When she woke up in the morning, her pillow was wet with tears again. With red and swollen eyes, she got up from the bed and turned on her cell phone.

She had turned off her phone these days because she was so sad and didn't want to care about anything outside. When she turned on her phone, the text message alert sounded and she saw that it was the funeral home urging her to go and handle the procedures.

Only then did she remember that although Sui Sui's ashes had been buried, many procedures and certificates had not been completed.

"That's fine. After I finish this, I can leave here."

"Sui Sui, Mommy really misses you."

Ning Nanxue pinched the pendant on her chest and tears fell again.

She had tried very hard to not be so sad, because Sui Sui was still worried about her before he died, afraid that she was unhappy.

But her efforts failed, and she couldn't help but feel sad. Whenever she thought of her children and Sui Sui, she couldn't help but want to cry.

Ning Nanxue really couldn't accept the fact that the little ball of milk turned into ashes.

She changed into a pure black dress, entered the funeral home, and began to sign and seal mechanically.

"You parents are so irresponsible! Can't you give your all to your children on their last journey?"

"If you're not ready, don't have a baby. It's okay for the father, but why is the mother so careless?"

The staff on the side complained dissatisfiedly.

These days, when they called Fu Suisui's parents, either no one answered or the call was hung up, or they were even scolded by a violent man.

What did these slave workers do wrong? Why should they have to endure this?

What's more, the parents didn't care about such a small thing in the child's last moments. It can be seen that they must have been not good to the child in normal times. No wonder the child passed away at such a young age. It must be that they did not take good care of him.

Faced with such accusations, Ning Nanxue did not make any excuses, but instead grasped the key point: "Have you contacted the child's father?"

"Yes, we contacted the child's father, but he hung up the phone after I scolded him." The staff member complained again in dissatisfaction.

But her words pierced Ning Nanxue's heart.

She never imagined that Fu Chen could be so cold-hearted. He was simply not worthy of being a human being!

No matter what happens between adults, how could he be so cruel to a child?

Fortunately, Sui Sui is no longer with us and doesn’t know anything. Otherwise, I don’t know how sad I would be. I would definitely hide myself in the room and cry secretly.

"sorry."

Ning Nanxue completed all the formalities and apologized sincerely.

The staff member didn't say much, but just sighed: "After these procedures are completed, there will be no trace of this child's existence in this world."

"I know."

Ning Nanxue thought she could be very strong, but tears still fell uncontrollably. Ever since Sui Sui left, no! Ever since she married Fu Chen, it seemed like she had been shedding tears and crying all the time.

She now even feels that every tear she cries is the water that entered her brain back then.

If she hadn't fallen in love with him at first sight, if she hadn't fallen in love with him, would none of this have happened?

Does it hurt? It hurts, right? Ning Nanxue even feels that her heart is completely numb now. She can't feel any pain and has no hope.

Now she just wanted to drag herself out of this city. She just wanted to live a good life as Sui Sui said.

As for the rest, I don’t want to think about it anymore, I don’t need it anymore, it’s not important anymore.

Ning Nanxue's eyes hurt because she cried so many tears.

After coming out of the funeral home, the sunlight outside shone directly on her, and Ning Nanxue felt as if she was still alive.

She tilted her head back and looked towards the sunlight. As she looked, tears started to roll down her cheeks again.

"Sui Sui, Mommy misses you so much."

"Sui Sui...my Sui Sui."

She squatted on the ground, holding the pendant containing Sui Sui's ashes tightly against her chest with both hands, and cried loudly.

Even though she told herself again and again that Sui Sui hoped she would live a good life, she still couldn't bear it. She was really not that strong.

After crying until he was exhausted, he stood up from the ground with difficulty and walked towards his old house like a zombie.

This was the only thing her parents left her before they left, an old and dilapidated house of only 60 square meters, not even as big as a bathroom in the Fu family's house, but this was her home, her only home.

After finally returning to this small place, she saw an uninvited guest at the door, who was the person she least wanted to see at this stage.

Fu Chen had been waiting here for a long time, with his feet filled with extinguished cigarette butts. When he saw Ning Nanxue coming back, he strode forward and grabbed her arm directly.

"I gave you so much money, and you bring my daughter to live in a place like this?"

"Ning Nanxue, is there any mother like you? Are you worthy?"

In the past, such questioning was basically a daily communication between the two people. Because of love, she had always endured it.

Now that her child is gone and her love is gone, she doesn't want to endure it anymore!

She shook off Fu Chen's hand and stared at him coldly with her red and swollen eyes: "If I'm not worthy of being a mother, are you worthy of being a father?"

"you!"

When he met her eyes, Fu Chen subconsciously felt a little flustered.

But he soon made up his mind. What wouldn't this woman do to seduce him?

"You've become smarter now and know how to put on a good show." Fu Chen crossed his arms, looked her up and down, and finally came to a conclusion with disdain and pride.

He knew that no matter what this woman said, she could not live without him, and everything she did was just a means to seduce him and keep him.

This feeling of complete control greatly pleased Fu Chen.

He folded his arms and leaned against the wall behind him: "Name your price. I want the custody of Sui Sui."

Looking at the smug yet hateful man in front of her, the last glimmer of hope in Ning Nanxue's heart was completely shattered, and she even heard the sound of her own heartache.

There was a buzzing sound in my ears, all of which were my daughter's last words before she died.

Such a small ball, holding her hand, every word he said was full of worry for her, such a good child, he didn’t deserve it! He didn’t deserve such a good child!

"roll!"

Ning Nanxue roared at Fu Chen with all her strength.

Enough, really enough, after so many years, it’s been enough!

Fu Chen never dreamed that the woman who was always obedient to him and tried every means to stay by his side would one day be so hysterical towards him.

Facing the disgust and rejection in her eyes, Fu Chen's heart became numb for a moment, as if he had been electrocuted and could not move.