How is she

The warm water washed away the fatigue of the day and also washed away the concealer that Wen Lingyi had carefully applied for her.

Zhou Jianxing stood in front of the bathroom mirror, slightly tilting his head, his wet hair sticking to his neck, clearly revealing the kiss marks on his skin, which were ambiguous and eye-catching.

The fingertips gently brushed over the marks, bringing a subtle tingling and numbness.

Zhou Jianxing's heartbeat involuntarily quickened and his cheeks flushed.

This is what Wen Lingyi left for her.

It's proof.

Prove the reality of last night, prove that those lingering affections were not illusory dreams.

It proves that Wen Lingyi also likes her and wants her.

So she was not being sentimental; her feelings, her obsession, and her decadence all received the most direct and warmest response.

The immense satisfaction this realization brought almost overwhelmed her.

She quickly wrapped her wet hair with a towel, wiped it roughly, covered her neck like a thief, slipped out of the bathroom quickly, rushed into her bedroom, and closed the door behind her.

I leaned against the door, my heart still pounding.

She walked to the bed and threw herself into the soft bedding, burying her cheek deep into the pillow.

The huge sweetness expanded and fermented in my heart, almost bursting my chest.

She felt dizzy, as if she was drunk and as if she was walking on clouds.

This overly strong feeling of happiness urgently needs an outlet, someone to confide in and share with.

Almost instinctively, she thought of "Seal the Heart and Lock Love" again. She didn't know when it started, but she developed an inexplicable trust and dependence on this stranger on the Internet.

However, just as she reached for her phone, the screen lit up first - a WeChat notification popped up.

Someone liked your Moments post.

These days, she has only posted one circle of friends, a circle of friends with a carefully selected nine-square grid and carefully considered text, which is only visible to Wen Lingyi.

With trembling hands, she opened her Moments. Sure enough, under her post showing the vibrant balcony garden, a familiar yet unfamiliar profile picture appeared, giving a thumbs-up.

Zhou Jianxing's breathing paused, and then his smile grew almost to his ears.

What made her hold her breath even more was that right below her update, there appeared a new update from Wen Lingyi.

That was a selfie.

Wen Lingyi has never posted a selfie on WeChat Moments.

Wen Lingyi in the photo seems to have just taken a shower, with her bare face, and her skin looks delicate and translucent under the soft light.

She leaned casually on the sofa, looking at the camera with a lazy smile in her eyes, and the corners of her mouth slightly raised.

On Wen Lingyi's slightly damp hair, she casually pinned a small and exquisite star-shaped diamond hairpin. It was inconspicuous, yet hard to ignore.

The photo does not have any captions, only a picture.

But in Zhou Jianxing's eyes, this was simply the most straightforward response in the world.

She had a preconceived notion and was absolutely certain that the photo was sent to her.

That star hairpin is the secret signal pointing to her.

Zhou Jianxing rolled over on the bed excitedly, buried his face in the pillow and screamed silently.

She quickly clicked a heart on Wen Lingyi's selfie that looked like a "wordless book", and her finger hovered over the comment box for a long time. She wanted to write something, but was afraid of appearing too deliberate or self-indulgent.

In the end, she just looked at the photo over and over again and saved it to her phone album.

That wasn't enough, she set the photo as her phone wallpaper without hesitation.

In this way, every time she turns on the screen, she can see Wen Lingyi's response to her.

She also has more courage to face everything that may happen in the future.

·

People's happiness and pain need to be shared. Overly strong emotions accumulated in the body almost become a sweet burden.

Zhou Jianxing had a strong urge to announce her happiness to the world - she seemed to be in love with the person she liked.

But reason immediately pulled her back.

This happiness was clearly not suitable to be announced to anyone around her. It was hidden from the public, full of taboos and uncertainties.

She clicked on the familiar blue winking software and couldn't wait to enter the chat interface with "Feng Xin Suo Ai".

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Xingxing: "Sister~I'm with her."

After typing this line, Zhou Jianxing couldn't help but smile foolishly again.

Together! How can we not be considered together?

