Chapter 61: Bondage

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The suffocating and comfortable feeling on Luo Wusheng's neck reminded him of his mother's tragic death. Even though she was suffering from the combined torture of passion and aphrodisiac fragrance, she still put on the Omega anti-bite ring while she was conscious.

Normally, an Omega's anti-bite collar protects them from being maliciously marked by an aggressive Alpha. However, during estrus, no Omega would choose to wear one. They would either have their Alpha by their side or carry an Omega suppressant.

However, because Luo Ningyou had not been with the permanently marked Alpha for a long time, the Omega inhibitors she usually used had lost their effectiveness. In addition, she was aroused by her Alpha's pheromones, and the air was filled with aphrodisiac fragrance.

Under the double pressure, medical treatment may not be able to relieve her pain. Only intercourse with Alpha can alleviate the torture caused by the difference in physiological structure.

In fact, this Alpha does not have to be a Tanan that permanently marks her.

As long as there was an Alpha of a higher level than Tan'an, or even of a similar level, with her, at least in the environment at that time, Luo Ningyou's physical desires could be effectively soothed.

Not to mention that it can completely solve the pain of being permanently marked and unable to get comfort, but at least it can save your life.

Save your life and make other plans later.

Amidst the utter agony and chaos, Luo Ningyou felt a sense of detachment, a sense of separation between her consciousness and her body. She was in agony, using the surface pain of her body to alleviate the endless desires of her physiological structure, but her mind was strangely calm.

Like the calm before the storm, she watched in a trance as her own pain drove her mad, and she realized with confusion and clarity that she was being tortured by her physical desires like an ugly crawling maggot.

But Luo Ningyou put on the Omega anti-bite ring with her still clear mind. She didn't want to be driven by desire and show an ugly face that begged for love.

She only accepts to be with the one she wants, and she won't sleep with any Alpha just to survive, even if it costs her life.

Because she is a person with dignity, personality and self.

She doesn't want to be a slave to desire.

The reason why we are human is that we should be able to restrain ourselves.

How ironic! She once hated the Omega anti-bite ring because it pushed the consequences of possible harm caused by the Alpha onto the Omega.

But now she took the initiative to wear it, and it became the last means to maintain her status as a human being.

There was blood on Luo Ningyou's neck, the result of struggling after wearing the anti-bite ring.

In the chaos, she heard a sound outside the door.

It must be Ah Sheng who has returned, she thought.

In chaos, consciousness is paradoxically between haziness and clarity, just as people can see through many things when experiencing extreme joy or sorrow. In extreme pain, people tend to become more lucid.

Time seemed to be frozen in motion. Luo Ningyou didn't know how much time had passed. It seemed infinitely long, yet also very short.

She heard footsteps fading away, perhaps it was an illusion.

Luo Ningyou closed his eyes and looked back on his life, and many things became clear.

After a while, hurried footsteps were heard, and the door opened from the outside. She opened her eyes and saw her still young child.

If possible, she wanted to wear a decent dress, and discuss her feelings and experiences with her child in a clean, tidy, sunny afternoon, as if chatting casually, instead of being like now, tortured by the passion and aphrodisiac fragrance, with her hair disheveled, and having her only heart-to-heart talk with her child as if she was leaving a last will in a depressing, dim room filled with the smell of blood.

But after she came to terms with it, she no longer dwelled on the established facts and tried her best to use words to conceal the bloody, dilapidated, bound and oppressed image that appeared in the eyes of the children.

Finally, she fell asleep peacefully with a smile of reconciliation with herself.

What she left to Luo Wusheng was her relief and freedom, but she was also left with the miserable state of wearing an Omega anti-bite ring and covered in blood.

"Okay, okay, let go, it's okay."

Shi Hanqiao didn't expect the young man to have such a strong reaction. She was not thoughtful enough.

She thought she was completely relieved after what he said last time, but what she didn't understand was that after the rotten flesh was removed, the scars oozing with fresh blood would take a long time to heal completely.

She came from the world of cultivation, a world of two sexes, where issues related to love, marriage, gender, etc. were already mixed and contradictory, not to mention the world of six sexes.

Shi Hanqiao felt that maybe she should find some time to seriously understand the basic knowledge of ABO.

In a world where the environment she has lived in since childhood is as influential as water dripping through stone, and the air she breathes has an invisible net, she, an outsider, has no way of empathizing.

Her simple understanding, like common sense, was a cognitive concept, not that she had truly integrated into this world. To be precise, even in the world of cultivation, her efforts to balance the three realms were never about integrating into the secular environment, but rather about separating from it.

