Chapter 162

I don’t know where Liuhuaqi is. He might have been entangled by the existence released by Lun Shengxi, or Lun Shengxi had redivided the space. Now Xi Siling can only save himself.

But it was too late. The brief control was enough for Lun Shengxi to achieve his goal. Xi Siling raised his other hand and grabbed Lun Shengxi's injured arm and used his special powers on him.

【It is a blessing to escape death】

The gentle special ability unique to Xi Siling poured into Lun Shengxi's body, and the happiness that came along with the healing began to wash away Lun Shengxi's reason.

【happiness】

What is happiness? What is the meaning of happiness?

Everyone has a different definition of happiness.

Lun Shengxi is no exception. His definition of happiness is definitely different from that of ordinary people.

But the happiness he felt was more than what he could define.

There were also things that he originally couldn't understand.

Countless 'ordinary' scenes flashed before his eyes.

A desperate person picked up a hundred yuan on the roadside, the girl he liked agreed to his confession, or the house he bought with a loan was finally paid off.

It was only until the end that it belonged to him.

All the experiments conducted were successful, the 'root' of the living dead was found, and in the end all the mysteries of the world were revealed.

This is happiness, all the happiness that everyone may have, every tiny, satisfying detail is worth celebrating, and every moment of being alive is full of hope!

Happiness has everything, happiness has everything!

These concepts gnawed at Lun Shengxi's mind, trying to make him surrender.

There is no way to hide or escape, a gentle voice sounded in my head.

Indulge yourself in it, this is what you want, this is what you deserve -

Even though Lun Shengxi had lived for such a long time, experienced countless events, and witnessed countless supernatural powers, he was unable to resist the temptation of this [happiness].

He finally realized in despair that there would never be anything else in his life that could make him feel sad or happy.

But...he didn't feel sad at all, because the person who could give him happiness was right in front of him.

Lun Shengxi unconsciously relaxed his control over Xi Siling, but Xi Siling, who had recovered, held the reverse spear and stabbed Lun Shengxi's abdomen fiercely.

He didn't hide at all. The pain was meaningless to him, but it did bring back a bit of his rationality.

Seeing that he was still in a daze, Xi Siling punched him again with his other hand.

The blow hit Lun Shengxi right in the face, and the mask, which was made of unknown stuff, shattered under the huge blow.

Half of Lun Shengxi's face was finally revealed, and his pale skin was shown in front of Xi Siling.

Lun Shengxi was not affected. He opened his mouth to ask something, and even his tone became a little gentler.

"Your power..."

Xi Siling didn't give him a chance to continue speaking and started attacking again.

Lun Shengxi knew that his special ability was not uncommon. Oue had mastered the special abilities of most people, so it would be strange that he did not pay attention to him. However, this madman would actually control himself to use his special ability on him. He had to experience what the so-called "happiness" was like.

Being entangled by Lun Shengxi seemed to have become an inevitable future. If Li Ke was still there, there might be a chance for this matter to turn around, but unfortunately, there were only him and 77 here.

This guy, even if I can't kill him now, I must teach him a lesson!

Almost at the same time, Liu Huaqi also broke through the blockade of space, "Si Ling! Are you okay?"

From his perspective, Xi Siling and Lun Shengxi were confronting each other, but Siling was obviously in better condition, and even injured Lun Shengxi, so he was relieved.

Seeing that Liu Huaqi was approaching, Lun Shengxi jumped back to a safe distance, then covered his face and began to laugh wildly.

"Boy, your ability is so interesting. Happy! Ah - what a wonderful ability."

Liu Huaqi realized almost instantly what had happened while he was trapped, and his friend's expression was extremely ugly.

Lun Shengxi finally stopped laughing. His eyes were still hidden under the broken mask, but he was clearly looking at Xi Siling.

"You must live well, Xi Siling."

He no longer called him "boy", but called Xi Siling by his name.

Just hearing the voice was enough to make people's scalps tingle, especially Xi Siling. The feeling of being stared at was no less disgusting than facing Zi Yi Yueyi.

Xi Siling was in a very bad mood and was caught off guard, which led to endless troubles.

Lun Shengxi eliminated his murderous intent, he disappeared from the two people's sight, and the blocked space was also released. It was already sunset.

No one noticed the two people who appeared out of nowhere in the middle of the road, as if they had been standing there from the beginning.

The students of Mijian walked by hurriedly, some were in a hurry to go to the cafeteria for dinner, or some were going back to the dormitory to enjoy the food they packed from the snack street. No one noticed anything unusual.

Liu Huaqi stood beside Xi Siling, watching his fists clenched unconsciously.

Don’t hate your abilities, don’t hate yourself, this is what they said to Le Liangan, hoping that he could look at the talents he possessed correctly.

But no one has ever said this to Si Ling.