She recalled the tenderness of Wen Lingyi when he wiped her hair, hugged her, the doting when he coaxed her, the lingering kiss when he kissed her... and the sweet response he gave her secretly today. These are things that only lovers do, right?

She deliberately blocked out the slight sting and estrangement brought by those titles from her joyful mood.

Zhou Jianxing's heart is now filled with Wen Lingyi's kindness to her.

In her opinion, those good things are proof that the other person likes her too.

Especially the sentence "only looking for you", she is a special and unique person to Wen Lingyi.

Wen Lingyi will not look for anyone else, only for her.

The joy brought by this thought was about to break through the threshold of her brain, making a sharp explosion. A little more happiness, and she might faint on the spot.

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Feng Xin Suo Ai: "(a smirk) Why are you together?"

Wen Lingyi, on the other end of the phone, saw the message from Zhou Jianxing and the corners of her mouth curled up unconsciously. She hadn't promised anything, so how could this little idiot unilaterally declare that they were "together"? His imagination was truly amazing.

She held the star-shaped hairpin in her palm and played with it over and over again.

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Xingxing: "(*/ω＼*) Anyway, we're together. I like her so much."

It was not enough to tell Wen Lingyi, she wanted to broadcast it to the whole world that she liked Wen Lingyi, liked her so much that the surging love almost burst out of her chest.

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Feng Xin Suo Ai: "Oh? Did you do it?"

Wen Lingyi's smile deepened, and she asked knowingly. She knew Zhou Jianxing was shy, but she couldn't help but want to tease her, wanting to see her shy but reluctant to admit it.

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Xingxing: “…Yeah.”

That one word made Zhou Jianxing's face instantly turn red like a ripe tomato.

She held the phone and felt her fingertips getting hot.

The blunt question from the person on the other side of the screen, "Seal Your Heart and Lock Your Love," brought her back to that night of passionate abandon, leaving her feeling utterly ashamed. She couldn't help but touch her cheek, and it was indeed burning hot.

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Feng Xin Suo Ai: "How was she? Was the experience good?"

Wen Lingyi restrained her smile a little and asked more seriously.

Although she just wanted to play with Zhou Jianxing, she was really worried about leaving a shadow on Zhou Jianxing's first time.

The first experience is crucial and can greatly affect a person's feelings about sex.

Her first experience was very bad, which directly led to her wanting to only do 1 and not 0.

It’s all because of that damn woman Zhu Yang.

When she thought of this name, the smile on Wen Lingyi's face disappeared instantly, as if she was suddenly pulled out of a warm bathtub and thrown into the cold reality.

The hatred and sense of betrayal that ran deep in her bones surged up again, making her feel cold all over.

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Xingxing: "Well...she is very nice and gentle."

Zhou Jianxing recalled Wen Lingyi's dense kisses on every part of her body, the feather-soft touch of her fingertips, and how her own tense and stiff body was soothed and guided with such patience...

The breath twists and turns between the lips and teeth into a tide, and every advance and retreat is proof of the moon's pull.

The preparatory stage was so long that it took up most of the time, so the severe pain she expected did not occur.

The discomfort that followed was more like the soreness from overexertion.

Wen Lingyi was really nice and gentle. Zhou Jianxing didn't know what other people were like, but the women in the video tutorials she saw were much more rough and direct than Wen Lingyi.

So Wen Lingyi must like her, otherwise why would he be so gentle and considerate to her?

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Feng Xin Suo Ai: "So do you like it? Do you like the feeling of having sex with her?"

"Very good, very gentle" sounded like a compliment, but Wen Lingyi was still a little unsure.

Did the little fool like her touch? Did he enjoy it or just endure it?

Wen Lingyi was Zhou Jianxing's first time, and to some extent, Zhou Jianxing was also her first time.

It was her first time doing it with such an inexperienced guy.

She only knew that Zhu Yang's first experience with her was not good, but she didn't know how to give a good feeling to someone who was having it for the first time.

So during the whole process, she was afraid of hurting Zhou Jianxing, and she was so slow that she worried that Zhou Jianxing would become impatient. She couldn't even remember how long it took before Zhou Jianxing's tense body completely relaxed and he completely trusted and entrusted himself to her.

