In her previous life, he squandered all his glory for her, sacrificed the entire world, endured endless humiliation, and ultimately accompanied her to a tragic death at the palace gates, their bodi...
Nan Ji, the first time he stepped forward to help her and Chi Yan, she had already regarded him as her friend.
Seeing her friend so lost and sad, Yun Yue felt very sad too.
Faced with Yunyue's worry, the corners of Nanji's lips rose again.
"Don't worry about me. I've thought a lot in the ten days since I returned to Heaven, and now I've figured it out."
"Really?" Yun Yue didn't believe it.
Nan Ji nodded and said slowly: "For the past five thousand years, I have been reincarnating following her footsteps, but every time I reincarnate, I always make the same mistake in heaven.
Every time she fell in love with me first, and then I found myself falling in love with her too. However, due to my indifference or various misunderstandings, she would eventually fall into the arms of another man and finally live a happy life with that man.
In the past five thousand years, I have reincarnated countless times, and each time I died young. In order to meet her again in the next life, after death, I will wait by her side in the form of a soul until she is reincarnated a hundred years later.
When I returned to heaven after my last life of tribulation, I felt unbalanced for a while.
Why would the woman who had loved me for thousands of years stay with another man for five thousand years without abandoning him? Why could that man possess her unwavering love? Why, no matter how hard I try, I can't win her heart back?
During these five thousand years, although I was the first to hurt her feelings every time, I always used all my love, even my life, to win them back.
That man would hurt her in every life, but no matter how many misunderstandings and hurts there were between them, she would always forgive him.
At first, I really couldn't understand it. I didn't understand why a woman who loved me so much couldn't see me even though I had turned back?
Why did she never give me another chance even though I tried my best?
I don't understand how I am inferior to that man, because my love for her is by no means inferior to that man's.
What I don’t understand even more is that she has loved me for five thousand years. Although she didn’t get a formal response from me at that time, I have proved my love for her with practical actions for five thousand years.
I have given her no less than she has given me, but why can't I win her heart back? "
"What happened next? How did you figure it out?" Yun Yue asked.
"A few days ago, I went to see the Buddha. Although love doesn't follow a first-come, first-served basis, she loves me, and I love her too. I made her wait for five thousand years, and for that, I also gave her five thousand years of heartbreaking love. Why is love so unfair to me?"
At this point, Nan Ji smiled bitterly and asked, "The Buddha only said one sentence to me. Guess what he said?"
Yun Yue pursed her lips, thought for a moment, and replied, "Because the man who lived with that woman for generations had already silently given more to her when she loved you."
Yun Yue's answer made Nan Ji smile bitterly again. He exclaimed in admiration, "The Buddha has always liked you. He said that although you are as pure as water, you have a heart that is crystal clear. You can see through not only things, but also people's hearts."
Yun Yue smiled slightly at Nan Ji's compliment, but she did not comment.
"You're right. The Buddha told me that all marriages have cause and effect.