Song Qingshu held the teacup in both hands, obviously a little nervous, but when he thought of Xiao Chunyu who was buried in the ground, and the people in Jinfeng Village said that if he wanted to know everything, he had to ask Shen Sisi, so he found Jiangcheng all the way and came to the family compound.

"I've been to Jinfeng Village. I didn't expect Chunyu to..."

When mentioning Xiao Chunyu, the gentle and graceful girl with a sweet smile emerged in Song Qingshu's mind.

However, when he was full of joy and wanted to find his girl, she had already fallen asleep in the soil.

He couldn't bear the blow, and stayed at Xiao Chunyu's grave for several days without eating or drinking. Later, he fainted and was sent to the clinic by the villagers. After he woke up, they were afraid that he would commit suicide again, so they asked him to come to Jiangcheng to find Shen Sisi.

It was with this idea that Song Qingshu finally came to Jiangcheng and met Chunyu’s former sister - Shen Sisi!

After hearing his words, Shen Sisi's attitude was not as sharp as before.

"Song Qingshu, if you want to know what happened to Chunyu, then you have to tell me first, what's going on between you and Chunyu?"

Song Qingshu did not hide anything from her, but told her their story in detail.

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"Chun Yu and I were high school classmates, and I had a crush on her for three years... Later, because of her family's class background, she had no choice but to become an educated youth, while I took the college entrance examination and was admitted to Peking University and Tsinghua University."

During school, Song Qingshu had always maintained correspondence with Xiao Chunyu. He had confessed his love to Xiao Chunyu more than once, but Xiao Chunyu never responded to him.

Song Qingshu understood that Xiao Chunyu felt that he was not worthy of him, a college student, because of his low background and being a peasant in the countryside.

"In fact, my family conditions are not good. We are very poor. If I hadn't been admitted to university, I wouldn't have had the courage to confess to Chunyu. But I didn't expect that this would hinder the development of our relationship. It's really fate..."

At that time, Song Qingshu worked part-time every day, working during the winter and summer vacations, trying hard to earn money to complete his studies.

But whenever he has time, he will still take time to come to Jinfeng Village to see the girl he likes.

But every time, Xiao Chunyu seemed to be afraid of the light. She never allowed him to enter the house, nor introduced the young sisters to him. After a quick meeting, she urged him to leave.

Song Qingshu was also helpless!

In fact, Shen Sisi could understand Xiao Chunyu's mentality very well. She just felt hopeless about her life. She didn't want to drag down Song Qingshu, nor did she want Song Qingshu to have any contact with her.

She simply didn't want to be a burden to Song Qingshu or a "black spot" on his path forward.

Her inferiority, her fear, her worry… made her shrink back, and she didn’t even dare to introduce Shen Sisi.

"Later, when I graduated from college, I was admitted to the Northwest Research Institute. Before leaving, I came to see her and told her that I wanted to marry her and take her to the Northwest. That night, I drank a little and mustered up the courage to ask her. In the end, she rejected me..."

"Later..." Song Qingshu hesitated and didn't dare to continue.

Shen Sisi said, “Later, you had sex, right?”

Song Qingshu's eyes widened in disbelief: "She...she told you everything!"

Do I need to be told this?

The children are born!

However, judging from his reaction, he probably doesn’t know about Niu Niu’s existence!

"I... I'm not a human being. I shouldn't have bullied her while drunk. But I really love her too much. I dream of marrying her home, but she never agrees to me. I'm really distressed."

"She said at the time that I was looking for someone better and that she was not worthy of me... I was also confused, thinking that if she became my woman, then she would not be able to reject me anymore, so I..."

Shen Sisi was so angry that her teeth itched. If it weren’t for the table between them, she would have wanted to slap him hard.

"Song Qingshu, you are so despicable! Do you know how much harm you have done to her by doing this..."

Xiao Chunyu fell for it at once. Her belly grew bigger day by day. She lost her job as a primary school teacher and was criticized by others.

Song Qingshu tightly gripped the teacup, veins bulging on the back of his hand. He lowered his head in guilt. He knew that he was a bastard and shameless, so after completing the project, he immediately rushed back to Jinfeng Village, planning to marry his girl.

Unexpectedly...

Song Qingshu raised his hand and slapped himself twice: "Yes, I am shameless, I am despicable, if there is any retribution, just let me take it, why do you treat Chunyu like this..."

At the end of his speech, he couldn't help but sob like a baby.

It can be seen that he is sincere to Xiao Chunyu, and Xiao Chunyu also has feelings for him, otherwise she would not have protected him until her death.

After a long while, he wiped away his tears and spoke hoarsely: "Comrade Shen, please tell me, what happened to Chunyu this year, how could she be so young..."

She stared at him thoughtfully, and finally, she let out a long sigh.

"Okay, I can tell you..."

Shen Sisi told him everything that happened to Xiao Chunyu after he left.

Upon hearing this, Song Qingshu fell into a trance.

The grief in his eyes made him look like he might break into pieces at any moment.

"How could this happen... I'm not a human being!" He slapped himself wildly in the face.

Shen Sisi saw it but did not stop him.

"So, you haven't contacted Chunyu in the past few years just because you were working on a project?" Shen Sisi asked.

Song Qingshu nodded and said, "Our project started a few years ago. I joined in the middle and became a project engineer for the second phase. This project was carried out in the desert and was kept very confidential. At that time, the army was stationed there, and the Jiangcheng headquarters also sent soldiers there."

Shen Sisi suddenly thought of the secret mission that Gu Chengfeng had carried out before. It seemed to be in the desert, and the time matched Song Qingshu's. Could it be this project?

Shen Sisi did not ask what it was specifically, after all, it involved state secrets.

After hearing this, she began to believe that Song Qingshu was not lying.

If he was really locked up to work on the project, there would be no news of him and no one would be able to find him.

It's no wonder that Xiao Chunyu refused to reveal his name and was unwilling to look for him. He must have guessed that he was doing research and couldn't get away for the time being.

So, she took everything on herself.

Song Qingshu had originally lost all hope, but when he heard that Xiao Chunyu was pregnant with his daughter and gave birth to her, there was finally a ray of sunshine in his gloomy world.

"I... I actually have a daughter!" Song Qingshu said tremblingly.

Shen Sisi actually didn't want to admit it. After all, she couldn't bear to see Niuniu being taken away from her by someone else.

However, Song Qingshu is Niu Niu's biological father after all, and he has the right to know the existence of the child.

So, she nodded heavily: "Yes, you have a daughter, her name is Shen Xingyue, and her nickname is Niuniu."

Hearing this, Song Qingshu burst into tears, covering his face and sobbing softly.

Then she wiped the tears from her face and cheered herself up again: "I want to see my daughter. I want to see my daughter now..."

Shen Sisi frowned, looking at his outfit that looked even more beggarly than a beggar’s: “Are you sure you want to meet her like this?”