened to pay her. Tong Yun didn't have the energy to worry, but she still asked about it. Fu Xingchuan said it was okay and had sent Tong Xiuyuan to Ba Ye, so she could rest assured and have a good rest.

After a while of rest, June was about to pass. The party was very lively, but Zhu Changyu's drumming brought tears to Tong Yun's eyes.

Her makeup was smudged, and she was worried that Lin Luo and Xu Yangyang would see her pale face, so she ran away in a hurry. But before she could leave the school gate, Zhu Changyu found her. She was covering her face, and he asked, "Why are you covering your face?"

She lied: "My makeup is smudged and now I look ugly."

"No, you are beautiful no matter what." He said with bright eyes.

Maybe it was because he was nervous about being found out he was sick, but Tong Yun’s heart seemed to be beating a little faster.

She chatted with him casually for a few words, encouraged him to study hard, and then parted ways with him.

When she returned to the dormitory, she rummaged through the cabinets, looking for the scarf Zhu Changyu had given her. When she received it, she was so happy that she looked forward to the arrival of winter. But after she didn't find it, so many things happened that she had forgotten the existence of such a thing.

In fact, it has always been there. She had heard her physics teacher say that everything in this world exists forever. Tong Yun felt that she was the same.

Fortunately, Tong Yun was assigned to another school for the college entrance examination. She was not going to participate because she was not in good health. She just said "Come on" to everyone and wished them all the best.

Before the exam, she went to Huaicheng. The moment she arrived, she suddenly fainted and was admitted to the hospital. Although she was rescued, she was given a notice of critical illness.

She went to the beach and wanted to make a wish to the rainbow for them. She really saw the rainbow as she wished, and took the opportunity to record what she wanted to say to her friends.

She sat by the sea for a long time, wetting the critical illness notice over and over again, and folding it continuously.

Tong Yun returned to Nan'an after finishing the college entrance examination. She followed Fu Xingchuan's arrangement and went to Jinghe Hospital to see if there would be a miracle. As expected, there was no miracle.

When the results came out, Lin Xi did very well. Everyone had a good destination, so she felt relieved.

She picked up her pen and wrote down the last paragraph she wanted to say to Lin Luo on the cover of her diary. As she wrote, she also thought it through.

She couldn't tell Lin Luo. There was no need. Rather than being hurt, it was better to be a beautiful existence. Tong Yun said to Fu Xingchuan, "I hope you can continue to keep it a secret from my friends, especially Lin Luo. Just tell them that I'm going abroad, not dead. People tend to drift apart easily, and feelings will naturally fade if we can't keep in touch. This way, the damage can be minimized, or even eliminated."

"You might as well tell them and let them accompany you to the end of your life." Fu Xingchuan said in a hoarse voice.

"Don't be like this." Tong Yun shook his head. "They will all cry, just like my aunt did. I don't want any of them to cry. Please."

"Okay." Fu Xingchuan finally agreed to keep it a secret for her.

Tong Yun lied to Lin Luo that she was leaving the country, and before she left, she had a few words with everyone. Furthermore, Tong Xiuyuan had escaped from Ba Ye and had gone to find Lin Luo, just in time for her arrival. Fu Xingchuan found him, and he was charged with more than one robbery, so he was handed over to the police and imprisoned.

She had no last words or wishes.

The only regret was that Zhu Changyu had confessed his love to her. Tong Yun had never expected that a boy would actually like her that much. He was drunk, and she boldly hugged him, "Zhu Changyu, I'm so scared! I don't want to die..."

"You won't die." He hugged her tightly and said. The moment Tong Yun's tears fell, she pushed him away resolutely. That night, she wrapped the scarf around her and cried all night on the rooftop of the house where she and her grandmother lived.

During her final days, she stayed in Guangdong Hospital. Her aunt visited her every day, as did Fu Xingchuan. She began to explain her final plans to him, "I'm going to give you my QQ account secrets. You don't have to reply to anyone else's messages. Just Lin Luo, you should gradually reduce your replies to her messages. She'll understand my intentions."

"You don't have to come visit me often, just pick one year and bring a bouquet of flowers. I want some with sunflowers, roses, lisianthus, chamomile, and baby's breath."

Fu Xingchuan had tears in his eyes, and Tong Yun smiled at him. His aunt asked him to go out to talk, and his wallet fell to the ground and spread out. Tong Yun picked it up and found a photo of Lin Luo in the interlayer.

She blinked, and when Fu Xingchuan came back, she asked happily, "Do you like Lin Qiao?"

"Yes, but she doesn't like me."

"Life is long, who can predict the future?" Tong Yun said with tears in his eyes.

On a hot summer afternoon, the line on the electrocardiogram monitor coincided with the sea level of Huaicheng in her memory. Fu Xingchuan seemed to be talking to her, but Tong Yun couldn't hear clearly, nothing at all, so she talked to herself.

"Very good."

"Thank you, you guys."

"Thank her even more."

She saw her grandmother coming to pick her up, and she also saw her mother. She was very happy!