Floating White

I was so busy running away that I forgot about Rudi. Suddenly, like a dream, I forgot about Rudi, completely forgot about her...

Feng Rudi, Empress Dowager Feng of Taiji Palace didn't mention a word to me.

The piece of meat in Ru Di's belly, whose surname is Li and whose family is Xingqing Palace, abandoned her early.

Queen Mother, you can abandon all your children and grandchildren, and even wish you could kill them. You don’t care about your own children or grandchildren at all. How can you have any nieces, whether they are close relatives or distant relatives?

When King Ping was planning a rebellion, his only supporters were the Feng clan.

Li Wang and Feng Pu have always cheated each other for mutual benefit.

The nephew of the Li family and the uncle of the Feng family have repeatedly harmed each other, and there are always many things that are not sincere and reliable.

If you succeed, you will rule the world; if you fail, you will be beheaded and exiled.

To cut off their own escape routes, Prince Ping wanted to tie up the Feng family, his only helper. The Feng family wanted to gain the first and greatest merit, so the two conspired to set up a deadly trap early on and tricked Feng Rudi out of Yinyue Palace. The two men used a woman to firmly tie Prince Ping's house and the Feng family together. They "worked together" to push Rudi to death...

The throne had not yet been won and there was no sign of the emperor, but King Ping had already promised the fictitious position of crown prince to the Feng family.

Blame Rudi for being too kind, blame me for not being cruel enough, blame me for not being careful enough, blame Rudi for being too kind, and of course, the most hateful ones are those two men.

King Li and Lord Feng.

Evil, endless evil, countless evil, evil that I will never be able to catch up with in my lifetime.

Ru Di, her father used her as a bargaining chip, Li San regarded her as a chess piece, and the Queen Mother classified her as a rebel. The sage wanted to cut the weeds and root them out to avoid future troubles.

Ru Di made a small mistake...but not a serious crime.

The Queen Mother, the Saint, is a member of the Li family and also of the Feng family.

The misfortunes of the Li family and the evils of the Feng family must be borne by Rudi alone.

The Empress Dowager rules the world, and who has the dignity to plead for mercy or change the will of the sage?

The imperial concubine is the most favored among all the palaces, yet she is kneeling outside the palace and her face is bruised. Should I go and beg for mercy?

If I plead for mercy, say one more word, or shed one more tear, I will be harming Rudi.

Asking for mercy from the Queen Mother will anger Xingqing Palace, and begging for mercy from the Saint will make the Ye Ting...waiting for me.

The saint and the queen mother are even more ruthless than me.

I also have the same weaknesses as women. Since I can't save Ru Di, then she and I are just strangers who have never met each other.

I am ruthless to the world, and my love for Ru Di is ultimately no match for my own life.

How can I save him? What can I do?

I know it's impossible, so I don't do anything.

Ren Rudi was convicted and watched Rudi being exiled.

Between Yufu and Rudi, I chose Yufu.

The concubine of Prince Ping and the son of Prince Ni, the Queen Mother will not forgive them, the Sage will not let them go, and neither will I.

Why is Ru Di's life so miserable?

It turned out that this was what the Queen Mother had said that day, and this was the suffering that Ru Di would have to endure throughout her life.

I bowed down immediately without thinking.

"May Your Majesty have a prince and princess soon, and may the Saint have a son and daughter soon."

After saying this, I raised my hands and asked the saint to give me the jade talisman.

The victor's laziness fills the Tai Chi Palace.

I bowed my head, and was surprised to find that the sage's calm aura was suddenly gone.

"Where is your former righteousness?"

The saints knelt together and asked me.

"When I was a child, I slept in the same bed with her, but it lasted only a few nights and I had forgotten it..." I replied.

"You... are heartless and disloyal."

Ridicule at will.

The ruthless emperor actually said that I was ruthless!

The saint stepped on Ru Di and the fetus in her belly to accumulate merit for his and Concubine Feng's future child.

After all these years, I still haven't been able to see through his intentions.

Feng Rudi is not my niece, not my cousin, and the baby she is pregnant with is not my child.

I can hardly take care of my own sister and my nephew, so how can I take care of Feng’s daughter and Li’s cousin?

I stared at the little jade fish and didn't let go.

"This jade talisman is dirty. I dare not defile Your Majesty. Why don't you give it to me?" I asked.

The saint's clothes are loose and close to his body, and the saint's hair is loose and untidy.

The man, with anger, pulled away the hand holding the jade talisman and put it away.

I knelt down and put my hands away. The master did not give me the jade talisman.

The jade talisman of Marquis Luoyang is still in the hands of the saint.

Your Majesty won't let go of my jade talisman.

The saint threw the golden hairpin on the ground, dropping it in front of my knees. He had just taken it out to tie my hair, and now he doesn't want it anymore? I don't understand why.

