Chapter 105 Going Crazy?: I just want you to love me.

Su Jinmu noticed that Li Xin was avoiding her, raised her eyebrows slightly, brushed her lips against Li Xin's cheek briefly, and then withdrew them.

Who cares what kind of trouble he's causing, wanting to kiss one minute and dodging the next? Su Jinmu didn't care. She placed her hand on Li Xin's arm, trying to move it away from her waist, but after a couple of tugs, she couldn't budge it. She looked at Li Xin.

"Is there anything else?"

"Young Master."

Li Xin stared straight at him, "I don't want this kind of kiss."

Su Jinmu: "???"

Su Jinmu looked at him, raised her eyebrows, almost smiled, and looked completely bewildered.

He's the one who's going to kiss me, and he's the one who's not going to kiss me either. If he doesn't want this kind of kiss, then what kind of kiss does he want?

A madman.

Su Jinmu smirked, "Get out of the way."

"No."

Li Xin remained motionless, staring straight at him with a dark, almost sinister look in his eyes. He spoke in a low, soft voice, "I want a happy first kiss."

Su Jinmu: "..."

Su Jinmu: "…………?"

Su Jinmu remained silent for a full second, unsure of what to say. So, in Li Xin's opinion, a kiss on the cheek doesn't count as a first kiss?

...Some relatives are already quite kind, why would you want to be happy?

Tsk.

Su Jinmu smiled faintly and said nothing, pushed away Li Xin's hand, and left casually.

Li Xin stared intently at his back, her gaze deep and intense.

Su Jinmu tried to avoid appearing in front of Li Xin. If Li Xin wanted to get revenge on him, he could come to him. At other times, Su Jinmu preferred to be alone and quiet.

Whether it's Stockholm syndrome or some other thought, it can be suppressed.

He was exhausted after more than a decade in the Su family.

It is absolutely impossible for me to return to the state of blindness I experienced over the past decade or so.

Su Jinmu lowered her eyes, let out a soft breath, and stood by the window, looking at the scene outside.

It was getting colder. He didn't close the window, and his view of the scenery outside was unobstructed. The cold air also enveloped every inch of his skin without any obstruction, chilling him to the bone.

Su Jinmu stood calmly, letting the cold wind sweep over her.

Around the corner, a pair of dark eyes, shrouded in shadow, stared savagely and frantically at you.

...Young Master.

His young master, who was angry with him a few days ago, is now clearly distancing himself from him.

Why?

Li Xin raised his hand and pressed it against his chest, his gaze obscure, a strange feeling welling up inside him.

This feeling of being alienated and neglected is strangely familiar.

...But he didn't remember having such an experience before.

Even when he was in the Su family, the young master wanted to send him away, but he didn't feel distant. Instead, he felt close to him.

Now……

Li Xin pursed his lips, the darkness in his eyes growing even deeper.

Su Jinmu maintained an attitude of ignoring, not responding, and not caring, intending to endure it for a year.

He didn't have his own room. At night, when he returned to the master bedroom, strangely enough, he didn't leave the window open or put on heat patches.

The room was warm, and Li Xin was already there, his gaze fixed directly on him.

Su Jinmu felt like he was going to poke a hole through her, so she pursed her lips and ignored him. After washing up, she lifted the covers and got into bed.

Li Xin was one step ahead, lying down on his inner side.

Su Jinmu lay down peacefully, her hands resting on her abdomen, her eyes closed, her long eyelashes drooping, obscuring her beautiful, sparkling eyes, and the emotions in her eyes becoming increasingly indifferent.

Like a piece of finely carved yet indistinct jade.

Yet, they remain unattainable in the presence of others.

A sinister crimson glint appeared in Li Xin's eyes, and his heart skipped a beat.

For some reason, seeing the young master's aloofness, he felt a sense of familiarity, fear, and violence, as if something uncontrollable and unacceptable was about to happen.

And he was powerless to stop it.

Li Xin's fingertips twitched nervously twice, his expression almost out of control, his eyes dark and fierce, like a terrifying beast.

