Chapter 39 Sir, can you still hold on?

West side of the mountain, Yunding Waterfall.

Yun Ji sat shirtless on a huge rock under the waterfall, letting the refreshing mountain spring water pour down from above his head.

I closed my eyes and recited the mantra over and over again, but the fire in my heart could not be extinguished.

Su Rui's figure always appears for no reason.

He suppressed his thoughts again and again, controlling himself not to think about anything related to Su Rui, but she was always like that, appearing and disappearing mysteriously and being omnipresent.

Even in my dreams she is there.

Naked, with a delicate body, but in the dream, he turned into a wild beast who indulged in lust, time and time again, without satisfaction.

He is a cultivator, how can he be full of evil thoughts and obsessed with lust?

This is not right!

No!

"Let me in!"

Su Rui's voice rang out in the silent night.

Could it be that his mind was unstable and he was hallucinating again?

"Yun Ji! Zhao Yinqin! You don't recognize me as soon as you put on your pants! Are you still a man?" Su Rui was stopped by the secret guards. He was furious and pointed at Yun Ji and cursed him by name.

After realizing that it was not an illusion, Yun Ji opened his eyes and looked at Su Rui, who was stopped at the periphery. She was soaking wet, her skirt was muddy, and she was staring at him with eyes full of indignation.

He frowned slightly, stood up and prepared to leave.

Su Rui had gone to great lengths to find this place, so how could she let him get away again? She opened her mouth and shouted, "What's wrong? Are you afraid of me and don't dare to see me? It's because you know in your heart that you have feelings for me, and you have the reactions a man should have. Your heart is in turmoil, and you are afraid of being seduced by me."

Yun Ji slowed down his pace a little.

Because everything Su Rui said was right.

He was hiding from her because he was afraid of her, afraid that he would lose control again like that night and become a slave to desire.

"Do you think you can just avoid me? Even if I die, you will still remember me in your heart and think of me in your dreams at midnight. Even with this, can you still become a monk?"

Yun Ji stopped and stared at Su Rui sharply with his beautiful almond-shaped eyes.

She is indeed a natural beauty who can easily arouse a man's deepest desires.

Seeing him hesitate, Su Rui challenged him, "If you have the guts, let me in and let's give it a try. If you can still hold on without wavering, I'll leave immediately and never bother you again. Otherwise, you want to keep me. Do you dare to bet?"

Although he knew that she did it on purpose, Yun Ji was still shaken.

The hard training over the past few days had no effect, and he still couldn't suppress his evil thoughts. As Su Rui said, escape could not help him cross the sea of ​​desire.

You have to face it before you can let it go.

Yun Ji raised his hand and waved lightly, and the secret guards immediately retreated into the dark.

Seeing Yun Ji agreed, Su Rui knew that this was the last chance and she had to use all her skills to succeed.

She took off her clothes, shoes and socks, leaving only a red bellyband and thin trousers, revealing a lot of her beauty, but still holding the pipa, which was the most eye-catching.

But Yun Ji did not move his eyes away, just looked at her without any desire, with one hand standing on his chest, and the other hand fiddling with the beads in his hand, muttering to himself.

Su Ruiyi stared at him with burning eyes, captivating him.

She walked forward with her toes touching the ground, step by step, her figure swaying with allure. The moonlight also cooperated with her, shining softly on her, adding a layer of hazy glow, like a dream, more like the scene in Yun Ji's dream.

She walked into the pool, and the cold spring water flowed up along her trousers, gradually turning the white trousers translucent, and Su Rui's long legs were faintly visible.

Then she jumped into the water, like a mermaid, swimming in the crystal clear spring water. Every movement she made was as beautiful as a painting, and every ripple seemed to touch and slowly stir the tip of people's heart.

A thin layer of sweat had appeared on Yun Ji's forehead. He quickly adjusted his breathing and sped up his chanting.

