Chapter 59 059 My heart is so tired, let it be destroyed, I can't love anymore!

Qin Xiaoxiao had thought of it, but she just couldn't get out of it. No matter how she thought about it, she would eventually come back to the starting point, feeling that she had let down the original owner and the Qin family.

Her space also contains the dowry left by the original owner's mother, Wen Shiya, which will become hers in the future, forming the foundation for her future carefree and successful life.

In the past, she wouldn't have thought so much; what she found belonged to her, and she wouldn't give it to anyone else. But today, Qin Xiaoxiao hesitated.

Do those things really belong to her?

Isn't she being too selfish?

Qin Xiaoxiao was caught in a dilemma, unable to get out of her misunderstanding, until Grandma Qin saw that she hadn't come out of the house to look for her and slapped her on the head, which brought her back to her senses.

"What are you daydreaming about? Are you still hungry? Did you eat well this morning? Grandma made corn pancakes with wheat flour and saccharin. Don't you like sweet things? Grandma added them especially for you. Take two with you when you go to work, and also take some water. Don't go hungry."

Grandma Qin pulled Qin Xiaoxiao's wrist and led her into the house. She pressed her down to sit beside her and handed her a cornbread with a smile.

The corn tortillas, made with flour and saccharin, were very soft to the touch. A bite of them revealed a sweet taste, a stark contrast to her bitter mood.

Qin Xiaoxiao was extremely envious of the original owner of this body. With such a family, how happy she would be if she were alive!

"What's wrong? Why are you crying? Who said anything?"

When Grandma Qin saw Qin Xiaoxiao shed tears, she immediately became anxious and glared fiercely at Qin Aiguo.

Upon seeing this, Qin Aiguo immediately raised his hand, "It wasn't me, I didn't say anything."

The Qin family members were disgusted to see the old man cowering like a dog, but they quickly raised their hands as well, saying, "It wasn't us either."

Grandma Qin looked at Qin Ye suspiciously, "Was it you?"

Qin Ye quickly shook his head, looking aggrieved, and said, "It really wasn't me, I didn't make my little sister cry."

Grandma Qin didn't believe it and kept staring at Qin Ye, showing that she was most suspicious of her eldest grandson.

There was nothing we could do; he was the last one to come in, so he was the prime suspect.

Seeing that Grandma Qin didn't believe him, Qin Ye almost cried too. Although he hadn't cried for over ten years, he thought, "Maybe I can give it a try?"

Seeing Qin Ye's predicament, Qin Xiaoxiao kept giving her meaningful glances and quickly comforted Old Madam Qin.

"Grandma, no one is making things difficult for me, and no one is provoking me. I just feel so happy, and I'm afraid that one day I will lose it."

If I've never had it, I won't think about it anymore. But if I have it and then lose it, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it.

Grandma Qin was stunned and asked in bewilderment, "Where do you want to go? My dear, we don't do things like running away from home."

Think about it, these days you're checked everywhere you go, and you need a letter of introduction. Without that, you can't even leave the county town.

"Sweetie, we'll stay home and stay with Grandma. As long as you have milk, you'll never go hungry. If things get really bad, your brothers can go hungry for a couple of days, but I'll make sure you're well-fed."

Qin Xiaoxiao: "..."

What is her grandma saying? She can't understand it. When did she say she was going to run away from home?

No, what did she say that her grandma interpreted like this? Isn't this generation gap a bit too wide?

Qin Ye: "..."

Why is it always me who gets hurt?

Qin Ye looked at his mother with a bitter expression, seeking some comfort.

As a result, her own mother looked at her younger sister with tears in her eyes, as if she were looking at her own daughter, feeling extremely sorry for her.

Anyway, he had never seen his mother look at him like that before.

If you're not their biological child, they won't care about you. His grandma has been starving him for two days, and I haven't seen my mother even give him a second glance.

My heart is so tired, let it be destroyed, I can't love anymore!

