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Hearing Ruan Ye say that he missed her very much, Zhu Sui'an also wanted to tell him how much she missed him, but unfortunately she couldn't. She couldn't be so selfish and let Ruan Ye also bear the fear of the time bomb in her heart.

He said he would not disturb her again, which was exactly what she wanted, but Zhu Sui'an felt her body temperature rising again and couldn't help crying.

She gradually fell asleep. It was a deep and blurry sleep. What woke her up were text messages coming one after another from a small psychological counseling program that Fu Xingchuan had made for her.

When she was a child, because she had heart problems, she read a lot of related books. As she read, she felt that the heart was very great. It beats 3 billion times in its lifetime. Although her heart was not perfect, it was already very powerful.

She felt that the rest of the beating would depend on her strong will and optimistic attitude.

Therefore, she looked at the psychological aspects from the book of heart.

She likes to study people's psychology, so she also wants to gain something by chatting and consulting with people.

Fu Xingchuan helped her make a small program to realize this dream. At first, many people chatted with her, but after a long time, fewer and fewer people chatted with her, and only one person persisted.

He was also an interesting person. He said he was sick. Zhu Sui'an asked what disease he had, and he said it was a pearl disease. She asked what disease it was, and he said it was lovesickness. He was a clam, and his ex-girlfriend was a pearl. Every time he mentioned the pearl, his heart ached.

She told him: "Breaking up or not has nothing to do with the heart."

But he replied: [I am afraid that her heart will be hurt. ]

Zhu Sui'an blinked, as if thinking about something.

The hands of the ward clock turned round and round. Zhu Sui'an's operation was successful. She was discharged from the hospital and entered university to study psychology.

Once, my eldest brother's good friend Song Zhouhong came to visit the UK. His girlfriend was a classmate of Zhu Sui'an's, so he took the opportunity to give her a ride home. Song Zhouhong had watched him grow up and was like a half-sister to him. When she saw her scarf was untied, she helped her tie it up.

Zhu Sui'an smiled. Suddenly, a car passed by. She glanced over and thought she saw Ruan Ye sitting in it. The car quickly left. Was she mistaken? Xu Yangyang said he had been very busy preparing for the competition recently. How could he be here?

The car disappeared, but Zhu Sui'an's gaze remained fixed on the direction he had been looking. The sun vanished, and Zhu Sui'an's phone lit up again. It was the familiar stranger he often chatted with, and he sent a message: "Hello, I stumbled upon this channel by chance and have chatted with you for a long time. Thank you so much for your company. I'll be focusing on work and life from now on, so we might be in less contact. I wish you good health!"

He was going to say goodbye to her. Zhu Sui'an's heart tightened. She had no basis for this, but she had a feeling that the person opposite her was Ruan Ye.

No way! It's just that she missed him too much and couldn't forget him.

She often contacted Lin Luo and got news about Ruan Ye from her, but Lin Luo was going to Jinghe, and everyone was running around, so she would no longer receive so much news from Ruan Ye.

Zhu Sui'an wanted to graduate as soon as possible and then return to China. Although he couldn't go back to the past, it was impossible for him to look back, so at least he could see it from afar.

"Xingxing will be here in the evening." Grandma was personally cleaning the room for Fu Xingchuan. Zhu Sui'an looked at Fu Xingchuan in the family photo.

He said he broke up with Tong Yun in his freshman year. Zhu Sui'an still wanted to maintain their friendship with Tong Yun and sent her a message, but she did not reply. Perhaps Fu Xingchuan hurt her feelings, so Tong Yun ignored her.

During their senior year, a while ago, their estranged uncle got into trouble and went to jail. The Fu family suffered a major upheaval, and Fu Xingchuan had no choice but to give up medicine and go into business, shouldering the heavy burden. Hearing that the Su family had helped a lot, Su Youyi often walked with Fu Xingchuan and told people in their circle that he should call her sister-in-law from now on.