How could Su Rui give him a chance? She turned and leaped, her small feet stirring the spring water, and quickly reached his side. She lay on the rock, gently caressing his calf with her hand. Her charming and almost bewitching peach blossom eyes looked up at him from bottom to top, and said softly, "Sir, don't you want to go in the water and cool down?"

Yun Ji ignored it.

Su Rui went up and supported her body with her hands to get out of the water.

Completely soaked in the spring water, the little cloth left on her body was tightly attached to her body, almost exposing her entire body to Yun Ji's eyes.

She was not shy at all. One hand climbed onto Yun Ji's shoulder, the other hand stroked his bare chest. Her lips were close to his earlobe, and she asked softly with a sweet smile, "Sir, can you still hold on?"

Still no response.

But she felt his accelerated heartbeat and wanted to reach down, but Yun Ji quickly grabbed her and pushed her out with cold eyes. She used the hand on his shoulder to hold his neck and leaned back, and Yun Ji was brought down from the rock by her.

Both of them fell into the shallow water. Yun Ji knelt on the ground, just enough to press Su Rui under him.

Su Rui lay in the water with her body raised, and lightly stepped on Yun Ji's abdominal muscles. Yun Ji immediately grabbed her feet.

As soon as I touched her, I realized that her feet were so small, only as long as my palm, soft as cotton and tender as bamboo shoots.

"Sir, you are so bad. You hurt me." Su Rui said coquettishly.

Yun Ji quickly let go of his hand, and the white little foot turned red, even though he didn't use much force.

Just as he was about to stand up, Su Rui took the initiative and wrapped her legs around his waist. She raised her eyebrows and smiled, "Why, sir, are you trying to hide? Are you going to admit defeat?"

Yun Ji stopped moving immediately.

He hasn't lost yet.

Su Rui chuckled in her heart. As expected, all men have a desire to win. Even years of practice cannot overcome human nature.

Without the restraint and obstruction, Su Rui stepped on his chest with both feet, one up and one down, slowly and gently, but as if with fire. Yun Ji felt a burning sensation wherever they passed, but he still held firm in his heart and kept reciting to himself.

Su Rui was not in a hurry and said casually, "They say that monks must see through the mundane world, but if you have never experienced it, how can you see through it? Why don't you experience it first, sir?"

"Life is full of regrets. There is no need to know everything in the world. The true nature of man is color and emptiness. Without color and without worries, one can achieve enlightenment by controlling the mind and desires."

After saying this, Yun Ji's mind became much clearer, and the lust in his eyes disappeared. He regained his usual cold and compassionate look, like a god watching Su Rui who was floating in the sea of ​​desire below him.

"What happened five years ago makes you so obsessed that you're willing to be a pawn?"

Yun Ji suddenly brought up what happened five years ago. Su Rui's feet slowed down for a moment, and with a smile that didn't reach the bottom of his eyes, he said, "I have no other choice. Don't you know that, sir?"

"I can help you."

"Help me?" Su Rui touched Yun Ji's chin with the tip of her right foot, and said with a charming look, "Sir, if you do me a favor, you are helping me."

Seeing that she wouldn't listen at all, Yun Jichen said, "Your obsession is too deep, and it will only lead you into the abyss. I can help you let go, and I can also help you redress your grievances and restore your innocence."

clean?

He thought she was doing everything just to clear her name.

To her, fame is no different from dirt. She doesn't care at all whether she is a lady or a slut in the eyes of the world.

She wanted to take back everything she had, everything her mother had, to make all the plans of Liang and Zhou Yao come to nothing, to make them pay the price they deserved, and to make the entire Marquisate repay all that was owed.

Be it obsession or inner demon, she will not regret it even if she falls into hell.

This is the root of her life.

But she just smiled and traced circles on Yun Ji's lower abdomen with her toes, saying in a delicate voice: "Sir, if you want to save me, you have to keep me by your side and do it slowly."