Chapter 34 He Will Never Like Me

Why is he here?

At that moment, Sang Sui stuffed the gift box back into Zhang Yunchen's arms as if he was a guilty thief.

"S-Sorry, I'll just..."

"She has no intention of falling in love for the time being."

Before Sang Sui finished her words, Sheng Yize finished the last sentence for her.

Zhang Yunchen seemed not to expect Sheng Yize to appear. He turned around when he heard the voice, and when he saw Sheng Yize's face, he couldn't help but feel frightened.

The man couldn't be described as fierce, but his family background gave him a strong backing, which added a bit of coldness and sternness to his innate nobility and approachability.

Zhang Yunchen swallowed his saliva and nodded: "Hello, Senior Sheng."

Sheng Yize walked over, glanced at the thing in his arms, and sneered.

"Isn't it too insincere to expect others to accept your love for you with just this little bit of stuff?"

Sang Sui: “…”

Zhang Yunchen was stunned, hearing the sarcasm in the man's words, and curled his lips: "Sorry, I didn't think it through."

Sheng Yize's expression slightly tightened: "Apologize to her."

Zhang Yunchen turned to Sang Sui and said, "I'm sorry, Sang Sui, I didn't think it through. I'll come again next time..."

"You'll have a next time?!"

Zhang Yunchen's face turned awkward. He glanced at Sheng Yize and suddenly bowed slightly to Sang Sui.

"S-Sorry for the intrusion. I have something else to do, so I'll leave first."

After saying that, he took his things and ran away.

Sang Sui has a good temper and doesn't want to embarrass others even if he refuses them.

But from Zhang Yunchen's perspective, what Sheng Yize said was really embarrassing.

Sang Sui looked at Zhang Yunchen who was leaving and frowned: "Are you being too direct?"

"If it's not direct, can he understand?"

"He's not stupid."

"Are you speaking for him?"

"Um?"

Sang Sui vaguely sensed that Sheng Yize was in a bad mood, so he looked away and looked at him.

The man put his hands in his pockets, frowned slightly, lowered his deep eyes, and glanced at her with a hint of anger.

Sang Sui was startled, somewhat surprised by his reaction: "Are you... angry?"

Sheng Yize's eyes paused, his tense body relaxed, he pulled his hand out, stood up straight, and looked away.

As if to hide something, he turned around and walked away without saying a word.

Sang Sui hurriedly chased after him: "Sheng Yize, why are you angry?"

It's really hard to guess what this person is thinking. Why is he angry again?

Zhang Yunchen didn't bully her, didn't force her, and didn't do anything to her.

The man's back was tense and he said nothing.

Sang Sui didn't dare to ask any further questions and could only follow him in small steps.

The two walked from the playground to the school road. After walking for a while, Sheng Yize suddenly stopped.

Sang Sui almost bumped into him and just stopped right beside him.

Sheng Yize turned and looked at her.

The little girl's round eyes were clear and pure, faintly reflecting his figure.

She is worried about him.

Sheng Yize's heart softened and he softened his voice: "Why are you following me?"

"You're angry." She said sincerely, "Although I don't know why you're angry, I still think... I should comfort you."

Sheng Yize's eyes were startled, and the color of his eyes deepened as he looked at her.

After a few seconds, he suddenly turned around and turned his back.

Sang Sui: “…”

What's wrong with that?

"What's wrong with you?" Sang Sui was about to walk around to him, but he stopped her with a shout.

"Don't come over here!"

“…”

Sang Sui was so frightened that he dared not move.

He took a deep breath, calmed his mind for a while, turned around and looked into those round eyes.

"No matter who confesses to you in the future, you must reject him."

Sang Sui was surprised: "Why?"

"You are only eighteen years old and have just come of age. What's the point of dating?!"

"Isn't love something that should be discussed when one is an adult?"

"Stop quibbling, your studies are the most important thing now."

"Why?"

"?"

Sang Sui's voice was a little dissatisfied: "Why can you fall in love but I can't?"

The man's body shook.

Looking at the dissatisfaction in her eyes, he felt as if something was stabbing his heart and felt a slight pain.

Sheng Yize was silent for a while before explaining: "I have never liked them..."

Sang Sui’s face froze.

When Sang Sui realized the meaning behind his words, he felt as if all the strength in his body was drained away at once.

There is a dull suffocation in my heart and I feel a little breathless.

Yes, if you don’t like those beautiful and generous girls, how can you like me who is so ordinary and humble…

"I understand." Sang Sui pulled the corner of his mouth and lowered his head. "I still have homework to do. I'll go back to the dormitory first."

After saying that, without waiting for him to speak, she turned sideways and walked past him.

-

After that day, Sang Sui didn't dare to look for him again.

His words seemed to tell her that liking him would not have a good outcome.

Sang Sui opened the small notebook, which was filled with many words written densely.

It's all about Sheng Yize.

Since the first time he sent her to the hospital because of dysmenorrhea, she recorded everything in this notebook, including his favorite cedar smell, his favorite watermelon, his favorite basketball, his favorite white shirts and black trousers, and even his mysophobia.

From her freshman year in high school to her freshman year in college, she has recorded every meeting and every time she spent with him.

Whether she was happy, sad or upset, she would write three letters at the end of every page of the record - SYZ.

The girl's bitter secret love never sees the light of day. She hopes that her one-man show will never be discovered by anyone, and will never be discovered by... that man.

Sang Sui took a deep breath, turned to the latest blank page, and wrote a few words on it -

He will never like me. 】

-

One month later.

After New Year’s Day, there will be final exams.

As the end of the semester approaches, there are more courses and homework. Sang Sui is so busy that he hasn't worked part-time for a long time.

When she thought of her part-time job, she remembered the four thousand yuan she owed Sheng Yize.

The pen in his hand paused slightly, Sang Sui picked up his phone, opened WeChat, and clicked on Sheng Yize's profile picture.

The two hadn't chatted for a long time. The chat record in the dialog box still stopped at the day when they had a disagreement. The next day, Sheng Yize sent her a message -

【After school, let’s go to the cafeteria to eat together. 】

Sang Sui bit his lip and replied directly: [I am heavily in debt, so I will be eating vegetarian food today. 】

【……】

Sang Sui looked at the chat history that had been stopped for more than a month, clicked on the input box, and clicked on the transfer function.

[Transfer to Sheng Yize: 2,000 yuan]

Note: Repayment.

Just as she sent the transfer information, her cell phone rang suddenly.

Caller's note: Sheng Yize.

Sang Sui's heart trembled, and he was so scared that he almost threw his phone away!

How come it’s so fast!

He was also staring at their dialog box? !

She swiped the answer button with trembling fingers and put it to her ear: "Hello?"

The man's low, pleasant voice was slightly deep, hitting Sang Sui's heart hard.

"Go downstairs."