Wang Yijing never understood why she disliked Zhang Sheng.

Is it because of Wang Yiheng?

No, she never had the idea that her brother was hers alone and no one could take him away from her.

When Wang Yiheng was in the first year of high school, he had an affair with a girl from the next class in the same school, and she even helped cover for him.

Is it because Zhang Sheng is too dazzling?

She was jealous, but she had also seen people who were better than Zhang Sheng.

They have a distant relative, and that child has always been someone else's child.

Is it because of the different treatment from parents?

There should be some, but she has been treated differently for a long time. She used to think that her brother was having a hard time and felt very sympathetic towards him. Now she felt that her parents were wrong and she should only complain to them instead of competing with Zhang Sheng.

And now, she suddenly understood.

She was not competing with Zhang Sheng, she was competing with herself.

She doesn't blame others, she blames herself.

She resented herself for giving up.

When she gave up practicing the piano, she gave up persistence;

When she listened to her parents and studied to be a kindergarten teacher, she gave up the choice;

When she asked her parents to transfer her to another position, she gave up trying.

There is nothing wrong with lying down, there is nothing wrong with being a kindergarten teacher, and there is nothing wrong with being a quiet and well-behaved girl.

The bad thing is, all of this was not her own choice.

When she gave up again and again, she actually gave up on herself.

What does she want to do? Never thought about it.

What does she like? I haven't thought about it deeply.

What kind of person does she want to be? I haven't thought about it.

She thought she was finished that day and cried so bitterly, knowing that she had given up again.

In the past, she had no clear consciousness and gave up casually. That time she was conscious, but out of habit, escape and fear, she still gave up.

Thinking of this, she felt a sour feeling in her nose. She took a long breath. She would never give up again, absolutely not!

Coach Ni kept his promise and took them to eat hotpot when he returned to Biandong.

It's still not a big restaurant, but it's a Sichuan hotpot, spicy and numbing. The players enjoyed it very much and asked to come often in the future. Coach Ni sneered: "Is our Iron Middle School that rich?"

The players fell silent.

Seeing that the atmosphere was a bit dull, Zhang Sheng said, "It's okay, you will be rich next year, Old Ni."

"oh?"

"We have dominated the country this year, and you will be rich next year."

"…Well, let's talk about it next year."

…

…………

"Captain." Wang Yijing said, "Coach Ni will have money in the second half of the year."

Zhang Sheng slapped his thigh: "Yes!"

Coach Ni glanced at them and said, "You two have very strange minds."

Zhang Sheng said: "On this issue, we are all of one mind."

Everyone nodded.

"There won't be any competitions in the second half of the year, so why would we have a meal together?"

"How could you do this, Old Ni!"

“Ahhhhh—”

In the next two days, the team had no changes compared to before, with rest on the first day and recovery training on the second day.

But after all, they made it to the finals, which excited the leaders of Tiezhong and they even reported it in the newspaper. Although it was just a local newspaper in Biandong and even though it was just a small piece of tofu, it made the team members very happy. Wang Yajing even bought two copies, one for complete collection and one for clipping. Xu Saisai read the content twice: "Jingjing, you don't seem to be in this."

"Um."

Xu Saisai thought for a moment and said, "It seems that there is no coach like yours either."

Wang Yijing sighed.

"Quiet?"

Wang Yijing sighed again.

Wang Yijing thinks it is normal without herself. There is such a small piece of land, and even Zhang Sheng doesn't have it, so how could she be there? But even Coach Ni didn't say anything, she felt that the leadership of Tiezhong was too narrow-minded. Not only her, but all the players thought so, and they all talked about it privately, saying, what does the vice-principal who spoke know! Keep up the good work and achieve even better results!

Is he really bald?

The Wang couple were also very encouraged that Tiezhong made it to the finals.

The provincial final!

All over the province!

You can say this anywhere, but after reading the content of the report, I'm not so interested anymore.

Of course, they also knew that they would get extra points if they made it to the finals, but Coach Ni told them at the beginning that these extra points would only be given to the third graders every year. Even though Wang Yajing made the roster and performed well on the court, she was only a freshman after all, so it was not her turn. In fact, at first, the Wang couple didn’t particularly care about whether there were extra points or not. If they really cared about the scores, they would not have let Wang Yijing play football. They would have tried their best to make up lessons, which would have definitely led to better results than playing football.

Their idea has always been that for girls, it’s enough as long as they are healthy and safe. My daughter is a delicate one, how can she endure hardship?

But now seeing Wang Yijing working so hard every day, they feel that no matter what else, they can’t avoid getting the extra points for physical education. So they decided to start working hard for Wang Yijing when she was in her second year of high school.

"They are all physical education teachers. Good schools are different from ordinary schools. If Jingjing wants to go to a good school, she must also go to a decent university."