He sat up silently, leaned forward, and stared intently, his gaze filled with danger and aggression.

Su Jinmu didn't open her eyes, but the room lights were still on. She blocked the light, and even with her eyes closed, she could feel a large, ink-like shadow looming over her.

Su Jinmu pursed her rosy lips slightly, wanting to tell Li Xin to move aside, but after thinking about it, she didn't speak or open her eyes, pretending not to know or not to care.

Li Xin stared intently and keenly noticed a slight tightening at the corner of his lips. The compression of his rosy, soft lips was minimal, but he could still see it clearly.

The young master ignored him.

Li Xin's heart pounded, his nerves twitched, and he felt a chilling dread that made him almost inhuman. He raised his hand and touched Su Jinmu's chin and earlobe, stroking them heavily.

"Young Master."

Su Jinmu kept her eyes closed and motionless, as if she had fallen asleep.

"Young Master."

The sound was close to my ear, as if it were touching my ear, lower, deeper, and colder.

Su Jinmu kept her eyes closed, motionless, her breathing shallow and weak.

!!

Li Xin felt a sharp, throbbing pain in his nerves, as if his bones and blood were engulfed in a sea of ​​fire, burning and stinging. His eyes were filled with a deep, dark red as he stared at the person in front of him.

His palms were burning hot, and the young master was burning hot. Even though he himself was cold, he felt as if the young master was in a scorching sea of ​​fire, burning terribly.

“…Su Jinmu.”

Li Xin curled his lips into a smile, a hint of madness in his expression. His palm traced down his cheek, across his neck, and hooked his collar. His rough fingertips brushed against the skin beneath the collar with an almost imperceptible, aggressive touch.

Su Jinmu suddenly opened her eyes, grabbed Li Xin's hand, and said coldly, "Get out of here."

“Young Master has opened his eyes.” Li Xin chuckled softly, his expression almost chillingly sinister. “I thought Young Master was sleeping too soundly and wouldn’t pay any attention to me.”

Su Jinmu: "???"

Su Jinmu frowned and stared at Li Xin, sensing that something was wrong with him. Had that ghost completely stopped being human and started acting like a ghost?

……wrong.

Why should he think about these things? He should ignore them and leave after this year is over.

Su Jinmu suppressed the strange emotions in her heart, looked away, grabbed Li Xin's wrist and pulled him aside, "Stay away from me."

Li Xin stared at his open eyes with almost obsessive fascination; he could see, move, and speak.

It was vividly present before his eyes.

Li Xin laughed, and Su Jinmu looked at him, feeling even more uneasy. Seeing that Li Xin remained motionless, her expression grew colder. "Is there anything else?"

"Young Master."

"I don't like such a cold look. Smile." Li Xin's voice was very soft as she lowered her head and nuzzled his cheek.

Su Jinmu's heart skipped a beat, and she tightened her lips, feeling that Li Xin seemed to have gone even crazier.

He paused, composed himself, discarded what shouldn't have been there, leaving only indifference, "Stop joking, either go to sleep or stay away from me."

Li Xin stared into his eyes, into those beautiful, icy, cold, and aloof eyes.

Such a cold look.

A hint of malice rose in Li Xin's heart, and he tugged at the corners of his mouth, raising a smile.

“It’s alright,” he suddenly said, reaching out and covering Su Jinmu’s eyes with his rough palm. “It’s alright, it’s alright even if the young master’s eyes are cold.”

Cover it up; the dark and dim environment is the same.

If your eyes are cold, then do it while covering them up.

ha.

Li Xin smiled.

Su Jinmu frowned, and the moment Li Xin's palm touched hers, she tried to grab his wrist and pull him away, but in an instant, everything went dark.

Both wrists were grabbed, followed by a feeling of restraint as they were tightly bound and pulled upwards.

"Ugh!" Su Jinmu groaned as her hands were tied to the headboard.

Li Xin chuckled softly, took out a black cloth strip with one hand and tied it over Su Jinmu's eyes. He laughed, his expression one of madness and excitement, his body radiating violence, and he pressed his palm against Su Jinmu's cheek.

