Let go of the past.

These four words are so easy to write and say.

But it is extremely difficult to do.

Ye Xiaokan grabbed her hand, "Sister, do you really love Qin Changan? You said you don't believe in love now, so why are you with Qin Changan? Is it because of Beibei, or because of the power of the Qin family? Don't you want to affect Brother Xiao and Sister Mingxuan because of your relationship? Sister, I want to hear your true feelings."

I don't want to be the culprit who harms her whole life.

If she did it because of the power of the Qin family, 놛 would do her best to clear the obstacles for her.

If it's because of Beibei...you can love Beibei like your own daughter.

You can even not have your own children.

Meng Mingyou smiled: "I told you, you are a very kind boy. "

"elder sister……"

"I love you." Meng Mingyou gently broke free from Ye 냫kan's hand, "Maybe my love for you is far less than the love you have for me, but I am sure that I love you."

Ye Xiaokan felt as if his heart was suddenly empty, as if it had been hollowed out alive.

Her eyes were so firm that she was not lying.

She really loves Qin Changan.

"At first, after I was hospitalized, I lived in the Qin Family Villa. I didn't go to treat my leg. He stayed with me in the villa every day. He liked me to see him and he also liked to see me. He never lost his temper in front of me. Occasionally, my legs hurt so much in the middle of the night that I lost my temper with the doctor. But when he saw me wake up and come in, he would hold back and sweat all over."

"You said Tangtang that I was in pain. I knew you were deliberately trying to make me feel bad, but at that time I really felt bad for you, and even felt guilty about you. Because your eldest brother Qin Chen scolded me, saying that it was because of saving me that you delayed the treatment of your leg disease."

"I was very dependent on you at that time. I don't remember what my past was like or what kind of family I had, but I felt at ease when I saw you because I knew you saved me. I noticed that you seemed to like me a little, so I tried to get closer to you, intentionally or unintentionally, and you really liked me more and more, and even obeyed my every word."

"You did lie to me and hid everything about my life in Lincheng, but that was because you misunderstood that Xiao 깇 and I were a couple, and you couldn't bear to let me be with another man. Other than that, you never did anything to hurt me again. Even Beibei was the one I decided to have."

"That is the touchstone of my feelings for you. I think that if a powerful and well-loved brother treats a woman as a mistress and a plaything, he will not let this plaything give birth to his child."

"Later, you found me and snatched me away from the Qin family's villa. During those days at the Ye family, you told me a lot of things from the past every day. I was really angry. Why did you hide me and make my only sister sad for me for four whole years?"

"Later..."

Meng Mingyou frowned slightly and stopped.

She thought about the unpleasantness, suppressed it lightly, and then said: "Akan, I always thought that a boy like you with a pure and kind heart would bring me happiness, because I would never have to guard against you. But now I understand that having a man like Qin Changan who loves me as much as his life and always puts me first will really bring me happiness."

Just like Xiao Ji treats Ming Xuan.

She looked at Ye Kan's red eyes and said, "Because I can't bear it, because I feel bad, because I can think from his perspective, because I understand how painful it would be if I were treated the same way. So, I won't do things that make me sad."

Apart from hiding her identity for four years, Qin Changan never did anything else to hurt her.

Mingxuan has forgiven Qin Changan for the harm caused by the four years of concealment.

Her love for Qin Changan has always been under her control.

With rationality and caution.

Later, he began to vent his anger and blame others.

Until Mingxuan's attitude was clear and Yan Shaoting told her about the ending of Qin Changan and Beibei in the dream, she completely opened the gate in her heart and released her emotional love.

She knew very well that no one else would love her as madly as Qin Changan, and would rather hurt himself than hurt her.

"So, I made my sister sad, right?" Ye 냫 Kan looked at her with unbearable heartache.

She really fell in love with someone else.

She doesn't love me anymore.

"Yes." Meng Mingyou said with some regret, "You made me sad. Even if Qin Changan wasn't here, I think it would be hard for me to forgive you."

"I originally..." Ye Bokan choked up, but felt that it was useless to explain further, and too much explanation would seem like quibbling.

"Don't blame your grandfather." Meng Mingyou sighed, "If I had found out that you were still alive, maybe your enemies in Kyoto would have found me, and maybe we would have encountered another accident. Missing each other in life is actually destined. Otherwise, how could I be saved by Qin Changan by chance?"

Ye Xiaokan looked at her in a daze, so she and Qin Changan were destined to be together.

This is really enviable.

Hate this fate.

"Is there anything else you want to ask?" Meng Mingyou looked at her gently.

놛 smiled bitterly and shook his head. She had already said that she fell in love with Qin Changan. What else did 놛 want to ask?

놛 lost.

A complete defeat.

"How about eating?" Meng Mingyou glanced at the thermos box next to him.

"Sister, will you hug me again?" Ye Xiaokan begged humbly.

She hasn't hugged me for a long time.