The past is gone, and that’s it!

He was almost heartbroken.

How could he let go? It would kill him.

But she also said that she fell in love with Feng Ling. In that dark, desperate and helpless year, it was Feng Ling who gave her salvation and brought her all the way to where she is today.

She cried.

Using tears to force him to let go.

And he couldn't bear to see her cry anymore.

He hugged her, letting the bloody smell surge, swallowed it, and said, "Okay."

I have hurt you so much, how can I bear to let you break down and cry just after waking up.

Little girl, I agree to whatever you say, and Brother Ayan agrees to everything. Please don’t cry, okay?

You said you wanted to be with Feng Ling, and I agreed.

You distanced yourself from me and called me Prince, and I accepted.

As long as you don't cry, as long as you stay, as long as you don't disappear from this world.

You said you loved him, and he loved you too. He returned to the Qing family for you and was included in the family tree again. He held a grand wedding for you. Countless nights, I was in so much pain that I couldn't sleep. The dagger cut my arms again and again, and only that pain could make me feel better.

That day, you went to see Qing Yunyao, and you said that it was all in the past, that you were living a good life now, and that you were very happy.

But……

The person you are going to marry is the culprit of all these tragedies!

How can I swallow this? How can I let him have you?

But you smiled so happily and threw yourself into his arms. What were you talking about?

If you knew the truth, what would you do?

Yue'er, I'm already in so much pain that I'm torn apart. What will you do then? Can you bear it?

But I hate him so much! I want to kill him! Why does he have you? Why?

"Your Majesty."

Mo Yu shouted worriedly.

Chu Yan raised his hand to interrupt him, not allowing him to say more, waiting for the dull pain in his heart to pass.

He watched this scene almost in a self-torturing manner. His little girl was laughing so happily. She had obviously changed her appearance, but since she woke up in Nanjiao Temple that day, her whole temperament was the same as before. Even her appearance seemed to be somewhat similar to the past. The unrestrained happiness in her eyebrows was just like her past.

His Yue'er really wanted to forget the painful past, wanted to live a good life, and wanted to break away from the past.

He could tell Yue'er the truth about what happened in the teahouse four years ago. As long as he told it, Yue'er would definitely separate from Feng Ling, and they would never be able to be together again. He knew Yue'er too well. She could not accept it, nor could she forgive Feng Ling.

But if he told it, what would his little girl do?

She would collapse, her faith would crumble, and pain worse than before would consume her.

He can't bear to do it!

"No problem."

He spoke in a hoarse voice, his eyes red as if he was about to cry blood.

Mo Yu naturally also saw the scene at the gate of Prince Yu's mansion. His master probably didn't know what he looked like at the moment, and the pain made him, a subordinate, feel heartbroken.

On the other side, Qingyue held Feng Ling's arm, and the two were ready to return home.

The coachman drove the carriage to the stable at the back door.

The two of them holding hands looked so beautiful, like a couple from heaven.

"A Ling, I'll detoxify you tonight. I've finally found all the herbs. You'll be completely cured in about three days. This has become a real worry for me."

Qingyue muttered.

The poison could have been detoxified a few months ago, but that old ghost burned down the palace's pharmacy, and all the stock of medicinal materials and finished pills were destroyed, leaving nothing behind.

The medicinal herbs that had been gathered after more than half a year had to be found again. Several of the top-grade detoxifying herbs had to be found in the border areas, and the natural snow lotus had to be found in the snow-capped mountains of the northern border. Xie Jinghuan had been away for more than a month, but this time the palace also sent people out, so the progress was fast.

"Okay, I'll do as you say."

Feng Ling nodded. He really held Qing Yue in the palm of his hand and pampered her, putting her first in everything.

He has been busy with his wedding these days, and Yue'er has not been idle either. She has been refining the antidote for the Seven-Star Begonia poison and has been living in the Qing family. He has missed her so much these days that he went to the Qing family to bring her back. Fortunately, the girl had almost refined the antidote and followed him back.

"You have to listen to me and quickly remove the poison so that you can have a baby during your wedding night. Otherwise, if you don't remove the poison and you get pregnant, it will definitely be bad for the baby."

“Cough cough cough…”

Feng Ling was choked by Qing Yue's straightforwardness.

His little girl really wanted to have a child with him.

How can one not be happy if one loves him like this?

"good."

Feng Ling smiled and pulled Qing Yue into his arms. The two of them had already walked up the stairs, and the main door was opened, ready to enter the mansion.

"Sixth brother."

But at this moment, a cold and chilling voice sounded behind him.

Qing Yue and Feng Ling turned around at the same time, only to see Chu Yan riding a tall horse coming towards them from the opposite direction, then he dismounted and stood not far from them.

Feng Ling's gaze fell on him, and she frowned, her phoenix eyes flashing slightly. She felt that he seemed to be in a bad state. His robe was stained with blood, his black hair was a little messy, his face looked very bad, and the corners of his eyes were scarlet.

Qing Yue also looked up at Chu Yan at the same time, and her heart skipped a beat. She had known Chu Yan for so long and knew him best. He was obviously in a bad state, which was something she had never seen in the previous times they met.

What's wrong with him?

"Fourth Brother, is there something wrong?"

Feng Ling spoke.

Chu Yan pursed his lips and handed the horse to Mo Yu behind him. He restrained himself from looking at Yue'er. He was afraid that he couldn't bear it. He was afraid that his love and hatred would collapse at this moment. He wanted to hug his little girl and tell her to leave this man, leave Feng Ling, because he was the one who hurt you.

"Let's talk over there."

He pointed across.

Across the street was an alley with several large banyan trees standing on both sides of the road, their shadows forming a circle on the ground.

Feng Ling frowned and paused. His relationship with Chu Yan had not been good for a long time, especially with a moon in between. It was destined that they could not be brothers.

But there has been peace and no conflict these days.

So why did he come here like this? Because they were getting married soon and he couldn't help himself?

"good."

Feng Ling nodded. He had never thought of giving in on the issue of Yue'er, not before and not in the future.

This little girl, a gift from fate to him, is his life. He has escaped death, so how could he give up his own life?

"etc……"

Feng Ling let go of Qing Yue's hand and was stopped by Qing Yue just as he stepped down the next step.

She raised her eyes, a hint of worry and solemnity flashing across her clear eyes as she fell on Chu Yan. She said, "What do you want to talk about? Can't we talk about it here?"