Zhu Sui'an was furious. She was the elder sister, okay? She should still be called the younger sister. Never mind. She just started to dislike Fu Xingchuan. Lin Luo was so good, but he didn't like her. He even threw away Tong Yun, who was so good.

Zhu Sui'an didn't recognize Su Youyi. She contacted Tong Yun again and asked her father and Australian classmates about her recent situation, but she got no information.

Dad said that Tong Yun graduated early and became an international volunteer teacher, teaching everywhere. The signal was poor in most poor areas, so it was not easy to find her.

Zhu Sui'an felt lost but also proud that Tong Yun had realized her dream. After Fu Xingchuan arrived in England, Zhu Sui'an was still annoyed by him and ignored him for a long time.

Gradually, she realized that Fu Xingchuan was not in good condition either, so her attitude softened. When the epidemic broke out, Su Youyi happened to be in China, and Fu Xingchuan returned home in a hurry.

"Be careful!" Zhu Sui'an said worriedly. She was answered by the sound of a door closing, and then, "Don't run around."

He wasn't the only one who said this to her. A lot of people in the group reminded her, but Ruan Ye wasn't one of them. However, she received a message from the mini-program that night: "The domestic epidemic situation is severe. You must take good care of yourself."

"You are Ruan Ye, right?" Zhu Sui'an looked at the message for a long time and replied, "You too."

Zhu Sui'an has been in contact with Lin Luo. She is very outstanding and sincere. She will tell him whatever he asks, and she doesn't ask why. She said that Ruan Ye's mother wants him to go on a blind date recently.

It was a good thing, but Zhu Sui'an could no longer stay in the UK, so she graduated early and returned home.

She specially sent him a message in the mini program, wanting to find out his current feelings. She still firmly believed that the person on the other side was Ruan Ye. Only Ruan Ye would talk to her like that, and would say so foolishly that he had pearl disease because he was afraid that she would feel sad.

Unfortunately, he didn't reply to her message.

That day, she learned that Ruan Ye had come to Jinghe. In fact, he was not invited to the academic forum, and she originally planned to go and see him.

But seeing him, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable. She took a few sips of wine, and since she couldn't hold her liquor well, her face immediately flushed and she felt dizzy. She saw Ruan Ye meet her eyes, and she confirmed that it was Ruan Ye, slowly moved over, and tried to identify him again.

The face in front of her was Ruan Ye, who had told her that he would not wait for her when they broke up. Zhu Sui'an said, "You look like my ex...boyfriend. Come play with me!"

Before she finished speaking, she paused unconsciously, which seemed particularly harsh to Ruan Ye's ears, and he was quite angry.

He kissed her angrily and took her back to the room. Zhu Sui'an didn't like how cold he was to her, making her think that someone else was touching her.

The alcohol was taking effect again, and Zhu Sui'an couldn't see the face in front of her clearly. She wanted to know if it was Ruan Ye who kissed her. She remembered the mole on his waist and abdomen, and touched it again and again.

Zhu Sui'an didn't find it, and was a little scared. She kicked the man away and started crying again. Then she heard a familiar voice. He leaned back, and Zhu Sui'an was relieved when she touched the mole, and she took the initiative to kiss him.

When she woke up the next morning, Zhu Sui'an saw Ruan Ye lying beside her. She was happy and at a loss. She didn't know how he would treat her, so she had to run away first. But she was careful and hid her watch under the quilt.

She was waiting for news from Ruan Ye at home, but she didn't expect him to come directly to her house and say that he wanted to marry her. She was so excited that she didn't care about her parents' feelings when they knew what she had done.

After Ruan Ye left, she tried to convince her parents to agree to her marriage. Her mother held her hand and said to her, "Is it him? The Ruan Ye you like very much."

Once she had a nightmare. Her mother held her in her arms. She was still asleep and kept murmuring, "Ruan Ye, Ruan Ye..."

