Chapter 79

Ping An tried to escape from him three times. Every time he found her, Ping An had a miserable life. The last time she escaped was in winter. The beautiful little girl he raised was wearing cheap clothes and shivering in the haystack in order to hide from him.

He was angry and heartbroken.

Ping An never used to eat on time. Sometimes he would not eat a single bite for a whole day. Even if he did, he would eat unhealthy food, which caused him to develop a lot of minor illnesses.

She herself didn't feel sorry for herself at all. When I hugged her, I could feel her bones poking at me even through her thick clothes.

But she only wanted to eat the spicy hot pot with all the ingredients, and Cheng Xiangheng was so angry that he threw the spicy hot pot into the trash can.

She was angry.

Cheng Xiangheng hugged Ping An in his arms, already knowing what Ping An was angry about.

She was angry that he left without saying anything, and that he never gave her any sense of security, always making her worry and anxious.

Perhaps when they met eight years later, Cheng Xiangheng should have been more patient and not been so impatient to tie the person to his side.

But he really couldn't help it...

This is where his heart is at peace, where his soul rests. How could he bear to see her being embraced by someone else?

Maybe Cheng Xiangheng himself was sick, so he was so twisted, even the love he gave her was twisted.

She was the most insecure, but when he came back to her, he didn't do anything to make her feel safe.

Cheng Xiangheng wanted to cure her depression and let her rely on him as before and do what she wanted.

But he seemed too reckless, and his recklessness hurt her.

When Ping'an was sleeping, Cheng Xiangheng would check on her after she fell asleep, and would also secretly smoke on the balcony.

He can't live without her.

The darkness of the night wrapped around him like a black fog, suffocating him and making it impossible for him to see the way forward. Countless black crows were waiting for his death around him.

As soon as Cheng Xiangheng died, crows would swarm over and peck at his rotten body.

He walked alone in the dark night, and when he looked up he could only see peace. Only peace was shining in his world.

What should I do... An An, I love An An so much, I really want to be with An An.

He even wanted to stay in Ping An's body forever.

Cheng Xiangheng thought that if Ping An didn't love him and insisted on escaping from him, he would let her go, then commit suicide, burn his body into ashes, and make cakes to feed her.

This way they would never be separated again, he could stay in her body forever, never apart.

This not only fulfilled him, but also brought peace.

But Cheng Xiangheng didn't expect Ping An to want to commit suicide.

Eight years later, he made her sad again, and she wanted to leave him by committing suicide.

Cheng Xiangheng knew that Ping An didn't really want to die, she just had no other choice, so she had to do this.

Cheng Xiangheng didn't dare to gamble. The tears that flowed from her eyes made his heart tremble and his soul hot.

Ping An told him her love, her helplessness and anxiety, and also told him that there was no possibility for them.

Cheng Xiangheng thought that this was not the case, he still had a chance to make up for it.

He thought, he should know what to do - love should be expressed with words. In the past, Cheng Xiangheng stubbornly believed that Ping An understood him, so there was no need to say many things, she would understand.

But they have been separated for eight years. Why does he think Ping An will be the same as before?

So, he has to use his mouth to "tell".

Cheng Xiangheng wanted to let her go, but he was unwilling to do so. He always felt that the two of them should not be separated like this. He chased her out recklessly, not wanting to cause her to get into a car accident again.

Blood flowed from Ping'an's forehead, like a beautiful jade stained with blood, beautiful but lifeless. The doll that Cheng Xiangheng gave Ping'an helped her withstand most of the impact, but the car on the opposite side hit her too hard and Ping'an was still seriously injured.

Cheng Xiangheng was frightened out of his wits, and unprecedented panic and fear seized his heart. He seemed to have become the child who had lost everything in his youth, panic-stricken and at a loss as to what to do.

"What should I do! What should I do! Someone please save her!"

Cheng Xiangheng knelt on the ground, his hands and feet weak, kneeling in the middle of the road. Cars were coming and going. He didn't dare to touch Ping'an's body, and was afraid that the surrounding cars would cause her secondary injuries.

He prayed for someone to come and save his safety, but no one stopped for them.

Until a passerby reminded him that the emergency number had been called and the ambulance would arrive soon.

Cheng Xiangheng felt it was too late, so he knelt on the ground, begging the passerby who spoke as if he was begging a god, to give him a ride safely. He was willing to give the other party countless money.

The passerby hesitated for a moment and nodded in agreement.

Ping An will never know that Cheng Xiangheng once knelt down and begged others for her.

Just like Ping An thought that Cheng Xiangheng would never know that the car was heading towards Cheng Xiangheng, and she intercepted it without hesitation.

They love each other, but there are too many things between them, and it seems that there is no way they can be together. But when danger really comes, they instinctively want to save each other, even at the cost of their lives.

Ping An lost his memory after the car accident.

She returned to his side.

Cheng Xiangheng was grateful for God's mercy. He raised Ping An very well. The fair-skinned little girl was pretty and loved by everyone with kindness.

But Ping An did not, as he had hoped, never recall the past.

She regained her memory, she didn't cry, she just said she was very cold.

Cheng Xiangheng suddenly realized that what he wanted to give her might not be what she wanted.

She suffered because of his twisted love.

But Cheng Xiangheng couldn't let her go. If he left her, he would die.

When the mudslide submerged Cheng Xiangheng's nose, he suddenly felt a little regretful. He felt that they had never gotten along normally. He had never given her a sense of security, and neither had she.

That's why the two of them tortured each other.

Cheng Xiangheng thought that if God gave him another chance, he would definitely tell Ping An all his love clearly.

He really loves her.

As for whether she accepts it or not, it may take some time.

Fortunately, she accepted.

He paid a small price, only having his waist and abdomen pierced. As long as Ping An agreed, he would be happy even if it meant a knife to his head.