Xu Junyang stood up and looked at her with her head buried, her lips slightly curled up, and a hint of smile in her eyes.

After Xu Junyang left, Chen Man threw herself onto the sofa in a daze and lay down on it.

The scene of him hugging her is still clearly imprinted in my mind.

Playing it over and over unconsciously.

Chen Man, a girl who is almost thirty years old.

Both physically and psychologically.

At this moment, I got it.

Just because of this accidental hug.

Once upon a time, she liked looking at handsome guys.

When I saw a handsome guy on a video, I gave him a thumbs up with hearts in my eyes.

At this moment, the feeling of clearly feeling the hormones surging in my body is completely different from the feeling of watching a man's abdominal muscles on a video.

Chen Man, what are you doing? Chen Man started scolding herself again, no, you are in heat.

After lying on the sofa for a long time, she thought it through. It's okay to be crazy, it's okay to be horny, it's no big deal.

People have many desires, the so-called seven emotions and six desires, birth, death, ears, eyes, mouth, and nose, which produce desires.

What you have from birth will accompany you throughout your life.

Don't reject them, don't feel ashamed. Learn to live with them.

After experiencing countless things in the world, I think romantic affairs are common.

Therefore, Chen Man now feels that if she discovers that she has a deeper or new discovery, understanding or even physical reaction to the beauty of the opposite sex, she should not be shy but accept it with peace of mind.

Sometimes Chen Man feels that she is very different from others.

Just like her now, there are always some new insights and conclusions in her mind.

As if I were a philosopher.

Go upstairs and change clothes.

I tugged at my silk pajamas set and thought, well, it’s okay.

I changed into a thick, loose and casual cream-colored sweater and white wide-leg pants, which looked very homely.

After the kitchen was replaced, Chen Man enjoyed cooking because it was clean, spacious and bright.

Today I’m going to make a simple preserved egg and lean meat porridge.

Because now when grandma asks her what she wants to eat, she always says porridge.

I guess the stomach and intestines can only digest these soft foods.

I picked a pumpkin, peeled it, and steamed it. I mixed some flour and made pumpkin pie.

Cut the pork belly into pieces, fry it until golden brown, then stir-fry with various seasonings, then add boiling water and cook. When it is almost cooked, add a bag of sauerkraut.

Finally, I made fried chives and eggs. The chives were cut from the edge of the garden, and the eggs were bought in the village.

It is impossible to raise chickens. Not to mention how dirty it is, they might start crowing like crazy at two in the morning. Who can stand that? It would be strange if people didn't go crazy.

I pushed my grandmother to the bathroom, washed her face and hands, and asked her to rinse her mouth.

Then he pushed her into the restaurant.

"Grandma, today I made preserved egg and lean meat porridge, pumpkin pancakes, sauerkraut stewed meat, and scrambled eggs with leeks."

Chen Man served her grandmother a bowl of porridge.

“It smells so good.”

"Hey, then try it. Next time, tell me what you want to eat. You can learn anything online now. I can make whatever you want to eat."

"Everything you cook is delicious."

Chen Man listened to her grandmother praising her with satisfaction.

At dinner time, my round-faced aunt came home.