This is the current consensus between the Wang couple.

This is the case with Wang Yijing's family, and it is another case with Zhang Sheng's family.

As soon as Zhang Sheng got home, her mother Yu Ping came out to greet her. She was a little confused, and Yu Ping said, "I saw your school was in the newspaper."

"ah……"

"You kid, don't even say a word."

"It's not me who's on top."

Yu Ping patted her on the back and said, "It's a good thing that you're not on the team! This time, you can be a sports student, right? You've all made it to the finals!"

"...Mom, I don't necessarily have to be a sports student."

Yu Ping hesitated for a moment: "It's better to take this route, it's more secure."

"Sister-in-law, I have something to say to you." The one who spoke was a plump woman. She was peeling peanuts and said, "If you really want to have security, you shouldn't have let Zhang Sheng go to high school in the first place. Tiezhong is not a good school. It only produces a few students who can go to a decent undergraduate program each year. If Zhang Sheng went there, it would just be extra money, and it's not compulsory education now."

“…Now everyone is going to college.”

"Then you have to go to a good university. What's the point of an ordinary university? The tuition is expensive, and you still can't find a job after graduation... Let's not talk about it earlier. If you want to take the college entrance examination, you'd better take a useful one. Xiaoying's tourism school is very good. Zhang Sheng wanted to go there earlier, and now she can lead a team and make money. I know you want her to be a teacher in the school in the future. Being a teacher is also good, but you need someone. It's not easy to get into a public school now, and it will cost money. She doesn't know how much money she can make."

As they were talking here, Zhang Sheng pursed his lips and slowly walked away.

She went to the bathroom to wash her face first, and then returned to her room. As soon as she came in, her mother came in with a plate of freshly fried peanuts: "Eat it quickly, it's freshly fried."

Zhang Sheng took one and put it in his mouth. The peanut was coated with flour and fried in oil, and then sprinkled with sugar. It had three layers of taste when eaten in the mouth, sweet on the outside, crispy in the middle, and fragrant on the inside.

Zhang Sheng's food was not very sweet. Yu Ping saw it and said, "Your father is like that. You know that."

"……Um."

"No matter what, you have to go to college."

"I know."

Yu Ping wanted to say something, but seeing her like this, she finally sighed: "You are still young now. When you grow up, you will know that life is not what you think."

Zhang Sheng pursed his lips and said nothing more. Yu Ping went out.

Zhang Sheng ate the peanuts slowly. She used to like this snack very much because it was one of the few snacks she could eat to her heart's content.

This is not because her family is poor. In fact, when she was a child, she always felt that her family should be relatively wealthy.

They live in a two-story Western-style house. Although the upstairs floor belongs to her uncle, the downstairs is not small either. She can have a big room of her own. When her classmates come to visit her, they always say, "Zhang Sheng, your room is so big!"

His father is in charge of a bus. The reason why he is in charge is because his father can't drive, but his father is in charge of two drivers.

But as she grew up, she found that things were not what she thought.

This house is not theirs, and the car is not theirs either.

Her parents can only be considered as working for her uncle and aunt, or they cannot even be considered as workers because they do not have a fixed salary. Her uncle pays for her tuition, and during the holidays, they have some holiday expenses to buy clothes and for social events.

All the daily necessities in the house were bought by her aunt. She could eat whatever she wanted, but she couldn't have snacks.

At first, she didn't know whether this model was good or bad, because she had been raised like this since she was a child. Even though she felt it was a little strange, she didn't think it was bad, until she was in the third year of junior high school.

She was born in the eastern suburbs, and like most children here, she went to the nearest kindergarten and elementary school. The middle school was selected by lottery based on the jurisdiction, so naturally she was selected in this jurisdiction. The school was just average and her grades were just average, so when it came time for her high school entrance exam, she discovered that there were only a few high schools she could get into. At that time, her aunt said that she didn't need to go to high school, and it would be enough to go to a technical secondary school. It would be best if she could study tourism, and she could also help contact business for the family car.

Her mother insisted that she go to high school, saying that she had to go to high school before she could go to college.

"What college can she go to?"

"…She is good at sports and can be a sports student!"

"What future can a sports student have?"

"Zhang Laosan, if Zhang Sheng doesn't go to high school, I will divorce you!"

That was the first time her mother spoke to her father in such a harsh tone.

In this family, her father is not the one who has the final say, because her uncle and cousin are above him, but in their small family, her father always has the final say, especially to her mother. Her mother never dared to raise her voice when facing her father.

But that time, her voice was almost shrill, and the whole family was shocked, including her.

It was then that she realized that this lifestyle was very bad.

She ate another peanut, then pushed her plate aside and opened her English book.

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