Apart from herself, Hunyuan Bell and the dead Luo Wei, there was nothing or anyone she cared about, but now Luo Wusheng was added at the end.

She felt the need to gain a deeper understanding of the world he lived in and the environment he was in.

His thoughts flashed for a moment. The young man still wore a bite ring around his neck, his blond hair scattered across the silver ring from his struggle. The blond hair, the silver ring, the snowy skin—all contrasted with the bright red of the scratches on his neck. Shi Hanqiao looked away, set the untied bite ring aside, and grasped the scruff of the young man's neck, who was breathing heavily. He pressed him against his shoulder, patting his back soothingly.

There was an obvious unfamiliarity beneath her seemingly skilled comfort. The young man was already in a state of mental distress due to his memories and the restraint on his neck. He was first restrained by Woman A, and then a strong force on his back brought him back to his senses.

Luo Wusheng:......

"Cough cough cough."

The young man finally broke free from his mental dilemma and was taking a deep breath when the force on his back made him choke.

“Okay… cough, cough, cough… it’s done!”

Shi Hanqiao stopped and released her hand that was clasping the back of the young man's neck. He coughed for a long time, and she could even feel the vibration of his chest.

Luo Wusheng stopped coughing, but did not get up from Woman A.

Her shoulders were not broad, and even though Woman A was tall, she did not look strong. However, leaning on her shoulders, he felt a sense of security from the bottom of his heart that he had never experienced before.

It’s like a person who can only keep moving forward, and suddenly encounters a big rock. He can temporarily stop and lean on the rock to rest.

Therefore, he wanted to take the stone away, even if it would take more energy to move forward in the future.

Taking a deep breath, Luo Wusheng calmed down and slowly lifted himself up from the shoulder that made him feel warm and even wanted to rely on.

The young man's neck was scratched by the sharp corners of the anti-bite ring's hollow design. The messy red color gave a ravaged and broken feeling on the snow-white neck.

The blood oozing from the left neck made Girl A look away, suppressing the image of Luo Wei's death that appeared in her mind. When Shi Hanqiao raised her eyes, she noticed the pair of phoenix eyes she loved, shining with water.

The trembling water droplets hung on the dense crow feathers, and the physiological tears dyed the amber eyes with a layer of misty sky blue, with a hazy feeling of the combination of mountains and sky under rain and fog.

The moment the slightly red eyes looked over, Shi Hanqiao smelled a fresh yet rich fragrance. Under the orange light, the young man's fair face, slightly moist phoenix eyes and red eyes, she seemed to see the budding Versilia.

It was a pale orange flower, its outer petals slightly opened, while the inner bud was about to open, tempting one to stretch out one's fingertips to explore whether it was about to bloom or close.

Shi Hanqiao twirled his fingers, but ultimately did not reach out his hand.

"cough"

Under the direct gaze of Female A, Luo Wusheng's ears felt a little hot. He had to put his fist to his lips and cough lightly to hide his emotions, and reached out to take the anti-bite ring she gave him.

"I think I understand what you mean."

There are some things he can escape from, even for a lifetime, but if that is really the case, then he will always live under the shadow of these things.

And this thing is related to his Omega identity.

If he can't even get over the hurdle of the Omega anti-bite ring, how can he truly accept himself?

Luo Wusheng somehow recalled the night when Xingjie and the Demon Lord were together.

There were two reasons why he was attracted to her at the time. First, he admired her for everything from her abilities to her personality and temperament; second, she was attracted to his power struggle as an Omega.

Strength and attitude, these two points are difficult for an Alpha to possess at the same time, but even if someone has both, they do not have the characteristics of the Demon Lord that attract him.

When he found out that he liked Shi Hanqiao again, he was confused and entangled. How could someone like two people at the same time? But later he found out that he had liked only one person from the beginning to the end.

He didn't know what she had gone through to become who she was today, but fortunately he found her among the vast crowd through her unique qualities.

That is the freedom that emanates from a complete self-personality.

A kind of spiritual freedom.

It is not easy to reconcile with yourself and accept your whole self.

The heir to the throne has always been an Alpha. There isn't even an Omega commander in the nine legions, let alone a single soldier...

Whenever he encountered difficulties due to his Omega identity, there would be an additional invisible restriction. Luo Wusheng felt that he had completely accepted himself that night in the Star Realm, but how easy was that?

Invisible restrictions accumulate with every breath, and a moment of clarity and reconciliation can hardly escape the universal invisible constraints.

Luo Wusheng took the initiative to put the Omega anti-bite ring given by Female A around his neck and closed it with a click.

He looked at her.

"You'll help me untie it, right?"