Chapter 965: My Brother is a Spare Tire (5)

"I'm sorry, Lishuang, we've all grown up, and it's inevitable that we'll drift apart. Sadness is only temporary. Maybe one day when I've completely let go of my feelings for you, I can still be an ordinary friend to you, but it's really not possible now." Song Shilu said with a wry smile. He knew that Bai Lishuang was just reluctant to part with such an easy-to-use person, but he still couldn't be heartless to her.

When Bai Lishuang heard what he said, she seemed heartbroken and her eyes were filled with tears. Seeing that Song Shilu was determined to keep a distance from her, she was anxious but helpless. After all, he had said so much. If she continued to say that she wanted him to be her brother, wouldn't it seem unreasonable?

In fact, before coming to see Song Shilu today, she had never expected that Song Shilu would confess his past feelings to her. She thought that he would hide his love for her, pretend nothing happened, and stay by her side as a brother. However, she did not expect that he would take the initiative to lift the veil and not want to be entangled with her anymore. How could this be possible?

She was panicking and couldn't calm down. She knew that if she lost Song Shilu, there would never be another person like him who was willing to give everything for her without reservation just because he loved her. Even her boyfriend Meng Yuanye couldn't do that, because when she was with Meng Yuanye, she was the only one who accommodated Meng Yuanye, not Meng Yuanye who accommodated her...

"Brother Shi Lu, do you have to force me to choose between you and Yuan Ye? But I really love Yuan Ye, can you please not force me like this? Can we continue like before? Can we pretend that nothing has happened? Why should everything change just because I have a relationship?" Bai Lishuang's eyes were red from crying, and she looked very pitiful.

Unfortunately, Song Shilu was not yet the spare tire who was completely tamed by her and willing to give everything for her. Although he liked Bai Lishuang, he did not like her to the point of losing his mind and breaking the bottom line.

So he was very determined: "No, we can't go back to the past. People have to grow up. No one can stay in one place forever."

After Song Shilu finished speaking, he looked at her for the last time and went back to his home.

When Bai Lishuang saw that he had left like that, she was so shocked that she forgot to continue crying. She couldn't believe that he had really given up on her like that.

By the way, she hasn’t told him about her thesis yet. Now he’s obviously trying to avoid her attitude, so what should she do with her thesis?

Bai Lishuang regretted it very much. If she had known, she would not have talked to Song Shilu so quickly. She should have at least asked him to agree to help her write the paper. Otherwise, she could have just used his guilt to get him to help. Unfortunately, she did not seize the opportunity in time...

Bai Lishuang failed to get Song Shilu to help her, and she herself was unable to write a passing paper in such a short time, so she had to spend money to hire someone to write it for her online. It cost her a lot of money, which made her feel very painful.

Song Shilu did what he said. After he realized that he had to let go of his feelings for her, he really avoided her everywhere.

Originally in school, it was always Song Shilu who took the initiative to look for Bai Lishuang. Once he stopped taking the initiative, the two of them had no chance to meet in such a big school. Bai Lishuang was unwilling to lower herself to go to the Song family again, so the two of them never met again.

"Song Shilu, do you want to study abroad?" Song Shichu suddenly asked Song Shilu one day.

Song Shilu paused for a moment and replied, "I haven't thought about it, but my professor of my major course suggested it to me."

"So do you want to go? You can only achieve something in this field if you continue to study in your major. Do you want to just study for four years and then find a job that has nothing to do with your major after graduation?" Song Shichu asked him sharply.

Song Shilu raised his eyes to look at his sister, held her head, and said helplessly: "I wonder what's the point? Can I leave you and mom at home and go study abroad by myself?"

Song Shichu rolled his eyes and pulled his hand down, saying, "If you want, just go. Mom and I are fine. We have hands and feet. Can't we take care of ourselves? Don't worry about it. I can get a lot of scholarships every year, and with some part-time jobs, it's more than enough to support me and mom. You don't need to sacrifice your future. If mom knew you gave up studying abroad for these ridiculous reasons, she would be very disappointed and angry with you."

When Song Shilu heard her words, his eyes turned red. He suddenly hugged her tightly and said in a hoarse voice, "Sister, thank you."

Although Song Shichu kept saying that she wanted him to study abroad for his own future, Song Shilu understood what she didn't say. In addition to continuing her studies, she also hoped to go out to heal her emotional wounds and completely let go of Bai Lishuang.

"Don't let your mother and those professors down. Your life shouldn't be delayed by love." Song Shichu patted him on the back and said.

Perhaps Song Shilu was persuaded by Song Shichu, or perhaps he wanted to use this opportunity to forget Bai Lishuang, and finally decided to study abroad.

After hearing the news, Song's mother was not reluctant to let him go. Instead, she was very happy. She held Song Shilu's arm and said with relief: "Xiaolu, mom knew you would have a bright future. You have been so outstanding since you were a child. Those who are far inferior to you can study abroad. How can you not go..."

Seeing that she was really happy and not pretending, Song Shilu felt relieved. However, he still said with some concern: "If I go abroad, you and your sister are both weak women. If something happens, I won't be able to know in time."

Mother Song waved her hands and said, "Why are you worrying about it? I'm still young. Although I have some minor health problems, it's not a big problem. I can live another 20 or 30 years. Your sister is also very capable and no one can bully her. Well, we don't need you to worry about us, so just focus on your studies! Didn't Xiaochu say that you have to take the FULL TOEFL or something before you can apply for a foreign university? Go and study!"

Song Shilu couldn't help laughing and said, "Mom, it's the TOEFL test."

"Okay, okay, I don't understand what exam is. Just go and prepare for it yourself. Don't waste time!" Mother Song urged him impatiently, and Song Shilu had to go back to review.

After several months of preparation, and with the help of a professor, Song Shilu successfully applied for a full scholarship to a top university in Country A. When Song's mother found out, she was so excited that she bought various offerings the next day and took her two children to visit Song's father's grave, telling him that his son had made it big and lived up to the excellent genes of the old Song family, and that he could die with peace of mind...

(End of this chapter)