I watched the saint take two steps outside.

He smiled and said, "Since it's dirty, let's not use it..."

Your Majesty threw the jade talisman out of the palace, just like when I threw the prince's jade talisman into the East China Sea Lake, exactly the same... My jade, my fish, I dare not be angry or say anything.

The jade talisman of Marquis Luoyang fell right under Concubine Xue Shu's hair.

Blood flowers bloomed, the fish died and the jade cracked.

The saint ordered me to go out.

In Qianzhou, nine out of ten people died, and I walked out of Yongle Hall in despair.

Concubine Feng, she kept crying and begging, and even kowtowing.

A son must pay for his father’s debts… I thought to myself.

I couldn't cry, and I took out all the resentment that I couldn't vent on Concubine Feng.

The funny thing is that I have to thank Concubine Feng very much. If it weren't for her, Ru Di would have been beheaded and tortured to death long ago.

Grabbing the imperial concubine by the collar, I said, "Your mother and your brother tricked your sister back home, and your grandfather gave Rudi to Prince Ping. Why are you crying? What are you begging for? What grievances have the imperial concubine suffered?"

The slap hit the imperial concubine's face, but Feng Rusu was as still as a stone, not feeling the pain. The imperial concubine stopped begging and complaining.

She just murmured and cried to me, "I don't have a grandfather, I don't have a mother, I don't have a brother, I don't have a sister... I have nothing, nothing..."

The imperial concubine slapped her own face without stopping for a moment.

Concubine Xue Shu had a pretty face and was staring at me.

She stared at me with eyes full of malice, like a ghost who died under my knife, coming to me in the dark to take her life.

She hates me, even more than the man in the temple.

I hate her for no reason, and she hates me for no reason.

Although there is no reason, there is a reason.

At first sight, she and I were natural enemies who couldn't stand each other.

Did I hit her? Did I scold her? Did I bully or insult her?

In the past, I was soft-hearted.

Tonight, I have to turn her hatred for me into slaps in the face. She deserves to be slapped, and it will not be in vain for me to bear her hatred.

Yongle Palace, Xingqing Palace, I dare not mess with those two.

Concubine Feng and Concubine Xue, I can beat these two whenever I want.

Beating the imperial concubine, I have already exceeded the status of the Li family, naturally, a concubine is not a big deal.

What I said yesterday, I will fulfill today.

He pulled Xue Yinmei's hair and messed up her pretty face.

I signaled the imperial concubine to stop and asked her to move her hand to the concubine's face.

If Concubine Feng doesn't try hard to beat Concubine Xue, she will have to beat herself and hurt herself.

Concubine Shu held her head stubbornly, her face full of unyielding spirit.

Madam Feng has been bullied by me for so many years that she is now like a mouse and is afraid of me whenever she sees me. Madam Xue, you should stop teaching her.

"Why is your head so hard?" I asked.

"You broke my fish, I want you to pay with your life!" I said.

Concubine Shu knelt for a whole day and night, sometimes fainting and sometimes conscious under the slaps.

Since I can't destroy the saint, I will hurt her two favorite concubines.

I vented my dissatisfaction with the Empress Dowager and the Saint by humiliating the Imperial Concubine and the Concubine Shu, and at the same time, I covered up my own selfishness and incompetence.

In Yongle Palace, whoever is favored by the emperor is the favorite concubine.

The Feng family, the Xue family, and the Xingqing Palace don't even look down on them.

The light blush on Concubine Shu's face faded, blood appeared on her cheeks, and she cried incessantly. She called out "Your Majesty" several times, her voice hesitant and gentle.

I was a slave, the lady worked hard, the saint saw it all clearly, heard it all clearly, but he didn't even try to help me, and tore Xue Yinmei's heart into pieces.

She had hatred, and that hatred was growing longer and longer. Of course, she only hated me.

She hated me the more and loved the saint even more.

As for me, I don't hate her anymore, I just want her to die day and night...

If she dares to go against me and falls into my hands, I will make sure she doesn't die peacefully.

I don't know how long the fight lasted, I asked the Imperial Concubine to stop, the Saint still depends on the Imperial Concubine, the Concubine Shu, to give birth to princes and princesses, I am also waiting for a general amnesty, an amnesty as easy as a reed.

The Lord looked at me, his anger slowly subsided into mild anger, and gradually the mild anger disappeared completely.

Your Majesty whispered in my ear.

"The suffering of exile is like a life every hundred steps. Ayan, you have never seen it outside Chang'an," said the saint.

"On the day of exile, I allowed you to see Sanlang off in person. Now that you have seen clearly, Ayan, I will allow you to choose again." said the sage.

I wasn't sending Sanlang off, I was sending Rudi off. In the end, I couldn't hold back my tears. These were the tears I cried for Rudi.