Chapter 73 The kiss he had longed for

◎Like a vine clinging to a tree, the entanglement between them becomes tighter and tighter.◎

Song Yu discovered that no matter who the foreign boyfriend was who she casually mentioned at the beginning, they could naturally use the skin of the child's parents to enjoy the stimulating sensation of having an affair.

Kwon Ji-yong came to China again and changed into Song Yu's new identity as his personal assistant. They seemed like a pair of forbidden love between a star and his assistant that could not be seen in public.

When it comes to sharing your feelings tonight, you have to confess your feelings under the noses of the two people in front of you.

They have similar resonance with such stimulating occasions and identities.

For example, at this moment, after Song Yu received Quan Zhilong's confession, the first thing he thought of was not to agree.

But...

"Think it's exciting?"

Quan Zhilong was puzzled and repeated it again. After realizing what it meant, he smiled helplessly and said, "Mo Ya~ What's in your head?"

Gotta love the thrill of sneaking around, huh?

Well, actually he likes it too.

As for Quan Zhilong's confession, there was not enough time in the car. Sister Lin was afraid that the two of them could not help but do something extraordinary in the car. Didn't you see that the driver frequently looked at the rearview mirror?

Could it be that he saw through Song Yu's identity?

After all, he has a hit drama on air recently.

We first arrived at Song Yu's residence. Due to the heavy rain, the car was driven to the innermost part. It only took two people a dozen meters to walk to get under the eaves. The security here is tight, and usually unfamiliar vehicles from outside cannot come in casually.

Because Song Yu showed up just now.

Sister Lin felt at ease only after watching the couple disappear in the rain.

What if the artists get sick after being caught in the rain?

Haha

Didn’t you see the sticky atmosphere between those two!

I don't know what I said in the car just now. What a bold young man!

She was afraid that the two of them wouldn't be able to control themselves in the car...and kiss!

“Hahahahaha~”

A crisp laugh was heard. When they entered the room, they were already soaked. Today's celebration banquet was not open to the public. Compared with the formal dress she wore in the past, Song Yu went out in casual clothes today. The raindrops wet her outer coat, and she felt the late coolness.

In the adult world, there are not many opportunities to go home in the rain without an umbrella. For artists who are accompanied by staff when traveling, running in the rain like a madman is a scene that only happens in a play.

Everything that happened just now gave Song Yu a feeling of unreality.

When they returned home, Xiao Taotao's parents were soaked.

Song Yu took off his wet coat immediately, but saw that Kwon Ji-yong looked even more disheveled than himself. The refreshing short black hair he had seen a few months ago had grown a lot longer, as if he had a wolf-tail hairstyle like before he joined the army. Over the years, fans have called it: the idol's homeless hairstyle.

As a fashion icon who hasn't appeared in a few years, people outside are still following the things that Kwon Ji-yong had before he joined the army, including this long hairstyle that looks like a homeless man.

And her laughter~ This is also the reason why Song Yu laughed. The beard on his face, plus the wet and messy long hair, made him look like a real homeless person.

"Oppa! You look more like a beggar."

After saying this, Song Yu quickly slipped away.

I was left feeling devastated. After confessing my feelings in the car, I didn't get a response from my crush. The next moment, Song Yu said I looked like... a beggar?

Quan Zhilong hurried into the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror. Water droplets fell along the ends of his wolf-tail hair. When he shook his head, it seemed as if countless tiny spots of light exploded on the mirror.

The man in the mirror had gray stubble on his chin, which had grown wildly into a thorn-like beard, and his wet hair hung down behind his neck. He suddenly raised the corners of his mouth and saw a familiar smile on his face in the mirror.

If he had thought about the confession of feelings tonight, he would have definitely taken good care of his personal image!

I covered my face with one hand, unable to believe that in the other person's eyes, I looked like a beggar just now when I confessed my love to him.

"Ah~ She wouldn't regret it!"

Regret being confessed by the beggar.

"Ashi..."

Quan Zhilong decided to shave his beard tonight.