She didn't know why, but she just couldn't bear to be cruel to that little fool. She just wanted to treat her gently and couldn't help but want to protect and love her.

Before meeting Zhou Jianxing, she had lived a life of abstinence for four years. Last night, she even felt a little unfamiliar, and her tongue was so tired that it felt sore and numb.

Wen Lingyi has obsessive-compulsive disorder and is a bit of a germaphobe.

But all these seemed to disappear when she faced Zhou Jianxing. She had never felt that Zhou Jianxing was "dirty".

It can even be said that Zhou Jianxing is the cleanest person she knows.

If it were someone else, she would definitely not be willing.

Before Zhou Jianxing, she had only done that to Zhu Yang, who liked it very much. Her skills were also honed on Zhu Yang.

She was so good to Zhu Yang, but he still betrayed her...

Wen Lingyi was completely turned upside down by the ex-girlfriend who suddenly appeared in her mind. There was no regret or reluctance between her and Zhu Yang, only hatred, a hatred that went deep into her bones.

If only she had met Zhou Jianxing at the beginning.

This thought popped into Wen Lingyi's mind without warning, causing her to frown in annoyance.

She fumbled for a cigarette from the bedside table, lit one, and took a deep puff.

The spicy smoke rushed into my lungs, bringing a sense of cold clarity.

Would it be any different if Zhou met Xing? How long had you known her? Was the woman you saw the real her? Wasn't Zhu Yang's pretense good enough back then? He'd been deceiving you for three whole years, and yet you noticed anything?

Wen Lingyi asked herself coldly in her mind.

Wen Lingyi, if you give your true heart to others, they will just trample on you.

Zhou Jianxing would be no different. The more people spend time together, the more bored they become. The best relationship is one where you focus solely on the other person's body, not trying to understand their soul.

Who knows if that soul might be what you like?

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Xingxing: "I like it. It's very comfortable."

Zhou Jianxing was silent for a while when she saw the message from "Feng Xin Suo Ai", but then she thought that since they were separated by the Internet and no one knew each other in real life, there was no need to be shy or hide anything, so she decided to be honest.

She really liked the physical sensation that Wen Lingyi brought her.

On the other hand, Zhou Jianxing said, "I like it. It's very comfortable."

She pleased Wen Lingyi very well. It seemed that her skills had not regressed, which made her a little complacent.

However, the next message Zhou Jianxing sent almost made her choke on her own saliva, and her breathing became unstable.

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Xingxing: "I also want to do those things to her like she did to me."

Zhou Jianxing looked at the message he had sent and wished he could find a hole to crawl into.

She always wanted to do those things to Wen Lingyi. She also wanted to please her, make Wen Lingyi feel happy and comfortable, and she also wanted to reach her heart through her body.

It is an instinctive desire and impulse.

Last night, she was too nervous at first, but then she felt so comfortable with Wen Lingyi that her body became so limp that she had no strength left.

Plus, she didn't know whether Wen Lingyi liked being treated like that, so she didn't feel comfortable bringing it up.

She liked and enjoyed what Wen Lingyi did to her.

But deep down, she actually longed to treat Wen Lingyi the same way she treated her.

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Seal the Heart and Lock Love: "?"

A lone question mark appeared in the chat box.

Wen Lingyi on the other side of the screen was completely stunned, and her fingers holding the phone froze.

???

What's the meaning?

This little fool...what does she want to do?

Wen Lingyi felt a little overwhelmed. Did she seem to have the same number as Zhou Jianxing?

Zhou Jianxing looks so sweet, but she actually wants to be a 1 in her heart?

This was completely different from the script she had planned. She just wanted Zhou Jianxing to lie down and be the 0.

After a few seconds of confusion, Wen Lingyi held his forehead with his hand.

Forget it... Didn’t Zhou Jianxing say he liked her?

Then... I can only let the little fool suffer and be 0 for love.

Zhou Jianxing, that simple little fool, is probably even worse at skills than Zhu Yang.