Su Jinmu's nerves trembled, her body went numb, and her voice sounded like it was mixed with ice shards, "What are you going to do, um..."

A slightly cool sensation on the side of his face, a gentle touch, and Li Xin's lips lightly touched it. He shifted his position little by little, getting closer to the corner of Li Xin's lips.

...What are you going to do?!

Su Jinmu's fingertips tightened, and her scalp tingled. "Didn't you want a happy first kiss?"

"There's no time to be happy." Li Xinyu said in a low, husky voice, with a smile. "Let's keep the young master under control first, then we can think about being happy later."

Su Jinmu snapped, "...Go to hell!"

"...Ugh!"

My lips suddenly felt a chill as they were sealed shut. The eerie feeling was like being drained of my life force by a ghost, but unexpectedly... the feeling wasn't so bad.

Su Jinmu's heart pounded wildly, his emotions reaching their peak. He refused to let himself fall into the whirlpool of emotions again. The Su family, Li Xin, no one!

Su Jinmu's expression tightened, and he kicked out fiercely. Li Xin pressed his lips against his, the soft and warm touch almost making his soul dazzled.

A subtle sweetness.

It's very soft.

It feels very...familiar.

Li Xin's tongue flicked slightly, and as if struck by lightning, images flashed through his mind, shocking him so much that his body stiffened and he remained motionless.

Su Jinmu kicked him, but Li Xin didn't react at all and remained close to her. Su Jinmu's forehead twitched, and she kicked him again.

Li Xin's mind was in turmoil, causing him to furrow his brows. After a moment of stunned silence, he looked down at the young master lying on the bed in front of him.

His eyes were blindfolded, his hands were tied to the headboard, and he was being kicked violently and coldly.

Li Xin: "..."

Li Xin was stunned.

Is he... really that crazy?

Li Xin's eyes began to wander, glancing around a few times.

In an instant.

Su Jinmu suddenly felt the restraints on his hands loosen, and his wrists were freed, but then a rough hand grabbed him, and a weight pressed down on him. Li Xin buried his head in the side of Su Jinmu's neck, pressing him down firmly and not moving.

With the weight pressing down on him, Su Jinmu couldn't use her hands and legs to break free. Frustration welled up inside her, and she couldn't help but kick Li Xin's shin, yelling, "Get out of here!"

Li Xin remained motionless, letting him kick him, like a stiff, lifeless zombie, his mind racing.

Su Jinmu was exhausted from kicking. He took a deep breath, his chest heaving with difficulty, and a few beads of sweat appeared on his forehead. A hand approached and gently brushed away the sweat-dampened hair from his forehead.

A cool touch on her forehead, a gentle kiss, made Su Jinmu's fingertips stiffen, and her heart pounded twice.

? !

...That's insane.

He might actually have Stockholm syndrome.

Depend on.

Damn it.

“…Young Master.”

A whispered voice reached his ear, and the black cloth covering his eyes was lifted. Su Jinmu opened his eyes to find Li Xin staring straight at him, his emotions intense, deep, and turbulent.

She smiled at him, nuzzled his face, and murmured, "Young Master."

Su Jinmu was stunned.

"??????"

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have bullied the young master." Li Xin rubbed his wrist and smiled slightly. "Are you satisfied now? If not, kick him a few more times."

Su Jinmu: "???"

Su Jinmu pursed her lips, scrutinized him, and for a moment forgot her anger, only feeling that something was strange, "Are you possessed by a ghost?"

Li Xin: "..."

No, it's the ghost that restored my memories.

Li Xin lowered his eyes, glanced at him quickly, then lowered his eyes again, nuzzled him, and said, "Young Master, I was just talking nonsense before. I won't retaliate against you or torture you."

He never wanted to retaliate against his young master.

Su Jinmu looked up, and Li Xin said slowly, "I just want you to love me."

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Young Master: The love of a vengeful ghost is truly inhuman.

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