"I still like him now." Zhu Sui'an nodded, and they agreed to everything without saying anything.

Even though he knew that Ruan Ye might want to marry her out of revenge, Zhu Sui'an still carefully prepared the wedding and went to visit Li Fangshu.

The wedding ended successfully. Ruan Ye carried Zhu Sui'an back to the room. Ruan Ye put her down and wanted to leave, but Zhu Sui'an stopped him and said to him, "Let's live a good life!"

He didn't answer directly, but didn't leave. He said he wanted to finish what he had done last time. Before Zhu Sui'an could react, Ruan Ye zipped down her white toast dress.

Her face flushed red as she felt the delicate touch of his lips. She wanted to just let it go, but he didn't dare to take the last step, fearing that she couldn't bear it.

How could there be any regrets on their wedding night? Zhu Sui'an pressed Ruan Ye down and did it herself. She moved very slowly, but Ruan Ye was not in a hurry. He held her fingers tightly and said in the dark, "Don't force yourself if it hurts... I'll take my time."

"good."

Afterwards, Zhu Sui'an slept in Ruan Ye's arms, having the most comfortable sleep he had in years. When he opened his eyes, he was still beside him, and Zhu Sui'an was reluctant to get up.

Thinking that they were going to fly to the Maldives for their honeymoon and had plenty of time like this, she left the bed.

She was overthinking it. Ruan Ye had changed a long time ago. He no longer loved her as unconditionally as before.

He was just a qualified husband, not a perfect lover. Zhu Sui'an couldn't understand why someone would rather stay at school and tutor a female student who clearly had a crush on him when he already had a wife waiting for him at home. He also couldn't understand why he wasn't even angry when he saw a photo of her with her ex-boyfriend.

He never called her wife, but only called her "Happy New Year".

Zhu Sui'an and Ruan Ye had been in a cold war for a while, but it ended when she found out he had prepared a birthday party for her. Then, when she learned Tong Yun had passed away, she was heartbroken, so Ruan Ye held her, coaxed her, and patiently comforted her for hours.

Lin Luo was even sadder than her and wanted to divorce Fu Xingchuan. Although she always disliked Fu Xingchuan, she could understand him very well. He was in a bad condition and she was very worried.

Unexpectedly, this worry turned into a hidden danger, forcing her into surgery. She miraculously came back to life, probably because Tong Yun was blessing her from heaven.

Zhu Sui'an opened her eyes and the first person she saw was Fu Xingchuan. She wiped his tears away and said, "Coward, why are you crying? Isn't your sister awake now?"

Fu Xingchuan couldn't hold it any longer, so Ruan Ye pushed him aside. Zhu Sui'an saw another face with red eyes. She wanted to touch his face, but Ruan Ye held her hand tightly.

She asked, "Are you the one who has the pearl disease?"

He nodded hoarsely, "It's a chronic disease that requires constant treatment. And only Doctor Zhu can cure it. You can't abandon me again."

"Okay." Tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, and Zhu Sui'an finally realized that Ruan Ye had always loved her.

After going through so much, Fu Xingchuan and Lin Luo are back together. Zhu Sui'an is moved by their love. She lowers her eyes to see Ruan Ye tying her shoelaces and wanting to go home hand in hand with her, and the corners of her lips curl up.

Before they could hold hands, a female classmate came over, greeted Ruan Ye, and asked to have dinner together. Zhu Sui'an frowned unconsciously, thinking that Ruan Ye was indifferent again, but he picked her up and said, "No need to eat, my wife is sleepy, I have to take her home first."

Zhu Sui'an was held in his arms, and as he watched his female classmate leave, the corners of his mouth rose even higher.

Ruan Ye asked her: "What are you laughing at?"

Zhu Sui'an's chest was pressed against Ruan Ye's. She could feel a strong beating heart and said to Ruan Ye with a smile, "So the heart that was lost in my left chest is with you."