Qin Xiaoxiao was speechless.

After being upset by Old Mrs. Qin, Qin Xiaoxiao came to her senses and decided to stop worrying about it. Whatever, she figured it was her soul now living in this body, since the original owner's soul had long since left and might have already been reincarnated.

To avoid being bombarded with questions by Grandma Qin, Qin Xiaoxiao ate his second breakfast of the day. Qin Feng, who was eagerly waiting for his wife and son to bring him breakfast, was unsurprisingly forgotten by the whole family and went hungry all morning.

Qin Feng was starving, while Qin Xiaoxiao was stuffed. The difference was so great that Qin Feng looked at Qin Xiaoxiao, who was burping with a protruding belly, with a resentful look in his eyes.

Once they arrived at their fields, Qin Xiaoxiao plopped down on a folding stool and continued chatting with the group of aunties and sisters-in-law.

"Huang, the educated youth, has been carrying manure for several days. Today he finally doesn't have to do this work anymore. The brigade leader assigned him other work. However, I didn't see Miao and Lü today. I don't know where they went."

After finishing her sentence, Sister Guihua looked at Qin Xiaoxiao and asked, "Xiaoxiao, do you know where Miao and Lü, the educated youth, went? Did they take leave to go to the county town?"

Qin Xiaoxiao shook her head, "I don't know. The old man opened a back door for the educated youth compound. I live alone in the back. I always go to and from work through the back door and rarely have contact with the front.

Everyone nodded, indicating that they understood.

The theft couldn't be discussed; it had to remain a secret. Even if word got out, it wouldn't come from her mouth, as she didn't want to be targeted by everyone in the entire educated youth compound.

Although I'm not afraid, there's no need. There are plenty of ways to deal with Miao Feifei and Lü Zhaodi; inviting trouble upon myself is the dumbest approach.

"However, the educated youth compound was quite noisy last night. I don't know what happened. I went to bed early and don't have much contact with them, so I didn't ask any questions."

Upon hearing this, the aunts and sisters-in-law glared at Qin Xiaoxiao with expressions of utter disappointment.

You idiot! You've been hanging out with us for so long, providing such great gossip material! And you just let it all slip by.

Qin Xiaoxiao understood immediately and raised her hand to swear, "Next time, next time I will definitely find out the reason and then report to all the aunts and sisters-in-law."

The gossip team members were satisfied and gave Qin Xiaoxiao looks that said, "You're very perceptive."

Qin Xiaoxiao wiped away non-existent cold sweat and hurriedly took out two handfuls of melon seeds from her pocket and distributed them.

The aunts and sisters-in-law laughed, took the melon seeds, and continued gossiping.

"I heard that a few children went missing in the county a few days ago. This morning I saw a policeman enter the village. It seems he went to see the brigade leader."

After Aunt Chunhua finished speaking, she looked at Qin Xiaoxiao and asked, "Xiaoxiao, your uncle stayed at the village committee yesterday? What happened? Did you and your aunt have a fight?"

Aren't these two things? If you bring them together, I'll think you have ulterior motives.

"It's nothing, I just hurt my finger while working. My grandma saw it and cried. My grandpa felt sorry for my grandma, so he scolded my uncle."

Qin Xiaoxiao wiped her sweat again guiltily and subconsciously glanced up at Tian'er.

A quick calculation tells me today isn't a good day for gossip, so I'll go after her.

Qin Xiaoxiao stood up decisively, smiled and said goodbye to everyone.

"Well, my uncle got scolded because of me, so I have to do more work today to make my uncle proud."

Qin Xiaoxiao left without a second thought, showing no reluctance whatsoever.

The crowd, who had been indirectly fed a mouthful of dog food (a Chinese slang term for witnessing public displays of affection), were speechless.

That's going too far! Saying things like that so early in the morning, aren't you afraid we'll burst from eating too much?!

(End of this chapter)