Thinking of Song Yu's ex-boyfriend who had always wanted to get back together, although they had only met once that day, he still remembered that face because of the sharp look he had given her at that time.

He is a good-looking man.

I remember the assistant said that he is five years younger than Song Yu. Doesn't that mean... maybe ten years younger than him?

"No, I must get a result tonight."

Otherwise, after confessing my feelings and performing intimate actions in the car, I would feel like I was taken advantage of and then irresponsibly abandoned by the other party.

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While the children are asleep, the parents have some time for themselves outside.

Even though she was in her own home, Song Yu suddenly felt a sense of awkwardness. This feeling was not unfamiliar to her.

When we met again in Korea, the first time I saw Kwon Ji-yong, I was taken to his home, where I met Xiao Taotao and there was also a brother named Tiger at home.

At that time, I felt awkward about the embarrassing situation that I and Kwon Ji-yong were suddenly facing. In front of other people, I had to play the role of a child's parent with him, and I had to act for no reason.

They were reunited after eight years of separation!

Later, with the child mediating between them, the two people living in the same room gradually felt less awkward, and instead fell into an ambiguous relationship between a man and a woman.

Until... tonight they broke the window paper and expressed their feelings in the most straightforward way.

Feeling awkward doesn’t mean you want to escape.

For adults of this age, being shy and running away is not their style.

But why did it progress to explain the reason for the breakup?

Song Yu was at a loss for words. Quan Zhilong seemed to suddenly become very concerned and wanted to know the reason for their breakup.

But he was one of the parties involved, and he actually asked her?

Song Yu asked, "Oppa, is this important?"

To be honest, Song Yu can no longer remember the specific reason for the breakup.

The time we have been apart since then has long been greater than the time we have been together. Even if there have been things that have hurt each other, all traces have become shallow as time has washed away the hurt.

To the extent that, after their reunion, what she often thought of when talking to Quan Zhilong was not the bad things about her ex-lover, but the good things in the past.

Past regrets, past self, and some self-reflection gained from this relationship.

What was so immature about Yuna at that time?

Is the reason for breaking up all the other person’s fault?

Actually, it’s not.

At least, Song Yu saw Yuna's former inferiority complex.

"self-abasement?"

Sitting together calmly and reviewing the reasons for the first breakup like this may really happen to Quan Zhilong one day.

I also find it incredible.

After getting caught in the rain, both of them took a hot bath in time to prevent colds.

At this moment, his shirt was half open, with undried water droplets still condensed on his collarbone. The exposed skin seemed like a signal of some kind of suggestive temptation. The ends of his long wolf-tail hair hung down at the back of his neck. Because they were not completely dried, they curled into a slightly curved arc, just covering the angel tattoo on the back.

All the beard on his face was shaved off. Quan Zhilong, who originally came to Beijing with a sense of vicissitudes of life, seemed to have regained ten years of youth in just one week.

The same face without makeup turned into a childish... boy?

The whole person is wet and fresh, kneaded into a lime that is about to break, making people seem to see the young boy in his early years stepping on puddles and running wildly from the company's practice room.

This kind of ability to change the age so freely and at times increase or decrease is amazing.

Opposite him, Song Yu also had no makeup on. The two of them looked ten years younger. They did not look like adults in their thirties who had broken up eight years ago, but rather like a pair of student lovers who secretly brought their childish lover to their parents' house for a date while their parents were not at home.

Those youthful years that I was once too embarrassed to talk about can now be talked about with ease many years later.

When Yuna was dating Kwon Ji-yong, she was very self-conscious. The reason for this self-consciousness was not only because she encountered a bottleneck in her career development at that time, but also because her boyfriend was the famous GD.

In 2015, Yuna's situation in SM Entertainment was somewhat awkward.

As an artist who debuted for 6 years, she was already called "senior" when she met several junior groups in the company. The juniors who developed rapidly after their debut were something they could not imagine at the time.

It can be said that "after many years of being a daughter-in-law, she finally becomes a mother-in-law", but it seems that the development of her popularity and achievements has reached its limit.

As newcomers who debuted at about the same time, if we compare them, the function groups cannot compare to their seniors Girls' Generation in development, and there are also new junior groups under them that are about to debut.