The seniors in the department have always been like this. Whenever there is a problem, they choose to handle it by themselves, and they have extremely strict "planning" and "control" on themselves, as if using their special abilities on others is an unforgivable sin.

He set the "prohibition" rules for himself like an ascetic monk, but that was clearly an innate talent. It was fine in the past, and Liuhuaqi would never question what Si Ling was unwilling to do.

But don't punish yourself with the mistakes of your enemies.

"Si Ling, Lun Shengxi is such a perverted guy." Liu Huaqi didn't know how to comfort people, but he knew he couldn't just say nothing.

When helping Lan Yi rescue his sister at Jinye Mountain, Si Ling had seen the photos he had found on the Internet.

Lun Shengxi, codenamed "Bloodface" on another network, is also an officer of Oue.

Xi Siling nodded and smiled, but there seemed to be some bitterness in his smile.

"I knew that, but I didn't expect Oue to be involved. I underestimated him."

The moment he realized the true identity of 'Shengxi', he should have been alert. Not only was he a monster who had lived for many years, but even the combined efforts of the secret text teachers could not gain any advantage from him, not to mention himself who was not very good in combat.

Now that the mistake has been made, we should not regret it, but try to make up for it as much as possible.

But...when Xi Siling thought that this mistake could actually be avoided, and that the consequences would most likely be the same as when he faced Zi Yi Yue Yi in his previous life, he couldn't help but feel panicked.

He is also human.

Liuhuaqi looked at the bitter smile on Siling's lips and felt distressed too.

It would be great if he could break through the blockade of that space as quickly as possible and get to Si Ling as soon as possible.

"Si Ling, this is not your fault."

Intuition, the long-lost intuition sounded like an alarm in Liuhuaqi's mind. Seeing that Xi Siling was about to easily let this matter go, and then swallow the "bitter fruit" alone as before, Liuhuaqi could no longer remain calm. He put his hands on Xi Siling's shoulders and looked at him closely.

"Don't hate your abilities, and don't hate yourself even more!"

It was clearly someone else's fault, whether it was Zi Yiride or Lun Shengxi, it was all caused by their weak self-control.

He did not underestimate the horror of "It is happiness to escape death", because he had also felt that "fatal" happiness.

But Liuhuaqi did it. He successfully resisted the attraction of happiness, which proves that it is possible to refuse.

No one can escape? No!

So it’s definitely not Siling’s fault!

Xi Siling was stunned. If he was still 'rational', he would have analyzed calmly: He is truly worthy of being the protagonist of a passionate youth comic. His judgment of emotions and grasp of timing are so true and on point.

But now he doesn't have that kind of "rationality" to analyze.

In fact, it’s not just Liuhuaqi. Xiao Ke and 11 also said the same thing in the past.

There are also Teacher Xishan, Mr. Zhong Huai, and Minister Xiong Conghai.

There was even Principal Mu Wuren who handed him his diploma when he graduated.

"Are you ready?"

Xi Siling thought it was preparation for graduation and entering society, so she nodded confidently.

Mu Wuren smiled and said, "What I mean is to be prepared to choose between death and living happily."

Xi Siling no longer remembers her reaction at that time.

It is not up to him to decide whether to possess such supernatural powers, but he can decide how to use them. This is what Xi Siling has always been firm about.

Death, and happiness to live.

Why must he choose between them?

But the choice between life and death is real at every moment.

He understands the truth, but why is he unwilling to forgive himself?

Is it the boundary that coexists with the dream but has become a bloody mess that is torturing him?

It was still the shrill laughter that turned into a nightmare that reminded him who had made the mistake.

Between the two choices of death and living happily, he actually struggled to live on the verge of death.

Xi Siling is still alive, but he has staked his entire future on others.

In the past, it was for revenge, to bring to justice the bastards whom I knew were impossible to persuade.

Now it is for the young man in front of me, for the survival of this world, and the important people around me.

Although he was not the one who made the mistake, he still crawled forward with difficulty as if he was atonement.

Xisi Ling and Liuhua Cui are two extremes.

A person who has closed his heart due to despair and is indifferent to everything that happens in the world.

One who takes all the responsibility for the pain he has suffered and is extremely persistent in restoring the order he has "destroyed".

He obviously knew it.

He knows.

"Si Ling!"

Liu Huaqi almost roared out his name through gritted teeth.

"Give yourself some of the trust you placed in me!"

There is obviously no one more reliable than Si Ling, but Si Ling is the only one who doesn't believe in herself!

If he can accept someone who is willing to restrain his own "nature", why can't he accept himself who has clearly never fallen?

Liu Huaqi felt the beating of his heart. During the days and nights he spent with his companions, he had doubted countless times whether this was a dream from which he was destined to wake up.

But this is real. Without Si Ling, there would be no him today.

“You have done the best you can!”

No one is omniscient and omnipotent, not even God.

Si Ling, open your eyes and look at me. I am the most real and powerful proof that you have saved me!