Chapter 20 Gu Qijiao, I have liked you for a long time

Gu Qijiao lowered her head, looking at the big foot that was stepping on her foot and rubbing her instep intentionally from time to time, feeling indescribably embarrassed.

Although only her feet were stepping into the hot water, Gu Qijiao felt as if the temperature of her body had suddenly increased.

Looking at the man so close to her, Gu Qijiao couldn't help but sigh slightly in her heart.

If she was still in her prime, facing Zheng Yunsheng's teasing, she would definitely be bewildered and lost.

Unfortunately, after the painful lessons she had learned in her previous life, she no longer dared to think about spending her life with Zheng Yunsheng.

"I don't want to take a bath anymore, you can do it by yourself!" Gu Qijiao said in a cold voice with a stern face.

Zheng Yunsheng was stunned for a moment, and looked at Gu Qijiao's indifferent face under the kerosene lamp with some confusion.

He really couldn't figure out what went wrong.

"Jiaojiao, are you angry again?" Zheng Yunsheng stared at Gu Qijiao nervously.

Gu Qijiao didn't say anything. She lowered her head and remained silent.

She had been separated from Zheng Yunsheng for a long time in her previous life, and she had gradually let go of many things as time went by.

She had always thought that she had neither love nor hatred for Zheng Yunsheng.

But now that she was living with Zheng Yunsheng again and had close contact with him, Gu Qijiao realized that those things were so clearly imprinted in her mind.

Never forgotten for a moment.

She was not as free and easy as she thought. The so-called relief in her previous life was actually just Gu Qijiao burying the saddest memories in her heart in order to escape the past.

As long as no one mentioned those memories, they would be like an iceberg, frozen in her heart forever.

But once someone tries to touch her, the regret and anger in her heart will erupt like a volcano.

It seemed as if just now, Gu Qijiao's face turned cold instantly because she thought of the things in her previous life.

However, she also knew that her performance was a bit extreme, so she softened her expression slightly and said:

"I'm not angry, it's just that my instep is a little itchy, please let go, I want to scratch it!"

What Gu Qijiao didn't expect was that when Zheng Yunsheng heard her words, he reached out and picked up her feet from the water and placed them on his thighs.

The delicate feet shone with a white luster under the dim light, and Zheng Yunsheng, who was usually calm, felt his ears getting hot.

The heat rushed up from the soles of his feet in the water, burning his eyes red.

"Jiaojiao, which foot is itchy?" Zheng Yunsheng held Gu Qijiao's foot and asked while looking into her eyes.

Gu Qijiao was sitting on the bed. After Zheng Yunsheng pulled her feet onto his thighs, she was stunned for a few seconds. After she came to her senses, she quickly said:

"No, no, I can scratch myself!"

As she spoke, Gu Qijiao was about to pull her feet back.

But Zheng Yunsheng quickly grasped Gu Qijiao's feet and stopped her.

"Which foot is itchy? The left or the right? Please tell me clearly." Zheng Yunsheng looked into Gu Qijiao's eyes and asked stubbornly.

Gu Qijiao shook her head helplessly: "It doesn't itch anymore, let go, it's time to go to bed!"

However, Zheng Yunsheng still did not let go of Gu Qijiao's feet.

He lowered his head and pondered for a moment before looking up and looking at Gu Qijiao seriously:

"Jiaojiao, actually your feet don't itch at all, you just don't want to soak your feet with me, right?

I don't quite understand. You obviously like me, but in order to marry me, you even ruined your own reputation and climbed into my bed.

So, after you marry me, you should be able to grow old with me, but I always find a clear sense of resistance in you.

Can you tell me why? "

After thinking for a moment, Zheng Yunsheng asked these questions that had been lingering in his mind for a long time.

With the experience of his previous life, Zheng Yunsheng has deeply realized that if there is any rift between him and his wife, he must make it clear at that time.

Otherwise, over time, some things that seemed insignificant and trivial at the time may become hidden diseases that are difficult to erase in the couple's marriage life.

But how should Gu Qijiao answer Zheng Yunsheng’s question?

Normally, she married Zheng Yunsheng by climbing into his bed, so she should be very happy after marriage and try her best to please Zheng Yunsheng passionately.

But the current situation is......

"As you said, I married you by destroying my own reputation. I also found out when we got married yesterday that you were very opposed to this marriage.

Also, you drank a lot of wine at the wedding banquet. If Captain Xie hadn't stopped you, you would have been even more drunk than on New Year's Day.

I am indeed delighted that you are able to marry me. After all, you are the person I have always dreamed of and loved for a long time, the person who makes my cheeks hot and my heart beat faster when I see you.

But after marrying you, I found that a marriage that was obtained through deception was not as satisfactory as I had imagined. You don’t love me and don’t care about my feelings.

Whenever I think about the fact that I will have to live the rest of my life with someone who doesn't love me, I feel extremely regretful for my reckless behavior of climbing into bed that day. "

These words are what Gu Qijiao really thinks.

It's just that these thoughts came to Gu Qijiao's mind after she came across Bai Xiaoou's photo in her previous life.

It was because of these thoughts in her mind that her relationship with Zheng Yunsheng reached a freezing point during that period.

Because from that time on, Gu Qijiao had secretly regretted marrying Zheng Yunsheng.

But at that time, Gu Qijiao had not seen much of the world, had not read many books, and held the idea of ​​just getting by.

So even though she regretted it, she didn't think of divorcing Zheng Yunsheng at that time.

Instead, I feel that even if I am wrong, I have to keep making the same mistakes over and over again.

Now, Gu Qijiao just told Zheng Yunsheng earlier about the idea that came to her later.

Zheng Yunsheng really didn't expect that Gu Qijiao had already begun to regret marrying him so early, and this was only the first day of their marriage.

As a husband, he was totally unaware of this in his previous life.

Fortunately, he asked all the doubts in his heart today, otherwise Gu Qijiao would have kept holding on to this idea, which would definitely affect the harmony between him and his wife.

There are some things that must be made clear today.

Suddenly, Zheng Yunsheng stood up from the basin, holding Gu Qijiao's feet, and slid down to under her knees.

You꿛 put his arm around Gu Qijiao's shoulders.

While Gu Qijiao was still in a daze, Zheng Yunsheng had already quickly picked Gu Qijiao up horizontally.

Then Zheng Yunsheng got on the bed on his knees and carefully put Gu Qijiao on the bed.

Then he climbed above Gu Qijiao, supported himself on her side with his hands, looked down at her, and said seriously:

"Gu Qijiao, I have liked you for a long time."

Zheng Yunsheng added in his heart:

It’s been a really long time.

I have liked you since my previous life.