It is not as good as the best and is still unknown compared to the worst. Obviously, the amount of resource investment in the future will be tilted.

The company is going to promote new people.

To develop variety shows, to develop acting careers, to develop... became the way out for each member of the team.

The resources the company invests in them will only decrease year by year, and the company even hopes to get returns without any investment.

So, what about Yuna who made her solo debut?

After her, there was no other solo female singer debuting, and she became the youngest female singer to debut in SM company.

Similarly, compared to her predecessors, her development is just that.

When she first debuted, the company had high hopes for her, hoping that she could achieve the same success as BoA, but what happened?

Not satisfactory.

Just like with previous girl groups, she was given a choice: either continue to pursue her singing career purely, or continue to spend time in the company, waiting to be notified of the next comeback period.

But in every group, there are many people who want to make a solo comeback. You can't be treated specially just because you debuted as a solo singer.

Among the senior groups, there are many people who have debuted for more than ten years but have never released a solo album.

Is it because they can’t create?

No, it’s just that the company doesn’t encourage this kind of creative style of artists. They have their own set of assembly line aesthetics and arrangements.

Artists are just commodities that need to follow the company's arrangements.

How can you decide the packaging style of a product yourself?

"This is SM! There are many people like you who have their own creative ideas, but not all of the songs they write are accepted by the company."

Big companies have their own large music libraries and they have no shortage of the music you write, nor do they look down on it.

Endless waiting time. In a big company like SM, this is the fate of those veterans who have debuted for several years.

Sitting on the bench is a skill that newcomers have learned as soon as they debut.

They waste time, which is called "retirement" by fans, or wait until the contract ends and become free agents. The price they pay is their youth that is gone forever.

Song Yu was unwilling to waste his life in endless waiting.

Become like their predecessors with Chinese green cards, access domestic resources, or transform into an actor.

At that time, when she was dating Quan Zhilong, how could this favored child of heaven understand her feelings!

The imbalance in career development and popularity gradually gave rise to an inferiority complex.

Now that I am successful in my career, looking back, I see the past more clearly than anyone else.

The breakup between the two was an inevitable result. If it didn't happen in 2015, it would have happened at any time afterwards. It was a bomb that would explode sooner or later. It was just a matter of time.

Quan Zhi felt silent and uncomfortable after hearing this, and was thinking in his heart, can he now understand what Yuna felt back then?

A bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. The free agent he just mentioned seemed very similar to his current situation!

"According to what you said, I wasn't really wronged back then."

The little girl whined and pulled at her long hair, which had already dried out and became fluffy. Seeing that someone still wanted to drink, she snatched the red wine glass from her hand and said dissatisfiedly, "Who said my stomach was upset?"

You still dare to drink, you are courting death.

As for the wine glass that he had taken away, Quan Zhilong smelled a familiar scent of wine, and took a sip gently along the position where she was about to drink.

The stimulating feeling of the wine flowing down his throat made him frown.

Come to think of it, the last time I drank was in France.

Song Yu sat cross-legged on the sofa. Seeing that her wine was gone, Quan Zhilong, who had snatched the wine, took a sip without waiting for her to make the necessary verbal response.

The next second, a shadow pounced on her quickly. Under the sudden and powerful impact, her head was about to make close contact with the ground. A palm quietly came from behind, separating her from the ground and the back of her head.

Her lips were suddenly blocked, and the tip of his tongue came in with the smell of alcohol, transferring the taste of alcohol in the other person's mouth to her side, making her head gradually dizzy and swollen. There was no one to support her, so she could only hold on to his arms.

Like a vine clinging to a tree, they are getting tighter and tighter around each other.

Quan Zhilong's other hand touched her face and deepened the kiss.

In an instant, she was conquered.

From the soft earlobes to the neck that spread downwards, they all became his property, and he could bully them at will.

When I finally caught my breath, I heard the person in front of me mutter in a satisfied voice, "I've been thinking about this for a long time."

The kiss he had wanted for so long.

He had thought about doing this for a long time.