"After my rebirth, I never thought of revenge on you, because I think I was stupid for treating you as a substitute to control my feelings for Brother Jiu. I think you are innocent too, and even your deliberate approach to me was successful because I was blinded by my own blindness. I should hate myself the most, not you."

Meng Mingxuan looked at Yan Shaoting's increasingly pale face, "But now that all the truth has surfaced, I hate you to the core, especially knowing that my ninth brother and sister ended up guarding my grave for the rest of their lives, I can't wait to kill you."

"Yin Ting, you are not innocent, you are really not innocent. You think that it was your mother's arrest that forced you to hurt me. Does that mean that your mother and I were kidnapped by the kidnappers at the same time, and you had to choose one to die? Then you would choose me to die and save your mother's life."

"Of course, maybe after I die, you will regret it, feel pain, and blame yourself."

"But I am the one who will die, you saved your mother, you are the one who has the vested interests. Just like in my last life, I was imprisoned in the villa and suffered a lot, but you took the 50 million check that my ninth brother gave me, opened a game company, and jumped from a poor boy in Lincheng to the president of Yinda. Do you dare to say that you didn't get any help from Mengyan Group? You even pretended to keep me at home and enjoy the good life in front of everyone. How dare you say that you like me?"

She thought that it was because Yin Ting created these illusions that she was able to be with her ninth brother far away in Kyoto. She must have been very happy with Yin Ting.

Ninth brother knew that she was not living well, and he would immediately rush back to Lincheng and take her away from Yin Ting.

He never wanted her to suffer any injustice.

Ninth Brother was afraid that he could not control his feelings for her, so he did not attend the wedding in person, but he asked Nie Ziyang to go, asked Nie Ziyang to give her the wedding dress she had dreamed of when she was 16 years old, and asked Nie Ziyang to attend her wedding on his behalf.

After Nie Ziyang returns to Kyoto, he will definitely tell Brother Jiu that she looks very beautiful in that wedding dress.

Or she would tell Brother Jiu that she was very happy and contented at the wedding.

How much pain her ninth brother felt.

She couldn't help wanting to cry when she thought about it now. She would rather her ninth brother always treated her as a younger sister, so that he wouldn't feel so much pain.

Later, when Yin Ting used the 50 million to open a game company in Lincheng and became the CEO, would Ninth Brother be hurt when he received the news?

The ninth brother thought that she gave the 50 million to Yin Ting to start a business.

Brother Jiu would think, how much she loves Yin Ting that she supports Yin Ting's career so much.

However, she went to Lin University for her ninth brother. She chose to major in accounting in order to join Mengyan Group and be with her ninth brother every day.

If it wasn't for that rainy night after the college entrance exam... and then that diary...

She was so stupid, why didn't she ask Brother Jiu a question, why didn't she comfort Brother Jiu a question, even if she asked a question, comforted him a question, Brother Jiu would tell her that his pain was not because he took it to heart, but because he failed to protect her, the only relative she had left.

Meng Mingxuan endured the pain as if her heart was being torn apart alive, and looked at the pale man, "Yin Ting, that's your mother. You owe her the grace of giving birth to me, but I didn't. I didn't even know such a person existed until I died. Why do you want me to take your mother's place and bear all the suffering?"

Yan Shaoting's army was completely defeated.

He covered his heart which was in great pain and slowly bent his knees, "I'm sorry, Xuanxuan, I'm sorry..."

"I'm sorry is the cheapest word in the world, especially when the perpetrator says it to the victim. It's the cheapest." Meng Mingxuan didn't stop him from kneeling, her expression cold. "You are very selfish. Even if I die, you feel sorry for me. You didn't tell Brother Jiu that you were just a substitute. You already knew that I liked him."

"Sister Mingyou also knows the truth, but she didn't tell Yan Mojiu that you actually liked him a long time ago and stopped treating him as a brother." Yan Shaoting said in a hoarse voice.

"You are worthy enough to compete with my sister?" Meng Mingxuan sneered, "I don't blame her, I blame you."

“…”

"My sister is going to my younger sister, she's going to my elder sister, she's going to Beibei, what are you going to do?" Meng Mingxuan put her fingers in the pockets of her windbreaker and clenched them, trying not to slap Yin Ting. "When you die, your mother will be safe and sound, right? Even if Ninth Brother and Sister are going crazy, they will not make fun of your ignorant mother. They are just more upright and more humane than you!"

What qualifications does he have to compare with her older sister and her ninth brother?

In this respect, he did not do even one ten-thousandth of what his elder sister and ninth brother did for her.

"I'm going to see you." Yan Shaoting's face was filled with tears, and he looked up at her, "I'm going to see you, Xuanxuan."

In the hospital, he really wanted to die with her.

He really regretted it.

He really wanted to choose again, and he would never lose her again.

But when God gave him a chance to choose again, he also gave it to her, but she did not choose him, she chose Yan Mojiu.

"You've never owned me, what are you talking about?" Meng Mingxuan looked down at him.

"I did something wrong, but I am sincere to you and I really like you."

"Don't you have anything else to say?" A trace of disgust flashed in Meng Mingxuan's eyes. "How much you like me? You are not in the queue now. There is no need to keep emphasizing this."

The cold wind blew on Yan Shaoting's face, and his tears seemed to freeze into ice.

Obviously, it’s not winter yet.

Meng Mingxuan turned around and looked at the scenery not far away. The dusk was tinged with golden warmth, just like a windbreaker put on her by a pair of gentle hands.

Her heart gradually warmed up, and the unhappy emotions evoked by her past life were comforted.

"You had a chance to redeem yourself, but you gave it up."

"You gave up on yourself."

"Not only did you give up on atonement, you continued to hurt my dearest and most beloved ones, whether it was my sister or my ninth brother. I never wanted them to know about my past life, but you hurt my sister first and then my ninth brother. They will not regard such a complete story as a dream. They are in pain in their hearts, and I can no longer comfort them."

"So, Meng Mingxuan will never forgive Yin Ting in her life."

"For the rest of our lives, until death, we will never see each other again."

Meng Mingxuan said these words, walked around the kneeling Yan Shaoting, and walked quickly towards the car parked not far away.

Her ninth brother should be finished with his work and waiting for her at home.

She had to get home quickly.

Yan Shaoting knelt on the bed, the coldness eroding his heart, he gradually crawled on the bed, his shoulders trembling.

She is right.

Originally, he should have made amends.

But he just couldn't bear to give in, and insisted on dragging Yan Mojiu into prison with him.

Endure the bone-gnawing pains of the previous life.

Now, he was facing backlash, and it was from Meng Mingxuan.

He deserves it...

He deserves it...

After a long time, the old butler who came on the orders of Mr. Yan to persuade Yan Shaoting walked forward slowly.

"Obsession is also a disease." He said respectfully, "No, I'll send Master Ting to the hospital for a few days."

Yan Shaoting: “…”